perjantai 30. syyskuuta 2016

oooo...

after few hours start weekend. kriaa... and outside is raining heavily.
i think window renovation men forgot me. 27.9 they came to my home and put some putty under windows where ledges will come, and then they left and didnt say when they will come again. furnitures are in lol position for 3rd day now and they have still not came to continue the work o.O . well.. i will today move all back. i dont think they come now in weekend.. ok i will today wait to 7 pm, and if they dont show up, then i move things to right place. and again in sunday evening need move them away from window. hmhm..

i was today at interview. and it went good. in next next monday 10.10 i start in a new work as internship. so im not in this house to december as was planed o.O
i will not yet say what work it is, if it for some reason fail or smth.

short text came of this but im too nervous of coming work that i have nothing else to say so hej hej.

tiistai 27. syyskuuta 2016

Hei

im here at work. probably in my home is a renovation man now, he will take the old window ledges off, and put new. and maybe paint somerthing there. i hope they are done when i come home..  hhhhh... yesterday i left home from work 2 years.. i mean hours earlier, because they was then coming to my home, and i needed to clean a bit and move things. but they didnt come still, but will today come. but i didnt dare to take "again" free from work :D. i hope cat dont escape from there or smth. also i left them a message that they can move the piano and table by them self, because i cant alone move them, too heavy. + i dont want to break my back -.- . i was by doctor for checking lower back, but he said nothing is wrong with it, only stuck, and need to stretch it just. now i stretch it everyday, and also train back muscles stronger.

also i have gained weight 2 kg more in this month, even i eat normal :-/. idk what i do wrong. i have started to keep food diary + compared with my old food diary, but all seem normal. also i have calculated calories. i soon start to suspect i have hypothyroidism, and i have read about it, but i dont have its other symptoms, only gaining weight :D. . yesterday i tortured my self and didnt eat in whole evening -.- only before sleeping ate 1 sandwich.
jeans feel tighter now, so its not just muscles that make this weight.

bravooo clintooon.. clap clap clap. go go go, beat trump. dont let that psycho become president. :))

(i hoped for more choices for this president competition. but must now just accept these 2 choices what we have, and hope for the most right minded from them to win the battle.)

i have again been thinking of my future things, and i think after december i will try to get a internship place in the care sector, to help elderly people. my IT + led light work will be ending in december. 

akkurat jaaaa jaijjajajajja... nothing more text to type. baj. or if is, only something negative, so better end here ;))

maanantai 19. syyskuuta 2016

nights are cold

now. +1 or +2 c just. flu have tried to get me last 2 days now. im fighting. today morning i came later to work because i needed to feel my self first how i feel. throat was hurt, so i waited if fever will rise, but still not, so i came to work. throat pain left when i drank echinaforce. also i have been taking aconite every time i feel bad, few times a day. aconite (aconitum) is homeopathic flu preventive medicine. energy anyway is low, cant do any physical work at all. even walking feels like hard sport. in my city is flu season now. 

my flowers are crazy, even nights became cold, they started suddenly to live full. making new bud's and some of them opened. 2 flower were half dead, but suddenly they became alive when weather became cold. even those flowers are summer flowers :D i bought them "late" from flower shop in august. good luck to them clap clap clap.. 1 flower i cut down because it died, and in it was fleas :S -.- . also i threw pine soap liquid on all other flowers near, because a few flea had jumped on them too, and if i would wait little longer, those flowers would die too. 

in last week was in news about clinton's possible body double. and i looked all photos where her hand palms showed, the "fake" clintons hand palms, and real clintons hand palms, + i googled everywhere in google to see more of her hand palms, so, i saw that the palm lines were 100% same in all hands. and all humans has different lines. but she + her so called double bodys both had exactly same lines. so, i dont belive that she used any double body. and ppl accused about her fingers like: "look her index finger, its longer/shorter than ring finger!", sure the fingers can show different in different photos if photo is taken from different direction, and if one of fingers is bended little different than in other, so sure it can look different. 

and palm lines cant nobody manipulate. they are so clear and sure detection of person like finger prints are.. also they wrote about her nose. nose is same, but ofcourse nose can look different if head is bended down/up/askew to any direction. seriously ppl.. get a life. and skin/hair color too changes every hour at any ppl, depending on feeling/mood, any. and the light in photo shooting moment,like, if sun shine, or if is cloudy, etc.

tipsu kept me awake almost whole the last night by meowing for "o sooole mioooo, where are you my princeee, on the white horseeee.. tralallalaa meooow meeoooow."

i tried to find some fun song lyris what she would sing about, but there is nothing so i created my own lyrics then -.-
every spring and autumn she start to sing opera for about 1 week, so my nervous at nights are very in affliction.

poor neighbours if they heard me how i yelled SHUT UP etc to my cat in 4 am :D
also i had a weapon near me on the night table, a water spraybottle :D, if yelling dont help, then can little shuihh shuihh water to cat, and as we know, cats dont like water, so it usually helps to shut them up for some while.

in last week i had big problems with my head skin. eczema came to there too. then mother told me to wash head after shampoo wash with apple vinegar. i was first like.. "lol never. it will hurt and smell and bla bla" but then i had no choice, so i tried it. and voilaaa in next day i noticed soars in head had closed and itching had stopped :o. before it i didnt know what can help for it, so i bought some expensive bullshitt shampoos from apotecary, but no help. then in  the end help was closer than could guess, in my food fridge. and price 2 euro just :)).
hair smelled little bit for vinegar for about 2-4 hours, but np if it really helped. 

now im testing this for my feet. because in down feet are some soars, so i make footbaths of vinegar and warm water + salt, everyday. to see if soars from feet will leave too. because any creme dont seem to help.


time is 10:45. im feeling a bit better now when took aconite 30 mins ago. yesterday evening when i felt "am i getting sick" feelings, i then took took hurry aconite, and after 20-40 mins feeling became better. now i think i feel energy also rising. can soon go run maraton out :D ok joke joke, but anyways. anyway i shake legs + feet nervous. thats energetic sign xD. 30 min ago i sat like zombie and didnt move any limb of body if did not need to.

yet if i get this face to look normal, (now its red and awful), then this day is saved :P

even i slept few hours just, i dont feel specially tired, atleast yet. but i slept very much in weekend. some 23 hours. saturday morning 6 am to 4pm. then saturday 9 pm to sunday 10 am. isnt that 23 hrs then? what ever.. but anyway i have not any lack of sleep then.

10:56 need roll a cancer rollings and go to lunch. some sausage sauce there + potatoes. hej hej.


11:30. the magnet behind my left ear is 5th day there now. i have noticed in this time that stress have been nonexistent, and i have been much calmer somehow. but negative effection i noticed of the magnet, that i can get temper tantrums of any small adversity or stimulus. i hope this dont happen here in the work :D or maybe this become more stable as days go. atleast in first 1-2 days i had this. i must keep this magnet 1 week. then i will get new one. and if i want, to both ears. they said the magnet can help for sleeping, but not helped me anyhow. still i sleep restless. and slept last 2 years like that, since i moved to that room where i now live. i seriously start soon to believe on fengshui energy directions.. that i sleep to "wrong" direction. as i looked in my fengshui energy map, i sleep to worst ever direction now :D maybe next night i move mattrass to floor and turn it to "right" direction, to see if i sleep any better. but even if it helps, i cant put mattrass to floor in strange wicked direction for ever :D too stressfull.. then only choice would be to move to another room, and then when i watch the room with owner, i calculate fengshui direction there, how to put my bed :D ahahha.. but what would that room owner think of me then.. that im some psychopat xD... hmhmh.. only somewhere in asia they would understand me. but not here in north europe. 

the ppl here are so simple minded that they dont understand and accept anything about more paranormal things. same thing for example about most peoples medicine using here in the north europe. they dont believe in any natural treatments, so they take all possible medicines doctor write to them. and then they blame how life just goes worse and worse, and how government is shit and everything is shit. and soon they do suicide. this thing annoys me most, how ppl blame about everything. its only in their own depressed mind this problems. we still have best and safest life in the whole world. still they dare to blame. i often then in my mind shoot them with catapult to africa, and tell them to go enjoy the life there, if here in north is so shitt. but better be silent and ignore just, and focus in my own matters.

keskiviikko 14. syyskuuta 2016

voiii keijo

skin is bad and i freeze and nose bleed and all shitt. yesterday also i freezed here in work room. 1 other girl (who started in monday here), also say here is cold. so it cant be just me. boys dont seem to freeze. well, they has better blood cirkulation maybe than girls. here is 20.5c now, when i asked from boss, so he measured the air with some laser measure. now he have last 30 mins worked to get warmer here, cuz we girls blamed how here is cold :)). he walk there and here and try to get heat radiators and airfans and all systems to work correct. hehe..

13:30 i must be at some clinic. they give me very small magnet which i put behind my ear. it should help for many problemos and calm down stress etc. also i will try a neurosonic chair which i maybe wrote about in last texts. i dont understand.. how that magnet can stay many days behind ear with some tape just? how in shower? and how if i scratch by accident behind ear :D im sure i will loose it in half day :O. gg...

every 10 min i need to dry nose with paper. maybe cuz so cold here so nose bleed -.-
now skin under nouse is in soar and red. wonderful this life.

i made borsch soup yesterday. finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. last time I made it 1 year ago.
its because beetroot season is in autumn times. in july if i remember right, to market come first beetroots, but they are very small, so i dont want to buy them then.

in beetroot is very much c-vitamine and other minerals + vitamines. i forgot what all.. iron... b-vitamine etc calium, magnesium, etc etc. super healthy. and specially womens should eat it for certain matters :))) 

in soup i put beetroots, cabbage, carrots, vinegar, onions, garlics,  salted + smoked ham, öääh.. and what else.. yep thats all i think. 

im not anymore led light driver because some other woman took my driving job. murrrh...
because she wanted that job and i have had it already so long, so its maybe fair that others too get it.

now i go to led light room to see if there is anything to do. because i freeze, so i want to get warmer by doing some physical job a bit. i have jeans on me, but still thighs feel cold.





maanantai 5. syyskuuta 2016

öö

Määpä kerron mustalaisvitsejä jotka kuulin isältäni, ja joka kuuli omalta isältään. 

Haiii minä näin olmalankuusikossa kummajaisen. Hai sillä oli korva niinku viikatteet, silmät niinku kekäleet, ja suu niinku roppalautanen. Mutta hai sitten kun minä itteni siihen paikkaan siunasin, niin silloin minulla alkoi kynnet kapista ja saparo vapista. Vaan onneksi minä olinki jo kohta kotona. 

(mustalainen oli nähny jäniksen)..

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Haii minä näin olmalankuusikossa pahaaa... hai siunasikko? hai siunata minä nyt pahkapuun kylykkeen. 

(no joo tuota vitsiä en oikee ymmärrä mut silti hassu.)

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Höyli oli ajamassa junaradan poikki autolla, sit tulee juna ja juna paino pyyppyä. - Haiiii se huuttaa joka pelekkää! sano Höyli ja anto mennä vaa. No se Höyli-vainajan emäntä vei asian oikkeuttee ja sano - Haii se juna ikäänkuin koukkasi Höylin kohdalla.

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Mustalainen meni varastammaa heiniä ja sit talon isäntä huomas ja otti leipälapion ja ajo mustalaista takkaa samalla lyöden sitä perssiille. Mustalaine huusi: - Hai ku tekkee leviästi kipiäää!

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Hai Taneli löysi piipuuun... Hai mistä Taneli piipun löysiii. Hai Taneli löysi piipun Westman -lasisen kaapin päältää.. hai saiko Taneli löytäjäisiä? - Haii, Taneli sai löytäjäisiä kuusi kuuta pimeää.

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siinäpä ne. sorry i cant write those gypsy jokes in english. they will loose their sense if i try to translate. those gypsy jokes are valuable because they are nowhere in internet. heard them from my father, who heard from his father.

juuh..  nu ska ä pröv å skriv på norsk å. brorn e forn (vess forn e rekti ord engång :S), tel Estonia. å han forlot biln sin tel mä, föratt bremsan e ikje i ordn + må skifte nåkka olje i den. ä må kjör den tel verksted i mårra. må fär litt tidliar fra jobb då. æææøøø.
ok nu fikk æ norske bokstavan. tok litt tid å finn ut korsn man skifta tastatur språk på win 10.
altså Litt. halv minutt. 

når æ va længe passiv i livet mett å jor ikje nåkka spesielt, så mærka æ at 1 bit av hodelinjen på høyre hand jikk bort. å nu når æ byinte me reklamejobb igjen, så så æ at linjen plutseli kom tbake :D  ikje i samme dag, men i næste 1-2 dagene. så d ser ut at linjan endrer ganske raskt som æ endrer livstilen. interessant..

å 1 millimeter under + i sluttn av hodelinje e ca 1.5 cm lang linje som prøva å koble sæ på hodelinjen. halv år sia så sporte æ om d fra nån professionelle håndlesing folk på forum, å de sa at den linjen som ska koble seinere betyr muligens ny interess eller studie, men de kuinne ikje sei ka d 100% kan vær, at tiden viser. d tar fra nån måneder tell et par år at den kobla sæ. æ har sett at linjen går nærmere å nærmere. når æ har analysert på gamle bildan som æ har tatt av håndflaten min, akkurat dærfør at æ kan sammenligne kvær måne eller half år korsn linjan forandra sæ. å johoooda de forandra masse.

nån måna sia så hadde æ 4 eller 5 vældi små linje som gikk mot alle rætninger fra sluttn av hodelinje, d betyr at då hadde æ mange intresser samtidig. å når æ møsta de intressan, så visna de bort. kraaah.. einn vess æ ska me vilje manipulere linjene, me måte at æ ska byinn å "studere" nåkka dritt før nån dager, førr å se vess linjan kjæm å går xD. eller vess æ ska lån nåkka fornuftie bøker fra bibliotek å læse dem. hmmmm. eller byinn å rægne matematikk :D æ mein, sånn skikkelig. æ trur æ har gamle matte boken min nån plass.. kan finn den å byinn å rægne litt. host host... eller lær ny språk. russisk? polsk? må vær nåkka såm e vanskeli å krever konsentrasjon, sånn at man e 100% opptatt, å deretter linjene på håndflate heilt sekkert kommer :P. eller ops d e jo uansett korsn ny språk. like masse konsentrasjon må man uansett ha. bære at d e interesant språk såklart.

hmm.. kan kansje byinn me russiske bokstavene. men ok ikje nu. nu e æ førr lat.
så lets wait for motivation. (if it ever comes). haaa-haaa....

faktisk så vil æ lær meir om feng shui. en dag på jobb når æ kjedet mæ, så læste æ litt om d. men æ vil vete meeeeir.

plssss fooolk kjøp kjøp varan som æ reklamerer på fb sidene mine. æ træng pænga førr graphic card -.-. fattig som kirkeråtte æ e. klar ikje å kjøp den me praksis arbeids lønnen -.-
farming simulator 2017 kjæm ut i sluttn av næste måne. så æ har panikk :D jaa, jaa såklart rømmer ikje spillen nån plass, men æ vil ha den raskt :)) utålmodig barn som vil ha leketøyet sitt.

åja kaffepause e snart. må rull mä en röyk. sjöl om rullinga tar bäre 6 sekunder eller nåkka, å kaffe pause e etter 10 minutter. ,men men :D:D: hysj hysjsjsjjs.. må vär beredt på god tid xD. kaffe + röyk e så livsviktig sak. yep heii.



edit: in last month i earned 40e of ads, and today 15e. i hope in this month will be more success.. today im trying to sell donald duck junior -magazine (8 months ordering), for 3-8 old kids. 1 sold this far today. wohoo...
now time is 12:59. coffeeeeeeeeeeeee-------------------->>

torstai 1. syyskuuta 2016

huijuijui

päivää taas. i should go help boys to pack led lights but i need to rest and breath some minutes, because i just drove with the work car. not driven in long time with it, so felt tensed -.- (we got led lights from factory). im the driver, and 2 other man lift the packs, because that packs are too heavy for me. 21.9 i go to doctor to check my low back, if its allright. 

yesterday when we waited for the steam ship, for 30 mins, low back hurted of standing :O. hmmm...  and that ship broke in  the half way  when we were on the cruise :D some sealant broke, so from motor (?) or some idk machine, came much fog/smoke. then captain and machine man tried to fix it, but no result. so captain said that we must turn back, we cant go to the big lake, too risky. well.. 2 hours cruise, but was fun anyway there :) and we ate there and drank coffee. then a bus came to get us, because we drove with ship to another pier than where we left from, and everyboys cars were in other pier, in other part of city.
i want in next summer go with my family to that cruise.  when is warmer weathers. now there was sick cold + strong wind. i had much clothes on me and covered throat good, but still i was frozen. good that i didnt get flu. or how can know if still can get it.. :D

i started again to do ads work. got inspiration, because suddenly 1 week ago some unknwon guy pm:ed me in the fb that he wants to buy one of my fb pages. because he saw my fb pages were somehow silent and inactive, not updated in many months. so i sold him 2 fb page, which i didnt need anymore. then he also wants my help with ads, how to publish them, so i teach him, and at same time i update my fb pages, to show him example :D

eyeslids are swollen + red, thx to yesterdays pizza i ate. but my kitchen were like after tornado, and i was tired + lazy to clean and cook, so i only sycled to pizzeria. hehe..
need today clean the kitchen then. other workers maybe think i have cried, cuz eyes look like that, and face has red areas  :D  should i yell to everyone with megafon THAT I ATE PIZZA YESTERDAY, THATS WHY I LOOK LIKE THIS!. hmm better not. let them think what want. not my problem :)

1 man came back to work here, a man whom i avoid :D i will treat him like air. or try to.

boss disappeard somewhere. reallyyy? is that so important info to write here in the blog? hmm no. but idk what else to type. yawn.