again i come spam here. silent day at work and its raining. i listen to classical from spotify with my phone. 2nd time when im using my iphone's own earphones. they are ok. at home i prefer to use big earphones, but in public places small ones are better because they are more invisible. today is a day that i just wish to be at home.... somehow im too much in my own worlds in my head. work mates maybe already wonder why i sit so quietly here in the corner and listen musics just :D and watch videos, etc.. antisocial. after work i will go to tokmanni to shop with mom. need some certain supplies from there which i cant get from my own favourite grocery..
hungryyyyyyyyyyy.. but frying pan and all are dirty and no interest to wash them now in work time. takes too long time. need survive with bread slice just. yöck.. comes out of ears soon.
should just be wise and cook foods previous day, then can just warm it quickly -.-
im dreaming of borsch soup. maybe i will buy beetroots and then make iiiiitttttttttt. or idk. not today because no time. better make it in weekend. that soup request like 2-3 hours of work/watching.
upper left back is hurt. when breath heavily in, then the pain feels nicely. stretching only made worse. mräyhh... i should maybe go to professional massager. but it feels somehow distressing if someone unknown human touch me :D im shy :(. and anyway it costs a lot. im a poor student. i will just keep watching youtube videos about stretching methodes. some of them must fit for me.
skin has been in good condition long time now. even i have in secret been eating chocolates and stuff, but sure carefully. heh.. or maybe cleaning reaction have not came yet just.. that will come when i start to eat 100% healthy. but eating for ever healthy is booooriiing. need enjoy life too sometimes. at the moment is this period , where i dont much care what i put in mouth. can also be some stress reaction. no time to cook healthy foods because work days are to earl evenings. how you then have any inspiration to cook when come home tired and hungry.. pff...
i want smoooookeeeeeeeeeeee. sec need think when did i smoke last time.. hmmms.. aha some 40-50 mins ago. had to check in my phone what time did some person write to me in messenger. above same times i visited home and smoked. soo.. im not yet alllowed to smoke. i still struggle with this "smoking less" thing :P especially when im bored. if im distracted, i easier forget to smoke then.
but hei, im gemini in horoscope, so im allowed to change mind. because im like 2 persons. so, i go smoke now. + because need to go to toilet. own toilet is ofcourse better than workplaces toilet :), and why not, when live so close.
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smoked just half cig. cat just was sleeping on the sofa. cats always just sleep sleep sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... i want also sleep. and go to dream world and dream. make novells in my head. usually before sleep i create novells in my mind until i fall asleep. but ofcourse its not always working, if have some other things are bothering mind. skraaak.
cloooockk.. go faster pliiis. its only 14:00. 3 more hours. im typing very carelessly today. no interest to try type good english. (like i ever even write good english. but remotely close enough yes). im like other person today in this blogging style, if compare yesterdays post with todays. tsihiiii... work mate came to stalk what am i typing. i ofcourse quickly minimized this window and told him to go away :D and i told him that he can read this when its done, not while im yet typing. :)
i think customers are scared of the rain, because its so silent here at work. or then their umbrellas are broken. or cars. or legs. or boats. or aiplanes. or bisycles. any.
brb need to spit this chew gum in the bin.
done. the bin is full of used coffee filters. i sit close to the coffee machine.
well.. i go read about mercury planet. (mercury in cancer). and then i will study about mercury in taurus. hei hei.
i will put that mercury link here. If i need this link in the future again.
https://cafeastrology.com/articles/mercuryinsigns.html
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