now. +1 or +2 c just. flu have tried to get me last 2 days now. im fighting. today morning i came later to work because i needed to feel my self first how i feel. throat was hurt, so i waited if fever will rise, but still not, so i came to work. throat pain left when i drank echinaforce. also i have been taking aconite every time i feel bad, few times a day. aconite (aconitum) is homeopathic flu preventive medicine. energy anyway is low, cant do any physical work at all. even walking feels like hard sport. in my city is flu season now.
my flowers are crazy, even nights became cold, they started suddenly to live full. making new bud's and some of them opened. 2 flower were half dead, but suddenly they became alive when weather became cold. even those flowers are summer flowers :D i bought them "late" from flower shop in august. good luck to them clap clap clap.. 1 flower i cut down because it died, and in it was fleas :S -.- . also i threw pine soap liquid on all other flowers near, because a few flea had jumped on them too, and if i would wait little longer, those flowers would die too.
in last week was in news about clinton's possible body double. and i looked all photos where her hand palms showed, the "fake" clintons hand palms, and real clintons hand palms, + i googled everywhere in google to see more of her hand palms, so, i saw that the palm lines were 100% same in all hands. and all humans has different lines. but she + her so called double bodys both had exactly same lines. so, i dont belive that she used any double body. and ppl accused about her fingers like: "look her index finger, its longer/shorter than ring finger!", sure the fingers can show different in different photos if photo is taken from different direction, and if one of fingers is bended little different than in other, so sure it can look different.
and palm lines cant nobody manipulate. they are so clear and sure detection of person like finger prints are.. also they wrote about her nose. nose is same, but ofcourse nose can look different if head is bended down/up/askew to any direction. seriously ppl.. get a life. and skin/hair color too changes every hour at any ppl, depending on feeling/mood, any. and the light in photo shooting moment,like, if sun shine, or if is cloudy, etc.
tipsu kept me awake almost whole the last night by meowing for "o sooole mioooo, where are you my princeee, on the white horseeee.. tralallalaa meooow meeoooow."
i tried to find some fun song lyris what she would sing about, but there is nothing so i created my own lyrics then -.-
every spring and autumn she start to sing opera for about 1 week, so my nervous at nights are very in affliction.
poor neighbours if they heard me how i yelled SHUT UP etc to my cat in 4 am :D
also i had a weapon near me on the night table, a water spraybottle :D, if yelling dont help, then can little shuihh shuihh water to cat, and as we know, cats dont like water, so it usually helps to shut them up for some while.
in last week i had big problems with my head skin. eczema came to there too. then mother told me to wash head after shampoo wash with apple vinegar. i was first like.. "lol never. it will hurt and smell and bla bla" but then i had no choice, so i tried it. and voilaaa in next day i noticed soars in head had closed and itching had stopped :o. before it i didnt know what can help for it, so i bought some expensive bullshitt shampoos from apotecary, but no help. then in the end help was closer than could guess, in my food fridge. and price 2 euro just :)).
hair smelled little bit for vinegar for about 2-4 hours, but np if it really helped.
now im testing this for my feet. because in down feet are some soars, so i make footbaths of vinegar and warm water + salt, everyday. to see if soars from feet will leave too. because any creme dont seem to help.
time is 10:45. im feeling a bit better now when took aconite 30 mins ago. yesterday evening when i felt "am i getting sick" feelings, i then took took hurry aconite, and after 20-40 mins feeling became better. now i think i feel energy also rising. can soon go run maraton out :D ok joke joke, but anyways. anyway i shake legs + feet nervous. thats energetic sign xD. 30 min ago i sat like zombie and didnt move any limb of body if did not need to.
yet if i get this face to look normal, (now its red and awful), then this day is saved :P
even i slept few hours just, i dont feel specially tired, atleast yet. but i slept very much in weekend. some 23 hours. saturday morning 6 am to 4pm. then saturday 9 pm to sunday 10 am. isnt that 23 hrs then? what ever.. but anyway i have not any lack of sleep then.
10:56 need roll a cancer rollings and go to lunch. some sausage sauce there + potatoes. hej hej.
11:30. the magnet behind my left ear is 5th day there now. i have noticed in this time that stress have been nonexistent, and i have been much calmer somehow. but negative effection i noticed of the magnet, that i can get temper tantrums of any small adversity or stimulus. i hope this dont happen here in the work :D or maybe this become more stable as days go. atleast in first 1-2 days i had this. i must keep this magnet 1 week. then i will get new one. and if i want, to both ears. they said the magnet can help for sleeping, but not helped me anyhow. still i sleep restless. and slept last 2 years like that, since i moved to that room where i now live. i seriously start soon to believe on fengshui energy directions.. that i sleep to "wrong" direction. as i looked in my fengshui energy map, i sleep to worst ever direction now :D maybe next night i move mattrass to floor and turn it to "right" direction, to see if i sleep any better. but even if it helps, i cant put mattrass to floor in strange wicked direction for ever :D too stressfull.. then only choice would be to move to another room, and then when i watch the room with owner, i calculate fengshui direction there, how to put my bed :D ahahha.. but what would that room owner think of me then.. that im some psychopat xD... hmhmh.. only somewhere in asia they would understand me. but not here in north europe.
the ppl here are so simple minded that they dont understand and accept anything about more paranormal things. same thing for example about most peoples medicine using here in the north europe. they dont believe in any natural treatments, so they take all possible medicines doctor write to them. and then they blame how life just goes worse and worse, and how government is shit and everything is shit. and soon they do suicide. this thing annoys me most, how ppl blame about everything. its only in their own depressed mind this problems. we still have best and safest life in the whole world. still they dare to blame. i often then in my mind shoot them with catapult to africa, and tell them to go enjoy the life there, if here in north is so shitt. but better be silent and ignore just, and focus in my own matters.
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