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i'm at work but np :D nothing to do right now. in morning i made an inventory here in work for some stuff. now idle then. also i updated my CV. in stomach is butterflys because last work day in next week wednesday. and i have no information yet if i can continue or not.. help help. 3 days left. sdaf.... pliiiis let me continueee. i like to work here. its like paradise to be here <3. and money run.

hmmms.. in last weeks i was sick. lungsinfection. but i went early to get treatment, so infection didnt become bad. crp was just 22. but in asthma 22 is much, they said. antibiotics they gave to me. also i had to breath "spiira" medicine with mask. sickness suddenly just started from nowhere with normal coughing, then became worse and worse and soon couldnt breath good. i guess streetdust made it. so much dust here in city now, because snows melted and all shitts on the asphalts fly in air when is wind, and i live full in centrum where is active trafic right under balcon, so all dusts come immidiately in to my home. 

haa.. and mother impulsivity said in the same day when i was at the treatment: "nooow we go buy an aircleaner, i saw a one in discount." 
now is nice air in my home :)) nose not so stuck anymore as before. 

yesterday (thursday) was occupational safety lesson. was veryy heavy lesson because much information come in head nonstop, then need to try remember all what hear. also in room was bad air. i almost fainted there. and head felt heavy + almost hurt. but i survived and then in end of the lesson we got the test. only 1 of us workers got all right :D  we all were so tired and felt bad. i got 31 right of 36. problem was little in finnish understanding, missunderstood some words order in a sentence on questions. thx father + mother that we left to norway when i shoulded stay in finland and learn my own motherlanguage -.-
my finnish is techincally very weak because lost 5 years of important finnish language lessons during the time we lived in norway..

in finland this occupational safety card is very needed. many workplace can ask it.
jihaa.. now i have hygiene passport (which i got of household and economic school 2010),  and work safety card. what else cards i will take? xD hot work card? nah.. hmm


glada vappen! it was swedish. idk if i will anyhow celebrate it. if my familymembers want and are idle, we would go to make a campfire somewhere and fry sausages. >:D
or then i just stay alone inside 4 walls and play games and have own fun.
hahha.. in sunday morning will be horrible wake-up. every year 1st may morning there will go a car with megafon :D and play some ugly workers march songs with 100000000% volume. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa....:S  every year 1st may morning my heart almost stop for that noise when they drive and play it in streets, drive past my balcon everywhere. then after car follow much ppl with some shields. <--- shields. ahahhahaha...xD my toughts are in shc now.

ok shshhs.  now its 10:07. and my english in this blog is horrible and awful and terrible and hirveä and kauhea and etc. but im relax human who like to write relax. so so zo zo zo zo zo z. zzz.. yes i slept good. i woke 30 mins before alarm clock. hahhhh hahahhaha.
i tired continue sleep but impossible. then i went to smoke. then back to bed to try get again sleep. but i layed just eyes closed and analyzed all possible worldthings. then 06:26 i closed alarmclock before it would launch after next 4 mins. then hoppp and up and go make coffee and again smoke. and watch my yesterdays thriller shc game in twitch, where in end i suicided myself cuz felt tired + needed go to shower because clock was much. jåå.
that game was so hard. and i was tired from before. if i knew how they will attack me, i wouldnt relax in peactime so much :D i didnt build almost, but went afk :D i tough they were nobos.. -.-

some antti tuisku song plays in radio. my boss love music. he always put volumes to 60% and play mostly rock. but sometimes list hits too. i try to ignore the musics always just and focus in my works. (ppl who knows me, knows the reason).

mmh.. i get rush after work. i must bring some papers to benefit office. and i idiot forgot one apotecary recipe home. so i need go to home to get it before i continue to that office. i wanted to bisycle directly to the office from work, an another route which is faster. mräyh..

i thought we today go to gym with workers, but we dont. i took my gym clothes + shoes for nothing. but np, this match good, because i dont want to sweat when must after it to that office + shop food. 

brother brought finally his jaguar to workshop. 2 different faults was. catalysator propably broken, and then some other small thing, which effect that car is not so powerful, but use power halfways. some tubs was damaged. or idk. im not car expert so i say all wrong :D
but anyway something with ignition, which is not giving enough powers when speed up with car. or smth. kjhsgdjkgdfsjkgdf. why i cant engliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish. cuz im noob and lazy to learn it.


photobook is sent to photo Shop. after 3 days its ready to go get. i put all my nice 2011-2014 norway photos in it. book i named "my life in stö 2011-2014"  <--- that ö with norwegian ö ofcourse :D i cant now get it cuz no norwegian keyboard settings now. or can in google steal but dont need now. cloap clap clap. when i need some strange letter, i somehow write some suggestive sentence in google , for get that needed letter.

but yes, idk why we had to make this photobook :D and workplace pay it. maybe for training just if in future somewhere need to know. that book costs 30€.

annoying pimp in cheek. its like skin, but little up of skin. same color with skin + not hurt. maybe came of all poisons i have lately had to eat. pfff.. if its not gone after some time, i will cut it by doctor? :D  i will not keep this kinds shitts in my face for ever -.-
in my arm also is skincolor pimp, it came of burn injury. that also i will maybe cut if it will not go away. but ehm.. then will come ugly scar? joo-oh.. nice problems nice problems clap clap clap. and what else problems.. need to think :D. sec need to think silenty on this chair and feel my body and mind to know what problems. hmm.. nowhere feel anything. no hungry. no pains everywhere. no need to toilet either. pfff boring. nothing problems. but i wanted probleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeems. or ops ok now im strange + psycho. need to become normal and write normal things. or ambulances come kidnap me.
smoke i want now. after 30 min is lunch. i eat foods in 15-20 min. then go out to smoke with coffee. sec need to check what food there is today. if is fishfood, then i must eat some boring pizzapiece at coffee cantine.. meatsteak and potatoes. aha.. ok.

in this week is very nice weathers. sunny and warm with small wind. yesterday was +14. and nights are warm too. can soon sleep balcon door open. now too i left balcon door open so that my home is fresh smelling when i arrive home tired + sweating. i hope tipsu dont jump down from balcon in while :D yesterday she was little too intrested when there was 2 pigeon birds down of balcon. she jumped to my smoking table and then standed with back legs and watched over balcon fence down at the birds. and with mouth made strange sounds. all cats make similar sounds when they watch birds :D this sound maybe somehow mean they wanna attack that birds but they are not able to :D zehahaa..

now clock is 10:35. relax work day.. nothing to do. hahhaa.. if then not boss soon give some horrible work. i hope not >:D other boys repair pc's + laptops. im not needed there today.
good just. mostly the customers bring their laptops where is win 10 making some issues, and we need to fix it. there you see, w10 sucks. crashes in some moment. also customers bring laptop often by same reason. their windows 7 forces them to install w10. and they get this forcing update requestes nonstop. good my windows dont have this problems. i have stopped this w10 attacks >:D and w10 is stalker. they stalk everything you do and make raports. cant anymore do anything "bad" things :D mwhaha..

*yaaaaaawn* 

10:40 LOOOOL! whattaaaaaaaaaaaaa piiiip... my photobook came now.
the man from photo shop just brought the book here to my workplace. and i just 1-2 hour ago sent the album from pc to them by email :O  very fast work o.O
nice book and photos look nice quality in the book. book is 20x30cm big and have black soft covers. i will put photo of it later. dont have usb cable to my phone here with me now. 
mwhaha..

smoke wanting grows.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa........   because i smoked so small cig just in 9:00 coffee pause. rolled too small + thin. but nononono must first eat before smoke. smoke taste best after food. but shshhs dont tell anyone, but when i cook food at home, i always during food making smoke half cig, then when eat, then again after food smoke. 

again this keyboard is shitten. i washed this 2-3 week ago with soap + water. but those other guys too have used this pc. much disgusting fingerprints and dust on this. yörhh..
need wash hands soon. in my home i wash my keyboard with ear swabs. i put dishwash liquid in small cup and then accurate clean all buttons and between buttons. then in end with some rag wash the keyboard. and mouse i desinfect often. i must desinfect often because my skin so weak. will come very fast eczema in inside hands if much tarantulas  öshh i mean mikrobes run on the rat. i mean the mouse.

haha.. here in workplace wall is a drawing, where a big mouse using the pc and as mouse he use a human :D human "mouse" :D

now clock is 10:49. yet 10 mins.. then eaaaaat. seriously.. this dirty keyboard disturb now. i take a rag and wash this. or i throw up soon.

i must end this text now. cuz when i wash this, maybe i press much wrong buttons and maybe this blogtext somehow deletes. i dont take risk. so. bye bye.