jååh *yawn*

tired and woozy today. thx to valeriana pills. they effect too long :-/
and now mother said that she also know + her mother know, that valeriana keep long tired, and is not so good. now i also belive it. whole the day head feel woozy and musty, feels like i dont get air enough or smth. 

well, workday was anyway normal + good. food just was negative. everyday sausage in different formats. pleaseeeeee... i have eaten sausage everyday now, in nivala too ate. 

huh good i have my own food too here. made yesterday meatsauce. need just warm it and cook new potatoes/makaronis.

hehe.. yesterday when i woke up (tested valeriana first time that night then) , and i was making coffee. then when i put filter in machine, and i was going to put coffeepowder on the filter. but whaaaaaaaat i put there.. i put honey :D:D:  i was so messed in head and halfsleepy. again i put that to valeriana fault. rarely im so mixed up :P and those rare times when im mixed up, i can put something in fridge what dont belongs there..

mother was in my home today spending time, because they do some repairing in her home.
when i came home, and she was still here, she fixed my plants and washed them in shower :O and then she washed my kitchen table and etc. ( i tought its clean enough already), but for her nothing is never enough clean :D now she left to youngest brother's home to "clean" or smth.. spend time. because she "cant" go to her own home yet :D

yeeh.. tomorrow we go fundrive with jaguar. neighbour arttu drive with it, and marika too will come.

i tried to rest/lay little, but then laying began to feel too nice, and i got fear that i will fall asleep and wake up next time late in evening, so i had to stand up fast. otherwise i wont sleep tonight.

face is burning and red, because i have eaten unhealthy 1 week now. plan was to get eczema back for todays doctor. and guess what.. 1 hour before the doc time, someone nurse from there called to me and said doc is sick today, time is cancelled :D
murrrrr.. i have eaten unhealthy for nothing, and torturing with bad skin now :D
maybe my wicked plan turned just against myself. xD idk when is next time then. they said they will send new time in post.

brother is in thailand now. he come home in middle of april. good, so i can yet have his car :P:P

now i go make coffee------->

16:39 edit: i went to smoke to balcon. and i wondered why tipsu is there :D
she has been there for 1 hour? maybe :D:D:
so it seems like im still messed in head.. forgetting things. asdf...
good there is not cold now.. so she didnt freeze there.
ok now i go make the coffee. hei hei