kriiips teippiääniä kuuluu naapurihuoneesta

only 1/3 of ppl are here in work, the rest of ppl start work 1.8.åjaaaaaaaaaaaa...
not my problem. my hands are so brown (much sun), that i soon dont look finnish anymore. or.. legs and face are still white. face dont take color so much. and some brown dots in hands. but i have not burned my skin still in this summer. even i dont put any suncremes (!).
last year i burned my face 2 times. this year not, and reason is that i take more d-vitamine than in last year. when eat big doses d-vit, then dont burn so easy.

our cantine dont work at all before 1.8, so we drink our morning coffee in the basement at restaurant :D and there is better sandwiches. i hope this last for ever :P

someone is packing ledlights in neighbour room. i too would go, but but but but. im lazy.
and here is too warm. yesterday boss looked with measure, here in room was 28c.
and law says, that when temperature in workplace reach  28c, must keep every hour 10 mins pauses. (50 mins work, then 10 mins pause).

here is some airfan system in this building, but they dont launch it because "it waste too much electricity" :D  lol.. 1 foot.. leg.. idk airfan is blowing against me now.
airfan that is 1 meter high. what is that name :D jalkatuuletin. legfan. öö..

in morning when i came to work, i sycled 200 meter maybe from home, then i turned back because i was not sure if i closed the coffeemaker. yes yes, i should buy modern which have automatic closing system. but i like my coffeemaker, even its old. makes good + hot coffee still. - and yes, coffeemaker was closed. but np, i had to anyway change t-shirt and throw jacket to honolulu. i often use jacket anyway if is warm, because of the pockets, can put keys and all there. in backpack is not space :D my half property is always in backpack :D because i want that i have for any emergency needed thing :D and often people know this, they ask from me "tiina do you have blablbal" and i always have. :)

tomorrow is doctor time. help help. 

and dentist time too is after 2 week. that time is reserved 6 months ago.
here is difficult to get dentist time from the general city dentist, if in tooth is nothing urgent matter. faster get if go to privat dentist, but price is not nice then.

yesterday i installed linux to 1 laptop, the newest mint 18 "sarah", but to it is hard to get plugins, for example netflix pack is impossible to get in it. i tried all possible codes + updates, but no so no. the laptop owner wants netflix to desktop. not shortcut of url, but application. idk why shortcut is not just enough. same thing.. now im waiting for boss, if im going to install mint 17, because he said he dont give up, he will try himself to figure it out :D. well good luck..
i would already yesterday delete the 18, and put 17. 

throat is little hurt. maybe cuz of warm weather.
and nights are hard. nightmares and too warm to sleep.

but i dont still blame, nice when is warm.

brother is in germany now. his car is in my home park, but i dont drive with it because in it is a bearing making horrible noise. brother thinks its ok and can drive with it here in the city. but im afraid if it breaks more. and 1 of brake disc is out of game. it works now with 3 brake discs. can drive, but the noise is awful when brake.

need roll a cig. coffee pause is starting soon.--->

hihuuuu

9 days vacation left. help help. anyway i have enjoyed a lot and slept looong. been picnicking, sunbathed, played a lot and just generally relaxed.

average temperature for july 22c. sometimes been thunderstorms and heavy rains.

i have little forgot stronghold crusader because got addicted of farming simulator 2015 :P
but it will soon go over. especially when work begins, then no time for fs15 anymore, cant play that game just for a 30 mins. need many hours time for it. maybe thats why too i play it very hardly now when I yet have time. shc is better for workdays, because its quicker game in time.

came just from the shower. need 'aftershower' smoke-->

16:36 yeeh.. today morning i tried to be long time without the first morning smoke. (because lungs need to wake up too). so 1 hour after waking i smoked but i pulled in cheek :D i tried to cheat my brain that ok now i have smoked. if its just the habit that must smoke after wake up xD. but after half an hour i lost nervous for some annoying thought, so i had to go really smoke :-/. well, need tomorrow try again.

my little brothers go today to some big family party to another city. they keep that party every year summer. i have never been with them to there and never will either. because i dont want to see my cousins drunk. i have good memories of them when we were kids, we played a lot and spent time together. i dont want to destroy this memory and replace the memories with some adult drunk memories. huh..

blog writing is somehow more difficult now, somehow dont dare to write almost. when sun moved in cancer, then lost interest. gemini sun was best time for blogging. then didnt feel ashamed and could write any shit -.-. maybe i become braver again when sun moves in lion. will see.. and now during the cancer sun i have been more emotional, and i dont want to write some emotion shit here. then i will shame rest of my life :D and need jump in water well. or hide head under ground like the ostrich does o.O

when this hair is dry, i go to shop. with my poor coins. avast shop accidentally invoiced the vpn license 2 times from my bank account. i sent message to them, and they will send the refund back so soon as possible. 

phuaaah... my fake wasp nest which i made of coffee filters, seem to work. the wasp's visit near the balcony fence, but they quickly turn back :D they see the ball and believe there already live some wasps :D good good :D. 

jööh.. what next..

muuuuuuuuuuuuu...... gg mood. cant write more. bye

1st july

last workday today. wohoo. I first tought we had yesterday the last day because end of the month, but no, today. np.

yesterday was interesting day. was heavy storm in my city. 13:00 was coffee break and i went alone to smoking place. a gull tried to attack me. then i half ran to smoking place. then i sat there a moment, then started thunder. then 1 other guy came, and the gull attacked him too :D then we sat in the smoking place, thunder became stronger and came closer. 1 time the light hit somewhere near, very big noise came and i yelled something aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and that other guy calmed me down because i became nervous of the thunder. we sat near a high tree, so i was nervous if the light hit in that tree soon, which was 1 meter of us. then started veryyy heavy rain. and thunder came closer closer. we smoked fast and i had still coffee in my cup, and that guy already was leaving, and i didnt dare to sit alone there under thunder, so i threw the coffees and followed him. we ran back to workplace and some other ppl was there in outdoor watching the storm and laughed to us when we in panic ran in the heavy rain xDDD.

when i came in, i was fulll wet. then i took videos at the outdoor. heavy rain continued for ever, 60+ minutes. sometimes stopped maybe for 10 sec, but again continued heavily.

flashes hit everywhere near the area. was nice to watch. (we was many ppl who watched). we skipped working for the end of workday because followed storm just and enjoyed :P

and in 1 moment came strange wind, then wind spinned round, can almost think it was very light mini tornado, acted in same way and moved. looked so nice when heavy rain, then came "waves" on the ground because that wind spinned strangely. and 2 trees moved strongly. later i saw a photo that some 1-2km near of my home there was a cloud that bended  downward like a tube. like a tornado cloud, but nothing tornado anyway came. scary looking cloud was.. wait i put that photo here.

scary cloud :S (photo not taken by me)

hmhm.. then when i had to go home, rain was still very heavy. needed to wait 10-15 min that the rain little calms down. some staff guy tried to give some rain plastic covers to us, but i didnt take. looks too ugly to keep that on :D

then i just sycled home and didnt care of the rain. and when i arrived my home street, there was full flood going on. small shock came. then i with small speed sycled carefully over that flood. some 10cm deep was.

everywhere in the centrum was floods and some waters went into buildings basements and inside shop's. firemen had long day yesterday when they helped. and some waterpumping trucks pumped waters out of basements and other deep gap places. i checked our basement, but there was not water. even the flood was right upon basement on the street. well, our basement is a bomb shelter, so there is strong walls and protection vs waters maybe.

they dont still know accurate amount how much came water, because the measure place is in other side of city, and this storm hitted exactly in the centrum, they guess that in centrum came 20mm water in a hour. total over 50mm or smth came. and somewhere the light hit in a building and it got in fire. every 10 or 15 min some emergency vehicles drove in centrum and maybe past the centrum, to help in different emergencys. little utopic feelings was in that hours then because chaos everywhere. but was exciting in positive way. sure its not allowed to enjoy, but my evil side of me enjoyed because something extreme happens.

then in evening at 19:30 thunder came back right when i was in the shower. i got nervous in shower if the light hit somewhere in water, and then i get electricity shock. i tried to wash me possible fast and get out of water :D:D i was very scared -.-  because thunder was again close, big kabummm sounds was since i heard it trought shower noises.

here is more photos of the flood: http://www.kainuunsanomat.fi/kainuun-sanomat/kainuu/ennatysmainnen-ukkoskuuro-kajaanissa/

i sent some photos and videos too to that news email, but i was maybe too late so they didnt publish them :D or then my videos/photos were not so interesting. krahhaha :P

1 good video was of thunder and floods, but i talked and laughed stupidly there so i will never publish it -.-. i tried to cut it with movie maker program, but cant cut so good, cuz in every moment i fool my self somehow :D need to cut 10000 pieces of video. grrrr... because the other guys next to me fooled and joked around there so i couldnt be 100% quiet either :D.

brb need wash hands.
soars hurt nicely when wash hands. again some soar in hand palm. auh..
came in night when i woke up of a nightmare, then i was nervous and didint get sleep, then i scrubbed hands. hands and usually all body skin always start to itch when im nervous.

muuuu i shame my blog because i write so opently and fool things. shameful to read later. but in moment when i impulsive write, i dont care what i write, just write what comes in mind.

but good here is not readers, so i can be alone :D and write what want. some random ghost readers im not afraid of, but if some random people register as standart readers, then i will become nervous and be afraid to write. sofar here visit random ghostreaders from any country, and bots. lately here visited hundreds of bots from france. 
ghostreaders come usually trought yandex or some other searcher machines. so i think they accidentally come in my site and then leave quickly.

suviksetki alkaa tännää.

i dont have any summerholiday plans. just live 1 day at a time and see.
this weekend can come record heats. cool. anyway it hit strongest to south finland, dont know how it effect here in my city.

aa moneys should come today. moment i check if came.
jååh, came. finally.. from 2 different place came. can pay bills + rent today. and debt to mother. from a 3rd place should also come money in near days. dont know what day, they never put in some certain day, but its always unexpected.

shoulder blade (scapula) muscles little hurt. i "opened" them by stretching with a long 1.5m thing, by bending it back of head so far back as just my arms can bend. stick stretching or how it calls..

jejjejejejjejeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... need look what lunch there is today. if is some fish, i dont go eat there. aaa btw. to salmon i dont seem to be allergic to. i tested some week ago, there was salmon soup. and i carefully ate 1-2 pieces and waited 2 min for possible allergy reactin, nothing came, so i continued eat :). its always 2 mins, when the reaction come, if will come. meat sauce + potatoes. hmm ok. then can eat. here in cantine is just some pizza pieces or sandwiched. when fish food and they dont have any 2nd food choice, then i eat in cantine. the lunchplace is in this same building, but in basement. there can anyone come eat even if not working in this workplace. cheap homefood, 4-5 euro for unemployed human, 5-6 euro for employer ppl. its fair because unemployed ppl are poorer, so food is cheaper for them. and coffee is automatically in the same price. sometimes there is dessert too.
but they also sell some nice cakes and bun's. hehe.. 1 time when we ate there, suddenly lights went off :D all just chuckled and was fun xD then soon lights came back after half minute. why cant just continue eat in full dark. i would not mind :D ok joke joke.

arghhh again i must wash hands. either the problem is in my head or then my hands just get dirty every 15 min o.O.  and, i washed again this keyboard + mouse today morning.
nono, this is nothing ocd, just here in workplace is somehow hot and strange air. in home i never get this that i must every 5 min wash hands. or ok get if is some special weather, if very warm for example, or/and at same time 100% humility, but its very rarely.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.