again i come spam here. silent day at work and its raining. i listen to classical from spotify with my phone. 2nd time when im using my iphone's own earphones. they are ok. at home i prefer to use big earphones, but in public places small ones are better because they are more invisible. today is a day that i just wish to be at home.... somehow im too much in my own worlds in my head. work mates maybe already wonder why i sit so quietly here in the corner and listen musics just :D and watch videos, etc.. antisocial. after work i will go to tokmanni to shop with mom. need some certain supplies from there which i cant get from my own favourite grocery..
hungryyyyyyyyyyy.. but frying pan and all are dirty and no interest to wash them now in work time. takes too long time. need survive with bread slice just. yöck.. comes out of ears soon.
should just be wise and cook foods previous day, then can just warm it quickly -.-
im dreaming of borsch soup. maybe i will buy beetroots and then make iiiiitttttttttt. or idk. not today because no time. better make it in weekend. that soup request like 2-3 hours of work/watching.
upper left back is hurt. when breath heavily in, then the pain feels nicely. stretching only made worse. mräyhh... i should maybe go to professional massager. but it feels somehow distressing if someone unknown human touch me :D im shy :(. and anyway it costs a lot. im a poor student. i will just keep watching youtube videos about stretching methodes. some of them must fit for me.
skin has been in good condition long time now. even i have in secret been eating chocolates and stuff, but sure carefully. heh.. or maybe cleaning reaction have not came yet just.. that will come when i start to eat 100% healthy. but eating for ever healthy is booooriiing. need enjoy life too sometimes. at the moment is this period , where i dont much care what i put in mouth. can also be some stress reaction. no time to cook healthy foods because work days are to earl evenings. how you then have any inspiration to cook when come home tired and hungry.. pff...
i want smoooookeeeeeeeeeeee. sec need think when did i smoke last time.. hmmms.. aha some 40-50 mins ago. had to check in my phone what time did some person write to me in messenger. above same times i visited home and smoked. soo.. im not yet alllowed to smoke. i still struggle with this "smoking less" thing :P especially when im bored. if im distracted, i easier forget to smoke then.
but hei, im gemini in horoscope, so im allowed to change mind. because im like 2 persons. so, i go smoke now. + because need to go to toilet. own toilet is ofcourse better than workplaces toilet :), and why not, when live so close.
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smoked just half cig. cat just was sleeping on the sofa. cats always just sleep sleep sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... i want also sleep. and go to dream world and dream. make novells in my head. usually before sleep i create novells in my mind until i fall asleep. but ofcourse its not always working, if have some other things are bothering mind. skraaak.
cloooockk.. go faster pliiis. its only 14:00. 3 more hours. im typing very carelessly today. no interest to try type good english. (like i ever even write good english. but remotely close enough yes). im like other person today in this blogging style, if compare yesterdays post with todays. tsihiiii... work mate came to stalk what am i typing. i ofcourse quickly minimized this window and told him to go away :D and i told him that he can read this when its done, not while im yet typing. :)
i think customers are scared of the rain, because its so silent here at work. or then their umbrellas are broken. or cars. or legs. or boats. or aiplanes. or bisycles. any.
brb need to spit this chew gum in the bin.
done. the bin is full of used coffee filters. i sit close to the coffee machine.
well.. i go read about mercury planet. (mercury in cancer). and then i will study about mercury in taurus. hei hei.
i will put that mercury link here. If i need this link in the future again.
https://cafeastrology.com/articles/mercuryinsigns.html
keskiviikko 26. syyskuuta 2018
tiistai 25. syyskuuta 2018
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Vasemman puolen yläselkä ja niskan seutu ollu vähä kippeenä viime aikoina. Eilen koittanu sitä venytellä. oon töissä just. Eilen en ollu ku ei saanu nukuttua mouruavan kissan takia.
Oon taas ollu astrologiasta kiinnostunu, tutkinu planeettojen luonteita jne. esim venus ja kuumerkki on kiinnostanu. Inspiraationa siihe on ollu pari tiettyä henkilöä joita oon "tutkinu" :D ku oon koittanu saaha niitten nousevatmerkit tietoon, nii oon sit analysoinu kaikkee, ja toki oon sit lopulta arvannu ne nousumerkitki, mut kova työ siinä on ollu tutkia niitä. Siinä hommassa tarvii hyvää ihmistuntemusta.
Mää meen käymää kämpillä tupakilla. Niin, oon vähentäny tupakointia nyt elokuusta lähtien. Tupakin hinta kokoajan kallistuu, ja muutenkin pelottaa oma terveys - ja koska on tätä ikääkin jo, niin pelottaa jos vanhenee liian nopeasti :D
Now I'm back. Need to try to type in english too sometimes. Not easy to write here at work place, because work mates walk there and here behind me and try to read my writings :D
Pff... I very would like to write a novell these days, but I dont feel like I have any skills for that now.. Ideas and plots are somehow ready in my mind, just the black text on the white sheet is yet missing *-). Feeling very frustrated when cant get the story out of the mind..
Hmmms hmm.....
I have recently started to chat at chat.no :). 1 of my friends at gameranger complained to me how he would like to speak norwegian with norwegians, but he didnt know how and where, because he is so shy. Then i remembered chat.no :D And then we both went to there then. I still found out, that my old account made 10000 years ago is still existing and working well :P Chatting in norwegian is doing good for me too, as Im in a great danger of forgetting it soon... Dont have many to speak it with now a days. Sometimes I talk it to my cat :D Actually I speak 3 different languages to my cat. She understands them all well :D *cough cough...* or atleast pretend to.
Boss just yelled from another room to me in a joke way -"korppiii, can we go to pizzeria to eat today?". Hihi... Because he has been waiting for the pizzeria to open their doors for many days now. The pizzeria was in a other place earlier, but they have moved closer. Now they are located at the opposite side of the street :P Dangerous close... And dangerous close for me too... :S. Bus station at my city is going to be destroyed and it will move to train station.. So the shops + pizzerias in the bus station have to leave as well.. They are going to build some new building in replacement on the old bus station spot.. Times change times change clap clap clap.
I am happy because House Flipper is going to give gardening DLC update soon :) And some new furniture + other items and missions will come too. Jihaa... Aand.. Farming Simulator 2019 will come in november. Yesterday and before yesterday I got inspiration to play Train Simulator 2018. Now I have learnt to control the train :). I bought that game from Steam many weeks ago, but only now recently I started to play it - because I was lazy to learn the controls and buttons.
This and last month have been very challenging, but also very interesting. There have been heavy days but also interesting and pleasant things. Family member been struggling, but its getting better now. Then I have had interesting progress in my work, for example I have got to try custom service (against my will, as I am so shy). Of course it has gone well so far. But I still dont know how to use the cassa machine.. :)). Then I have made better acquaintance with my both wall neighbours. They are really nice :). And generally had interesting days + events with my friends and other acquaintances.
Then I have been a lot out to nature trips. 1 of trips were disgusting because of the elk flies :(. My brother had to pick them off of me many times, while I just was panicking around :D What I learn from this.. never go to firm forests in autumn time.. Then the flies are most active. Flies otherwise doesnt scare me, but those elk flies are super disgusting. They fly on you, then they drop their wings. Then they crawl around your body and hide in tight areas where you cant easily find them. And when you find, and try to take it off, they wont go off so easily. They hold on with all teeth and nails on you. Also they dont die easily. 1 elk fly was crawling on my backpack, and I was hitting it with a fist size rock 3 times. It fell off, but didnt die :O. Its like they have a panser on them.. And they love to go in your hair and stay there.. They wont go off even in the hair wash. Luckily I had none in my hairs. Mostly just on my clothes. Also I heard stories in some forums, that they dont even die in a sauna :o They love it just :D
hehe.. hmmm.. I will eat lunch now. I took 3 sandwich from my home and put them in work places fridge. ham & cheese just on them. Didnt have any cucumber :(.
Adjö
Oon taas ollu astrologiasta kiinnostunu, tutkinu planeettojen luonteita jne. esim venus ja kuumerkki on kiinnostanu. Inspiraationa siihe on ollu pari tiettyä henkilöä joita oon "tutkinu" :D ku oon koittanu saaha niitten nousevatmerkit tietoon, nii oon sit analysoinu kaikkee, ja toki oon sit lopulta arvannu ne nousumerkitki, mut kova työ siinä on ollu tutkia niitä. Siinä hommassa tarvii hyvää ihmistuntemusta.
Mää meen käymää kämpillä tupakilla. Niin, oon vähentäny tupakointia nyt elokuusta lähtien. Tupakin hinta kokoajan kallistuu, ja muutenkin pelottaa oma terveys - ja koska on tätä ikääkin jo, niin pelottaa jos vanhenee liian nopeasti :D
Now I'm back. Need to try to type in english too sometimes. Not easy to write here at work place, because work mates walk there and here behind me and try to read my writings :D
Pff... I very would like to write a novell these days, but I dont feel like I have any skills for that now.. Ideas and plots are somehow ready in my mind, just the black text on the white sheet is yet missing *-). Feeling very frustrated when cant get the story out of the mind..
Hmmms hmm.....
I have recently started to chat at chat.no :). 1 of my friends at gameranger complained to me how he would like to speak norwegian with norwegians, but he didnt know how and where, because he is so shy. Then i remembered chat.no :D And then we both went to there then. I still found out, that my old account made 10000 years ago is still existing and working well :P Chatting in norwegian is doing good for me too, as Im in a great danger of forgetting it soon... Dont have many to speak it with now a days. Sometimes I talk it to my cat :D Actually I speak 3 different languages to my cat. She understands them all well :D *cough cough...* or atleast pretend to.
Boss just yelled from another room to me in a joke way -"korppiii, can we go to pizzeria to eat today?". Hihi... Because he has been waiting for the pizzeria to open their doors for many days now. The pizzeria was in a other place earlier, but they have moved closer. Now they are located at the opposite side of the street :P Dangerous close... And dangerous close for me too... :S. Bus station at my city is going to be destroyed and it will move to train station.. So the shops + pizzerias in the bus station have to leave as well.. They are going to build some new building in replacement on the old bus station spot.. Times change times change clap clap clap.
I am happy because House Flipper is going to give gardening DLC update soon :) And some new furniture + other items and missions will come too. Jihaa... Aand.. Farming Simulator 2019 will come in november. Yesterday and before yesterday I got inspiration to play Train Simulator 2018. Now I have learnt to control the train :). I bought that game from Steam many weeks ago, but only now recently I started to play it - because I was lazy to learn the controls and buttons.
This and last month have been very challenging, but also very interesting. There have been heavy days but also interesting and pleasant things. Family member been struggling, but its getting better now. Then I have had interesting progress in my work, for example I have got to try custom service (against my will, as I am so shy). Of course it has gone well so far. But I still dont know how to use the cassa machine.. :)). Then I have made better acquaintance with my both wall neighbours. They are really nice :). And generally had interesting days + events with my friends and other acquaintances.
Then I have been a lot out to nature trips. 1 of trips were disgusting because of the elk flies :(. My brother had to pick them off of me many times, while I just was panicking around :D What I learn from this.. never go to firm forests in autumn time.. Then the flies are most active. Flies otherwise doesnt scare me, but those elk flies are super disgusting. They fly on you, then they drop their wings. Then they crawl around your body and hide in tight areas where you cant easily find them. And when you find, and try to take it off, they wont go off so easily. They hold on with all teeth and nails on you. Also they dont die easily. 1 elk fly was crawling on my backpack, and I was hitting it with a fist size rock 3 times. It fell off, but didnt die :O. Its like they have a panser on them.. And they love to go in your hair and stay there.. They wont go off even in the hair wash. Luckily I had none in my hairs. Mostly just on my clothes. Also I heard stories in some forums, that they dont even die in a sauna :o They love it just :D
hehe.. hmmm.. I will eat lunch now. I took 3 sandwich from my home and put them in work places fridge. ham & cheese just on them. Didnt have any cucumber :(.
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