brother came back from his holidays now in sunday. he was 3 months round the world trip :)
mräyh.. now i must walk or bisyckle to work from now on, cuz he "stole" the car :D
when i walked to laundry room with basket, then i had much in my mind what to write about. now i forgot all. hahaha.. (washing place is in the another building). If i had bigger bathroom, ofcourse i would buy my own washing machine. very annoying to run long stairs down and trough the yard to another building with heavy basket. then back long stairs up. then after 1 hour must again run. well.. atleast legs fitness stay good. need to think positive.
hehe.. when brother was 3 months away, and me + mother took care of his home + cat, mother little got inspired there.. she cleaned perfectly there and then bought much new materials there and constructed all kind of shelfs etc things. help help.. now there is very nice and room looks like home. brother was probably in shock when he came there. cuz we didnt tell him anything :D:D.. his bathroom.. corridor.. living room.. kitchen. every room got total new look and new things :)
mars is now going backwards (17.4 ---> 30.6), so need to be careful how we spend our energy. mars is planet of action + energy. possibly we have energy for basic things just. better focus in all necessary first, before start anything new. and soon mercury will go backwards too :S 28.4--> end of may. then our minds can become nostalgic. we would want to fix old things or projects. when mercury is going backwards, then is not good idea to start new projects, also not good idea to make important contracts with too fast decision, because brain is a bit abstracted during this season. communication between people will be abstracted and stuck in the world. can come big misunderstandings for example in media, politic.. anything. and many more things. interesting to see... also, during mercury retrograde its possible that there might pop up forgotten things or people from the past.
laundry ready after 20 min. and pork steaks are melting. in work was some soup, so i will need dinner today.. cant live long with some soup.
today was doc time clock 09:30, but 30 min before they called and canceled the time. doc was sick. 2nd time this happen now to me :D but then was another doctor last time, and another reason.
last friday we went to the gym with all workmates. was fun. but my legs are still hurt of that all training + jumping -.- i tested all kind of training tools + machines there. next time need to be little calmer and not try all 10000000 machines. just destroying the body.. au..
lol.. and when we went to the gym with cars. 1 worker sat in my.. öshshs.. i mean in brother's car, so i for fun drove very wild + speedy on the city while she sat on. she was scared :D and in gym when we was finished and we could drive home, she didnt anymore come in my car :D she said she was afraid. :D:D::D: pfff.. but i drove veeery caaaalm... + nooormaall... dont need to be afraid. now is so fun to rallydrive when all snow melted on the roads.. and when is 420hp in the car >:D
i hope polices didnt watch the road cameras, i dont want "love letters" from them.. (here is everywhere in the city cameras nowadays). i have never got any fines yet.
my tlph act strange nowadays. its sometimes blaming that the sim card is not existing. then when i restart phone, all works normal some while. yesterday i took simcard out and put back, and sofar simcard works well. but i know soon it will start again. and some day ago when mother was calling me, suddenly during call tlph restarted by it self -.- i dont want to send phone to the maintenance, because it will take many months. and i cant live so long without phone. i will buy a new phone just when phone is totally shutting down or stops working.. ip 6 i will not buy. too big for my hands... i want to have a phone that i can use with 1 hand, without that it fall on the floor. if this one breaks, i will buy some ip 5 c or any newer version, just its the same size as this current one.
15:57 brb i go get laundry
16:02 hih..downstairs neighbour was on the stairs with her 2-3 y old son. son just layed there on the stairs and mother tried to manipulate him to come up the stairs to theirs home. and she said "come noooow. ok mommy goes home now. bye byeeee. will you live on the stairs? ok just live. mami goes home now. hei heii." everyday same problem there, when they come home, son wants to stay on the stairs and mother fighting to get him with her to home :D and then its ending in cry. (kid crying). hmhmhm.. hard life.
and under my flat there is a dog that is alone from mornings to 10:30 pm. he/she cry and bark nonstop there. i feel so sorry for the dog. and i have called to house host about it and they have talked to the girl who lives there. and all seem to be "ok" . i dont agree. dog is like.. from 7 am? alone to 10:30 pm? cant be right. but luckily its not everyday like that, but half a week anyway.
i think the girl goes school and then evening work. cuz she is almost never home. and when she finally come home, she immidiately goes out with the dog ( i hear of door sounds), and then after 5-10 min comes back in. dog gets fresh air 5-10 mins on the day just? not fair.
why need to take a dog if dont have time for it. pfff... and in this kind of apartment house its more wrong, cuz small rooms. + the barking is disturbing neighbours. (me its not, but can disturb others).
my work end maybe in 4th may, but im seeking for continuing. and in future im planing to go studyworking somewhere. means i will be registrated in a school, but i work in some workplace and in that way i graduate myself to a profession .its better choice for me, who hates to sit on a classroom and learn theory from morning to afternoon for 3 years. i cant that. i want to directly work and learn by practice. only problem is that i have no clue what i want to work as or graduate myself as.. so im going to some psychologys and we together figure that out. there is too many choices which i like, and cant decide just 1. :-/
busdriver? taxidriver? housebuilder? office rat? some random factoryworker? chief? astrologian? self-employed? hmmmmmmm....... and 100000000 more choices.
help help... taxdriver right now interest me most, but i cant because its a bit dangerous for a small girl, when all kind of drunkers come sit on the car. ewhh.. and im too kind girl, i cant yell to them or command :D:D: or then i need to go some taekwondo lessons :D::D and then i would feel safe :), oki i know can drive daytimes only, then is less drunkers. but still.
then another intress is some officeworker. sit on pc just and do things. but many officework reguest telephone work too. and im afraid to talk in tllph with strangers. i will talk wrong just and panic and etc :D:D too shy for customer service job.. when i worked 6 months in a tennishall some years ago, i was full alone there the evenings when boss left home. and i had to sit on office and do customer service, rob.. eee.. i mean receive moneys from tennisplayers, or take time booking due the telephone.. and always i messed up something cuz nervous. sddsafsdfaasdgdgf.. never again. need some work where i can work independently.
skin have been very good long times now. only little problems with hands/fingers, but other body + face is good. i noticed when eat over doses e-epa fishoil kapsules, then skin tolerate unhealthy food better. now i eat daily 1500-2000mg fish oil.
before only 500-1000mg. its not helping anything. when skin very infected, then i take even 2500-3000mg, but only for few days. idk if its dangerous if eat too long times so high doses.
some season i tried high doses with d-vitamine (250mikrogram), because in many forums they suggested so. but for me didnt help. fish oil helps better.
ok now i wrote a long "novel" :D better end. baj bye.
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