my midsummer is pretty silent. only rested and been in my own world. i have ignored everyone and everything because really needed my own time. hermit :P. cant be always social.
today need to become normal again because tomorrow work. i went early sleep yesterday and woke early today.
very rainy been this weekend, not been able to go out much. but np. i have not celebrated midsummer anyhow, just rested and done my own hobbies, then eaten boring cheap food just :D and candies + chokolate. only 1 of my brother's celebrated midsummer in real way, they were in some cottage in norther finland with some other family.
one week work just, then vacatiooooooon...
tipsu is shedding hair. maybe because warm summer.
pthyi.. hairs everywhere in my clothes + even in mouth, when little just touch her.
and sofa... huuuhuhu...
hmms.. what to do today *-). need look if the shop is open. aha.. opens soon after 1 h. 12-18 open today. in friday was 12-16. idk how was yesterdyay.
need calculate every coin accurated, im almost out of money. (normal thing in end of month).
sec i count now.
18e cash in moneybook, and in bank 10.59. 5 days need survive, then come housing benefit. and work salary comes.. hmmm need check. opaaaaaa. salary also comes 1.7. jeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. clap clap clappeti clapp..
moon in pisces been since yesterday. thats why i have been in utopic world. in dream world :D
tomorrow morning moon goes in aries. then energy + reality comes back. good. because in work cant live in dreamworld anymore. there need to focus a bit :D
father will buy a two-room apartment of same house where he lives. his plan is to put that 2-room on a rent. in his town will become some pulp mill factory in near future, it means there will come much workers, and they ofcourse need a room to live.
skriaaak...
i woke in 8, and now clock is 11:00. breakfast neeeeeeeeeeed. stomach growling angry. only coffee i drank 1 cup. ok hei.
sunnuntai 26. kesäkuuta 2016
torstai 23. kesäkuuta 2016
mrjauh
today we can go home at 12. cool. again no work to do. i only read news (about football). yesterday i watched portugal vs hungary. ronaldo :)). i dont specially like him, i like messi more. but i got interested to see how he plays, never seen before. in this tournament i hope portugal wins :)
coffee cantina was not open today. (because midsummer vacation, so they dont bake anything now), so we got just coffee and icecream :D. icecream to empty stomach. eww...
why i didnt eat any bread at home.....................................:S
again that 1 guy watch movies. löls.. he put video size very small, so that he dont wake too much attention :D afraid to watch with fullscreen.
i dont know if my family members will do anything at weekend. usually in midsummer ppl go to cottages, or stay home and grill steak's/sausages, or or or.. etc. (half finland probably drink) :D. i want also grill some food. but we'll see.. i only quietly follow my family what ever they will do. if nothing, then np, i stay home and play shc :) any choice is good for me. i dont blame.
aha. boss said we can go to lunch anytime we want. today is no clocktimes he said. well.. i go still at 11. because im used to it.
im little nervous if window renovation men go to my home now when im here in work. they can go to my home with a general key. they ring my door bell and when i dont open, they go in with key :D because they didnt put some tree list's around windows in out side yet, so they can go to put them anytime. help help. because i must again move some things little further from window. i dont like if they touch my things there... what if they somehow move wrong and damage my things :S and cat is there. she will run away if they leave doors open. plssss renovation men, dont go in my home before im home at 12. pls pls pls. i have no intress to go search my cat from centrum in streets, where much car trafic. and in panic she can run anywhere.
hmm what i need to do today. *-).. need shop?.. nah there is enough food i think. but tomorrow must to shop if not today. wash clothes?... yes need today.
im happy i didnt go to cottage with brothers + their friends last weekend. i heard after that there was not so cool. 1 man there was very drunk in the end and started to argue there and he totally got messed up in head, he didnt let others sleep. both brothers shouted on him to shut up. and he still didnt, he continued to disturb them. he put radio volume max and then he argued with the radio! because so messed in head. then he called to all ppl that he had in his tlph catalog, and argued with them too and explained to them some psycho which nobody understood. then finally 1 of my brother's got so angry that he took the radio from him and threw it with full power on wall :D then came silent. :D
and i have never before either gone with brothers/friends to any cottages, because i know how there will be. everyone ass drunk, then they start argue. then nobody can sleep cuz always someone make noise there. and then next day more awkward. and cant escape anywhere. its like in prison. if go with family, like.. with mother and so on, then i would also go, because i know then there will nobody drink, and there will be fun for real.
workmates too dont go to lunch yet. even we are allowed to go. they seem to agree with me and go at 11 too :) good.
again my telephone acted strange. "sim card not found". again it starts... few months all was fine. i need to take simcard out + put in again when i get home, because in home i have that small metal nail or w/e thing, which fit in the simcard case hole.
sofar works ok when i rebooted tlph. works maybe 1-2 hours like that, then again will blame about simcard. and 1 other thing, when mother call me, she told me that she must always call 2 times, because 1st call dont come to me, she get some message "operator is closed" or smth, then in 2nd try its calling for real. and i never see any msg about that 1st call. she said she has had this long time. i didnt know o.O. interesting bugs in my phone seem so..
but otherwise all applications in phone works normal and fast, if dont mention about some creepy strange bugs which happen 1-2 times a year in the applications :D
for example if open some application, it suddenly turns of by it self. then usually i have solved it by updating the application to newer version :D
i try to type possible much because i must spend time. in internet is nothing interesting right now going on. only interesting thing that be later, if britannia leave EU.
and football............. or does they play today? i forgot to look.
okkk.. i go wash hands and then eat. this keyboard feel so yörhh disgusting. when all kind of ppl used this keyboard.
coffee cantina was not open today. (because midsummer vacation, so they dont bake anything now), so we got just coffee and icecream :D. icecream to empty stomach. eww...
why i didnt eat any bread at home.....................................:S
again that 1 guy watch movies. löls.. he put video size very small, so that he dont wake too much attention :D afraid to watch with fullscreen.
i dont know if my family members will do anything at weekend. usually in midsummer ppl go to cottages, or stay home and grill steak's/sausages, or or or.. etc. (half finland probably drink) :D. i want also grill some food. but we'll see.. i only quietly follow my family what ever they will do. if nothing, then np, i stay home and play shc :) any choice is good for me. i dont blame.
aha. boss said we can go to lunch anytime we want. today is no clocktimes he said. well.. i go still at 11. because im used to it.
im little nervous if window renovation men go to my home now when im here in work. they can go to my home with a general key. they ring my door bell and when i dont open, they go in with key :D because they didnt put some tree list's around windows in out side yet, so they can go to put them anytime. help help. because i must again move some things little further from window. i dont like if they touch my things there... what if they somehow move wrong and damage my things :S and cat is there. she will run away if they leave doors open. plssss renovation men, dont go in my home before im home at 12. pls pls pls. i have no intress to go search my cat from centrum in streets, where much car trafic. and in panic she can run anywhere.
hmm what i need to do today. *-).. need shop?.. nah there is enough food i think. but tomorrow must to shop if not today. wash clothes?... yes need today.
im happy i didnt go to cottage with brothers + their friends last weekend. i heard after that there was not so cool. 1 man there was very drunk in the end and started to argue there and he totally got messed up in head, he didnt let others sleep. both brothers shouted on him to shut up. and he still didnt, he continued to disturb them. he put radio volume max and then he argued with the radio! because so messed in head. then he called to all ppl that he had in his tlph catalog, and argued with them too and explained to them some psycho which nobody understood. then finally 1 of my brother's got so angry that he took the radio from him and threw it with full power on wall :D then came silent. :D
and i have never before either gone with brothers/friends to any cottages, because i know how there will be. everyone ass drunk, then they start argue. then nobody can sleep cuz always someone make noise there. and then next day more awkward. and cant escape anywhere. its like in prison. if go with family, like.. with mother and so on, then i would also go, because i know then there will nobody drink, and there will be fun for real.
workmates too dont go to lunch yet. even we are allowed to go. they seem to agree with me and go at 11 too :) good.
again my telephone acted strange. "sim card not found". again it starts... few months all was fine. i need to take simcard out + put in again when i get home, because in home i have that small metal nail or w/e thing, which fit in the simcard case hole.
sofar works ok when i rebooted tlph. works maybe 1-2 hours like that, then again will blame about simcard. and 1 other thing, when mother call me, she told me that she must always call 2 times, because 1st call dont come to me, she get some message "operator is closed" or smth, then in 2nd try its calling for real. and i never see any msg about that 1st call. she said she has had this long time. i didnt know o.O. interesting bugs in my phone seem so..
but otherwise all applications in phone works normal and fast, if dont mention about some creepy strange bugs which happen 1-2 times a year in the applications :D
for example if open some application, it suddenly turns of by it self. then usually i have solved it by updating the application to newer version :D
i try to type possible much because i must spend time. in internet is nothing interesting right now going on. only interesting thing that be later, if britannia leave EU.
and football............. or does they play today? i forgot to look.
okkk.. i go wash hands and then eat. this keyboard feel so yörhh disgusting. when all kind of ppl used this keyboard.
keskiviikko 22. kesäkuuta 2016
i will soon get banned because i spam here so often
skraaak skriiaaak.
sec need to try other colors.. hmmm...i did read older blogtexts with google translator. but i couldnt control my self, cuz so funny translations from finnish--> english, so had to stop reading or i die in laugh. workmates little watched me confused -.-
better read in home then.
ops need change color.
what if i just go home already now? here is boring because no work. and i have surfed round internet all the day. nothing more to seek there. here not much work because customers dont bring their stuff, and we dont take any stuff now before midsummer. and because vacation starts soon. thats why very less work here. too much workers, too less work. but nah cant escape home, in clock card they will notice if i stamp the card earlier :D
tittidiiiii tittidiii.................. mitähä sitä skriivailis. oisko mitää ideoita?
joo vois vaihtaa väriä. kirjotettaa nyt sitte tällee. pitää olla hyvä näkö että näkee lukea tätä. mutta ei se haittaa. voi käyttää suurennuslasia. sitä varten ne suurennuslasit on keksitty. ja ne loukkaantuu jos ei käytä niitä. niin. tupakkia tekee mieli. onneksi kohta pääsee tupakille. smoke smoke smoke. i want smoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookkke.
and etc. osv. jne. and time is 12:45.
some guy watching movies just. he also bored, looks like that.
heikki kysy just että tuleeko lamppuja millon taas. sanoin että elokuussa. ei oteta lamppuja enää koska lomat alkaa kohta. eikä niillä oo varmaa ees antaa niitä lamppuja nyt. tehtii viime kerrallaki paljon niitä. varmaa liikaa :D
ihim. kaffeepause snart. jeee jeeee. altså phöysse. khaffe phöysse. ållen syömmallainnen.
norskene sei sånn. haaaa-haaa... må sei "ålen soåmalainen". å vess e 1 konsonant, så sei man me 1 konsonant å, å ikje 2. å Tiina e ikje Thiinna, å ikje Diinna, men Tiina. T utn h. og ikke TH eller D. Men T. aaa-meeen.
nu ska jag rulla en rök. sen ska jag ta en kaffe och gå ut att dricka. det är varmt vädet just nu. hej då och adjö.
sec need to try other colors.. hmmm...i did read older blogtexts with google translator. but i couldnt control my self, cuz so funny translations from finnish--> english, so had to stop reading or i die in laugh. workmates little watched me confused -.-
better read in home then.
ops need change color.
what if i just go home already now? here is boring because no work. and i have surfed round internet all the day. nothing more to seek there. here not much work because customers dont bring their stuff, and we dont take any stuff now before midsummer. and because vacation starts soon. thats why very less work here. too much workers, too less work. but nah cant escape home, in clock card they will notice if i stamp the card earlier :D
tittidiiiii tittidiii.................. mitähä sitä skriivailis. oisko mitää ideoita?
joo vois vaihtaa väriä. kirjotettaa nyt sitte tällee. pitää olla hyvä näkö että näkee lukea tätä. mutta ei se haittaa. voi käyttää suurennuslasia. sitä varten ne suurennuslasit on keksitty. ja ne loukkaantuu jos ei käytä niitä. niin. tupakkia tekee mieli. onneksi kohta pääsee tupakille. smoke smoke smoke. i want smoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookkke.
and etc. osv. jne. and time is 12:45.
some guy watching movies just. he also bored, looks like that.
heikki kysy just että tuleeko lamppuja millon taas. sanoin että elokuussa. ei oteta lamppuja enää koska lomat alkaa kohta. eikä niillä oo varmaa ees antaa niitä lamppuja nyt. tehtii viime kerrallaki paljon niitä. varmaa liikaa :D
ihim. kaffeepause snart. jeee jeeee. altså phöysse. khaffe phöysse. ållen syömmallainnen.
norskene sei sånn. haaaa-haaa... må sei "ålen soåmalainen". å vess e 1 konsonant, så sei man me 1 konsonant å, å ikje 2. å Tiina e ikje Thiinna, å ikje Diinna, men Tiina. T utn h. og ikke TH eller D. Men T. aaa-meeen.
nu ska jag rulla en rök. sen ska jag ta en kaffe och gå ut att dricka. det är varmt vädet just nu. hej då och adjö.
hahahah
again i spam :O. i shame little but im booooreeeeeed. (im in work today).
need somehow spend time. boss left to another city and left us alone. and didnt give us any work. so we just do what want. 1 man fixed computers, but we others have nothing to do.
Ok, let's try to write nicer now. :'D. Let's act like I'm a virgo in horoscope. (yörhh).
Again I slept bad last night. Falled asleep at 00:00, or something, then I woke up 4 am, and didn't get anymore sleep. Just layed there eyes closed until alarm clock screamed to me 6:45. Yes now a days I put alarm to 6:45, because I noticed I still have time for a cup of coffee and small surfing moment in internet. (before I put 6:30), but I want to sleep longer now. Nah, this "perfect style" typing is irritating. Takes longer time to type.
this relax writing style is better. dont need to think what write, jsut let fingers write any random just and blalbblablalba bjoojgdwejokgpåkgpårkgpåkgkpågkåå.
feels so freedom and so on. and no stress. maybe for others hard to read then :D
but daaaa njet da njet problem.
printer do its work. 1 guy printing somethings. should i also print something? print random spid..eeee i mean cat photos from google. and then throw them to trash right after. hahahahaha. ok now im strange. idk why i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
i took 25 drops some good night ( i almost wrote good bye xD ) herb, which will make good sleep. and yes it effect and make sleepy + zombie, but i still dont get enough sleep. wake up in lol times and etc. whats wrong with meee.. im not thinking anything negative even when sleep. just normal random world/life things and then i try to empty my mind for get sleep. and then finally get, but why wake up after few hours? and not get anymore sleep? then i run 2-3 times nervous smoke at balcon. and then when lay 2-3 hours eyes closed, then comes hunger. and who idiot has energy to cook any food in 5am? and some dry and boring bread dont taste in that clock time. muuuh.. my brain dont get enouigh serotonin or smth. even i eat foods + stuff where get it. maybe i have adhd then, which launches in night when need to sleep :D
ouuhh.. left hand shake. maybe rheumatism also launched now :D all normal in this age.
but seriously. my right hand shake sometimes. started in 12 age. when hold smoke in mouth, hand can little shake. or when hold a pen or a fork in air up from table, then can shake. and if im hungry, then shake stronger. i asked this from doctor when visited there for another reason, he said if nothing is hurt or disturbing in hand moving, then its just some random not harmful thing in nerves. idk. he didnt much care and explain. but i want to know more. + fix it if possible.
i have googled many years about it, and found nothing else than possible
Essential Tremor diagnose. but my hand shake very little just, not in too distubring way. and when i focus with hand and do something, shaking stops. only shake when tense hand in air. now both hands shake :D its because hungry. lunch soon after 30 mins.
yaaawnn... kello is 10:25. i mean clock.
hands skin is or are dr dr dr dr dryed. ( i still want to say dry.) and not dryed like 1 ufo is trying to force me to. forgot to put creme in morning. i was so sleepy + in a hurry when came to work. np. im not saying hand hello to anyone anyway so. xD
and if need show hands, can hide them inside shirt sleeve. this sleeve word i had to translated. never heard it before -.- everyday i learn maybe 1 new english word. buuuh..
life is school for ever.
10:29 now i sit and bend vs hand. and think what to write. hmmm.... hmmssss...
10:30 sun moved to cancer yesterday.
here is so silent. 5 guy here and we all sit mouse silent just :D no music no nothing. only hear typing or click click click sounds :D ops.. actually im only one who type here. now i little shame if im bothering their concentration when i type much and whole the time :D
now im afraid to type at all. if all listen my typing :D hahahahah...awkwaaaard....
i try to type slower + quietly now :D
5 introverts in same room. not good. need even 1 extrovert here to keep some noise.
:))))
and i hope they never find my blog. then i will die of shame :D
maybe i download gameranger to this pc. (and delete it when leave home).
need to stalk who ppl online. and maybe chat with them. ok sec. 10:35
10:36 flash player needed. arghh...
10:37 installing it. and annoying because 1 guy spam all the time in fb. hi what you do. hi how are you. hi hi hi. why you dont answer. hi. halooo. grrrrrrrr. i want to say to him GET LOST. but i dont dare to. i just ignore and answer sometimes. i dont usually get annoyed of spam, but depends little on who is spamming. if some awkward ppl, then annoying.
10:39 ujeee now im logged in to gameranger. *yaaawn*
10:41 what if i were so crazy that i download shc too :D can never know of me. xD
( i too dont know my self 100%). geminis are so complicated persons + unexpected/capricous :))))))))))). so need to be careful with them. i also must be careful with my self. because i have like.. 2 persons in me. often i fight vs other part of me. other say yes to something, other say no. or then i often can think from 2 sides. i often understand racist ppl, but i also understand antiracists. same in politic things, i can think from both opponents opinion. and therefor i have problem to decide who has right, cuz i feel both are right.
well ok, i dont know if this feature comes of gemini character, or smth else.
thats why i mostly be quiet when 2 ppl fight about something, because i understand + feel them both. if i sometimes open mouth, then i soon regret because my other part think different. in crossfire :D. only sometimes in strange mood or days i can hardly fight for 1 opinion and be stubborn about it. but then after some days i shame + regret. annoying. then is just best choice to shut up and not say anything and let others fight.
can be this also because my moon is in libra. i seek balance in everything. and hate to fight. and want to be diplomatic. and want to be friendly to anything + everyone. and good behaviour.
ihim. so much spamming. shameeee on meeee. maybe i should delete this blog. i fool my self just here. ok i got some low self-esteem attack now :D skrääääk.
but i like to write public diary. its fun to read after 29 years when old grandmother.
and they stay safe in internet. if save in own computer, they can disappear somehwere, if suddenly come tornado or tsunami or meteorit to house and kabummmm pc explode or grow a legs and walk its way to honolulu when im not home, and so on. reasons are many.
and because here can put photos of moments/situations. in notepad diary cant put. so its boring. and sure i sometimes write diary in a small book, there i write more emotional things and deep things which i dont dare to write in public :D
jååh.. need to roll a smoke now. lunch start soon.
need somehow spend time. boss left to another city and left us alone. and didnt give us any work. so we just do what want. 1 man fixed computers, but we others have nothing to do.
Ok, let's try to write nicer now. :'D. Let's act like I'm a virgo in horoscope. (yörhh).
Again I slept bad last night. Falled asleep at 00:00, or something, then I woke up 4 am, and didn't get anymore sleep. Just layed there eyes closed until alarm clock screamed to me 6:45. Yes now a days I put alarm to 6:45, because I noticed I still have time for a cup of coffee and small surfing moment in internet. (before I put 6:30), but I want to sleep longer now. Nah, this "perfect style" typing is irritating. Takes longer time to type.
this relax writing style is better. dont need to think what write, jsut let fingers write any random just and blalbblablalba bjoojgdwejokgpåkgpårkgpåkgkpågkåå.
feels so freedom and so on. and no stress. maybe for others hard to read then :D
but daaaa njet da njet problem.
printer do its work. 1 guy printing somethings. should i also print something? print random spid..eeee i mean cat photos from google. and then throw them to trash right after. hahahahaha. ok now im strange. idk why i cant sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
i took 25 drops some good night ( i almost wrote good bye xD ) herb, which will make good sleep. and yes it effect and make sleepy + zombie, but i still dont get enough sleep. wake up in lol times and etc. whats wrong with meee.. im not thinking anything negative even when sleep. just normal random world/life things and then i try to empty my mind for get sleep. and then finally get, but why wake up after few hours? and not get anymore sleep? then i run 2-3 times nervous smoke at balcon. and then when lay 2-3 hours eyes closed, then comes hunger. and who idiot has energy to cook any food in 5am? and some dry and boring bread dont taste in that clock time. muuuh.. my brain dont get enouigh serotonin or smth. even i eat foods + stuff where get it. maybe i have adhd then, which launches in night when need to sleep :D
ouuhh.. left hand shake. maybe rheumatism also launched now :D all normal in this age.
but seriously. my right hand shake sometimes. started in 12 age. when hold smoke in mouth, hand can little shake. or when hold a pen or a fork in air up from table, then can shake. and if im hungry, then shake stronger. i asked this from doctor when visited there for another reason, he said if nothing is hurt or disturbing in hand moving, then its just some random not harmful thing in nerves. idk. he didnt much care and explain. but i want to know more. + fix it if possible.
i have googled many years about it, and found nothing else than possible
Essential Tremor diagnose. but my hand shake very little just, not in too distubring way. and when i focus with hand and do something, shaking stops. only shake when tense hand in air. now both hands shake :D its because hungry. lunch soon after 30 mins.
yaaawnn... kello is 10:25. i mean clock.
hands skin is or are dr dr dr dr dryed. ( i still want to say dry.) and not dryed like 1 ufo is trying to force me to. forgot to put creme in morning. i was so sleepy + in a hurry when came to work. np. im not saying hand hello to anyone anyway so. xD
and if need show hands, can hide them inside shirt sleeve. this sleeve word i had to translated. never heard it before -.- everyday i learn maybe 1 new english word. buuuh..
life is school for ever.
10:29 now i sit and bend vs hand. and think what to write. hmmm.... hmmssss...
10:30 sun moved to cancer yesterday.
here is so silent. 5 guy here and we all sit mouse silent just :D no music no nothing. only hear typing or click click click sounds :D ops.. actually im only one who type here. now i little shame if im bothering their concentration when i type much and whole the time :D
now im afraid to type at all. if all listen my typing :D hahahahah...awkwaaaard....
i try to type slower + quietly now :D
5 introverts in same room. not good. need even 1 extrovert here to keep some noise.
:))))
and i hope they never find my blog. then i will die of shame :D
maybe i download gameranger to this pc. (and delete it when leave home).
need to stalk who ppl online. and maybe chat with them. ok sec. 10:35
10:36 flash player needed. arghh...
10:37 installing it. and annoying because 1 guy spam all the time in fb. hi what you do. hi how are you. hi hi hi. why you dont answer. hi. halooo. grrrrrrrr. i want to say to him GET LOST. but i dont dare to. i just ignore and answer sometimes. i dont usually get annoyed of spam, but depends little on who is spamming. if some awkward ppl, then annoying.
10:39 ujeee now im logged in to gameranger. *yaaawn*
10:41 what if i were so crazy that i download shc too :D can never know of me. xD
( i too dont know my self 100%). geminis are so complicated persons + unexpected/capricous :))))))))))). so need to be careful with them. i also must be careful with my self. because i have like.. 2 persons in me. often i fight vs other part of me. other say yes to something, other say no. or then i often can think from 2 sides. i often understand racist ppl, but i also understand antiracists. same in politic things, i can think from both opponents opinion. and therefor i have problem to decide who has right, cuz i feel both are right.
well ok, i dont know if this feature comes of gemini character, or smth else.
thats why i mostly be quiet when 2 ppl fight about something, because i understand + feel them both. if i sometimes open mouth, then i soon regret because my other part think different. in crossfire :D. only sometimes in strange mood or days i can hardly fight for 1 opinion and be stubborn about it. but then after some days i shame + regret. annoying. then is just best choice to shut up and not say anything and let others fight.
can be this also because my moon is in libra. i seek balance in everything. and hate to fight. and want to be diplomatic. and want to be friendly to anything + everyone. and good behaviour.
ihim. so much spamming. shameeee on meeee. maybe i should delete this blog. i fool my self just here. ok i got some low self-esteem attack now :D skrääääk.
but i like to write public diary. its fun to read after 29 years when old grandmother.
and they stay safe in internet. if save in own computer, they can disappear somehwere, if suddenly come tornado or tsunami or meteorit to house and kabummmm pc explode or grow a legs and walk its way to honolulu when im not home, and so on. reasons are many.
and because here can put photos of moments/situations. in notepad diary cant put. so its boring. and sure i sometimes write diary in a small book, there i write more emotional things and deep things which i dont dare to write in public :D
jååh.. need to roll a smoke now. lunch start soon.
tiistai 21. kesäkuuta 2016
zzzzzzzzz
not in work today because insomnia problems. slept maybe 1-2 hours last night. cat disturbed me by playing like crazy around here in room, and then teen boys disturbed me with their motorbikes. they have specially tuned their bikes that they sound very loudy + ugly, and because they have summer vacation now, they drive around streets in night time.
in summer this is hard because window/door is open (too hot in room), then the trafic sounds are too big. grrr.. i have ear plugs, but they dont stay long in my ears :D they always jump out :(. and i have tried different kind of plugs. always result same, they dont stay. maybe my ears too small then :D idk. and one time when i got them stay, i still hear all noise trough them. not helping much.
to car noises i dont so much loose nervous, but those tuned motorbikes. aaaaaaaasdgsdggsd...
i tried little to sleep now but impossible sleep in daytime. + there is renovation in downstairs.
try then to sleep when hear bank bank bank bank trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bank bank bank sounds. go ahead. try.
so, better sit here like zombie and try somehow stay awake to the next night.
mm and now is fullmoon too. maybe thats also effecting. i have before also noticed that i cant sleep in fullmoon times. then is somehow more restless and react more for things that happen around.
i just ate breakfast xD and its 13:38.
2 toasted ryebread, 3 egg yolk. i eat only egg yolk because i think that in that white part is only the waste products of the chicken. in english, all shitts. yolk is the healthiest part. this i do when i boil the eggs, eat the yolk only. but when i fry in a pan, then i eat all.
how i get the yolk nicely out of egg without breaking it? - i make with my thumb nail ca. 3-4 mm deep scar around the half egg. then i carefully open the egg white off it. and tadaaaa, i get the whole round yolk nicely out of egg, then put salt or herbsalt and njams njams.
when eat 3 or 4 of those, hunger keeps long away.
13:43 brb smoke
13:46 aaa i dont see anything. so sunny was outside that i feel blind when come in to room.
maybe i go soon sit to balcon longer time, to get some d-vitamine.
gameranger acted strange yesterday, couldnt log in without vpn. today all work normal suddenly again. maybe some problems with servers. dunno.
i was nervous yesterday and uninstalled all lately installed programs, tested if they made some issues but nah. i remember 1 guy had this problem, he couldnt open any room in gameranger or host game, then i many hours tried to fix it with him, and finally we found that some lately installed program made issues with gameranger. dont remember what program it was, but anyway. i think it was some type of photoshop program. with the photoshop came some extra shitt programs, which made conflict with gameranger. and sometimes "wrong" type of antivirus can make conflicts. for example avira.
i need someday bring my computer to my workplace, and let the boys look whats the problem with the front case fan. the fan is sometimes running slowly, and sometimes suddenly stops running. weird with the thing is, that when i reboot computer, fan run normal fast. then after 1 hour or some fan begin to act strange. i have looked the fan if there is dust or something that avoid it of running, and vacuumcleaned it, but the propeller seem to spin normal. and spin normal when reboot pc. need to take it out and look closer, but its in very difficult place in front case, cant get access to it. need to remove all hard drive statives and all away first. and emoboard. im afraid to remove all, if i dont then get them back again :D so its better someone professional do it. + i dont have enough tools for it. there need some special screwdriver which i dont have. some very small cube screwdriver. i have only bigger ones. i shut pc off when im sleeping or when im not home, because im paranoid if the fan can get in fire or smth, if something is wrong with it. and then when i come home, here is only ash instead of home xD black empty room full of ash and smoke. jåååh..
1 of my biggest nightmares, that my home burn. i always take almost all cables off when i leave home. and i check many times that the stove and coffeemachine is surely turned off.
also i never leave any easy burning things upon stove, because im paranoid if the stove for mystical reason launch it self and then whole house burn :D
tlph charger also i take always off when not using. i have heard too many horror stories how they can suddenly explode and etc.
this workweek ends in thursday. friday is free because midsummer celebration in finland.
next monday work continues normal to the end of june. then starts summer vacation. 3 weeks long vacation i will have. last week of july work continues again. i hope is good weathers in july then. i want go much out. (well.. who doesnt want to..) .
14:01 candy tiiime. (vitamines).
i see in some moments stars around me. cuz so tired. head lags -.-
jeeh.. i think i go host a room in gameranger and try to get some game. later need shower and market. dont have anything to eat for evening. or if feel too tired to go to shop, can eat the cat. make soup of it. but hmm i dont have any carrots or potatoes. will become boring soup then. so no, better go to shop just. can eat the cat in christmas then. (if no money to buy christmas ham). oo.. not long to christmas. and it just was. idk how time fly so fast.
sometimes feels like our life is being rewinded faster like in a video tape. still can remember some things like yesterday. even its long time ago. and year by year seriously feel like that everything goes faster faster faster. ok im tired so i talk psycho things. better go play now :D:D
in summer this is hard because window/door is open (too hot in room), then the trafic sounds are too big. grrr.. i have ear plugs, but they dont stay long in my ears :D they always jump out :(. and i have tried different kind of plugs. always result same, they dont stay. maybe my ears too small then :D idk. and one time when i got them stay, i still hear all noise trough them. not helping much.
to car noises i dont so much loose nervous, but those tuned motorbikes. aaaaaaaasdgsdggsd...
i tried little to sleep now but impossible sleep in daytime. + there is renovation in downstairs.
try then to sleep when hear bank bank bank bank trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr bank bank bank sounds. go ahead. try.
so, better sit here like zombie and try somehow stay awake to the next night.
mm and now is fullmoon too. maybe thats also effecting. i have before also noticed that i cant sleep in fullmoon times. then is somehow more restless and react more for things that happen around.
i just ate breakfast xD and its 13:38.
2 toasted ryebread, 3 egg yolk. i eat only egg yolk because i think that in that white part is only the waste products of the chicken. in english, all shitts. yolk is the healthiest part. this i do when i boil the eggs, eat the yolk only. but when i fry in a pan, then i eat all.
how i get the yolk nicely out of egg without breaking it? - i make with my thumb nail ca. 3-4 mm deep scar around the half egg. then i carefully open the egg white off it. and tadaaaa, i get the whole round yolk nicely out of egg, then put salt or herbsalt and njams njams.
when eat 3 or 4 of those, hunger keeps long away.
13:43 brb smoke
13:46 aaa i dont see anything. so sunny was outside that i feel blind when come in to room.
maybe i go soon sit to balcon longer time, to get some d-vitamine.
gameranger acted strange yesterday, couldnt log in without vpn. today all work normal suddenly again. maybe some problems with servers. dunno.
i was nervous yesterday and uninstalled all lately installed programs, tested if they made some issues but nah. i remember 1 guy had this problem, he couldnt open any room in gameranger or host game, then i many hours tried to fix it with him, and finally we found that some lately installed program made issues with gameranger. dont remember what program it was, but anyway. i think it was some type of photoshop program. with the photoshop came some extra shitt programs, which made conflict with gameranger. and sometimes "wrong" type of antivirus can make conflicts. for example avira.
i need someday bring my computer to my workplace, and let the boys look whats the problem with the front case fan. the fan is sometimes running slowly, and sometimes suddenly stops running. weird with the thing is, that when i reboot computer, fan run normal fast. then after 1 hour or some fan begin to act strange. i have looked the fan if there is dust or something that avoid it of running, and vacuumcleaned it, but the propeller seem to spin normal. and spin normal when reboot pc. need to take it out and look closer, but its in very difficult place in front case, cant get access to it. need to remove all hard drive statives and all away first. and emoboard. im afraid to remove all, if i dont then get them back again :D so its better someone professional do it. + i dont have enough tools for it. there need some special screwdriver which i dont have. some very small cube screwdriver. i have only bigger ones. i shut pc off when im sleeping or when im not home, because im paranoid if the fan can get in fire or smth, if something is wrong with it. and then when i come home, here is only ash instead of home xD black empty room full of ash and smoke. jåååh..
1 of my biggest nightmares, that my home burn. i always take almost all cables off when i leave home. and i check many times that the stove and coffeemachine is surely turned off.
also i never leave any easy burning things upon stove, because im paranoid if the stove for mystical reason launch it self and then whole house burn :D
tlph charger also i take always off when not using. i have heard too many horror stories how they can suddenly explode and etc.
this workweek ends in thursday. friday is free because midsummer celebration in finland.
next monday work continues normal to the end of june. then starts summer vacation. 3 weeks long vacation i will have. last week of july work continues again. i hope is good weathers in july then. i want go much out. (well.. who doesnt want to..) .
14:01 candy tiiime. (vitamines).
i see in some moments stars around me. cuz so tired. head lags -.-
jeeh.. i think i go host a room in gameranger and try to get some game. later need shower and market. dont have anything to eat for evening. or if feel too tired to go to shop, can eat the cat. make soup of it. but hmm i dont have any carrots or potatoes. will become boring soup then. so no, better go to shop just. can eat the cat in christmas then. (if no money to buy christmas ham). oo.. not long to christmas. and it just was. idk how time fly so fast.
sometimes feels like our life is being rewinded faster like in a video tape. still can remember some things like yesterday. even its long time ago. and year by year seriously feel like that everything goes faster faster faster. ok im tired so i talk psycho things. better go play now :D:D
torstai 16. kesäkuuta 2016
some photos of yesterdays day
here was window + door reshuffle yesterday (wednesday), so my last 2 days were a bit abnormal :D. this reshuffle maintenance is for everyone in this house. the yard was full of windows + doors. nearly 100-200 i guess :D, now is less.
in tuesday i had to clean + move all my things faraway from window. and protect everything from possible dust. and because i have allergy, i needed to take very much care of all my things, that nothing dust go in them. and because my room is small, moving all the things was not so easy. needed to pack them upon each other and so on. good i got help, alone i would not be able to move heavy furnitures. one woman of this house administration was so kind and came to help me.
then in wednesday morning we moved the rest of things, which i couldnt move in tuesday yet, as i was yet using them. thats why i had to take free from work. would be too stress if needed to work + at same time take care of home. also because needed to take care of cat. cant leave her alone here while all doors open + mainentance men make horrible noise with their tools. and it ended that i went to mother to spend those 6 hours while they worked here. then in evening we came here to clean and move furnitures back to their place. cleaning was the hardest part. dust was everywhere. now i feel so tired and half sick that i had to take free today too. work boss said its ok. he know that i have astma + allergy + eczema and therefor limited energy.
those old windows leaked cold. in winter when -30c, was nice here :D now is good + modern windows + doors.. finally. and i like the new balcon door, because in it is locking mechanisme, when want to keep door little bit open just, then can lock it in that position, so that wind dont move door. harashoo clap clap clap. + the door have a window. old door didnt have. and old door was broken, was hard to close it especially in winter time. needed to rip the door with full power when closed it :D poor shoulder...
carpets i have yet not put. they are dirty + in dust. and i cant shake them of dust, because all dust go in lungs (allergy + asthma). need to wait that mother come do it. also need to wash them when warm day. there is a official carpet washing place with all tools + systems behind this house. but in cold weather i dont want to go there. hands will freeze when wash with cold water. need wait for hot day. in the laundry washing room is also possible to wash, but there is just 1 small sink without the stative for carpet. will be too difficult. and there is not carpet mangle.
hmh...i want new carpets.. i hate my current ones. ugly and bla bla. but new carpets cost a lot. im often stalking if in the second hand is some cool carpets. still not met any enough cool :D
in tuesday i had to clean + move all my things faraway from window. and protect everything from possible dust. and because i have allergy, i needed to take very much care of all my things, that nothing dust go in them. and because my room is small, moving all the things was not so easy. needed to pack them upon each other and so on. good i got help, alone i would not be able to move heavy furnitures. one woman of this house administration was so kind and came to help me.
then in wednesday morning we moved the rest of things, which i couldnt move in tuesday yet, as i was yet using them. thats why i had to take free from work. would be too stress if needed to work + at same time take care of home. also because needed to take care of cat. cant leave her alone here while all doors open + mainentance men make horrible noise with their tools. and it ended that i went to mother to spend those 6 hours while they worked here. then in evening we came here to clean and move furnitures back to their place. cleaning was the hardest part. dust was everywhere. now i feel so tired and half sick that i had to take free today too. work boss said its ok. he know that i have astma + allergy + eczema and therefor limited energy.
those old windows leaked cold. in winter when -30c, was nice here :D now is good + modern windows + doors.. finally. and i like the new balcon door, because in it is locking mechanisme, when want to keep door little bit open just, then can lock it in that position, so that wind dont move door. harashoo clap clap clap. + the door have a window. old door didnt have. and old door was broken, was hard to close it especially in winter time. needed to rip the door with full power when closed it :D poor shoulder...
carpets i have yet not put. they are dirty + in dust. and i cant shake them of dust, because all dust go in lungs (allergy + asthma). need to wait that mother come do it. also need to wash them when warm day. there is a official carpet washing place with all tools + systems behind this house. but in cold weather i dont want to go there. hands will freeze when wash with cold water. need wait for hot day. in the laundry washing room is also possible to wash, but there is just 1 small sink without the stative for carpet. will be too difficult. and there is not carpet mangle.
hmh...i want new carpets.. i hate my current ones. ugly and bla bla. but new carpets cost a lot. im often stalking if in the second hand is some cool carpets. still not met any enough cool :D
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| someone was little confused :P |
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| i got their permission to take a photo, i promised to them their faces will not show |
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| had to escape out. no space to sit in room + too dusty and noisy |
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| then i called to mother if she can pick me up, because i cant sit 6 hours in the stairs either :D. i bought smoke and i found this candies, which i often bought in norway :) nostalgic feelings when i found these :P njamm. |
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| new windows + door. <3 in kitchen new window aswell. need to buy new curtains.. old one will fly in the trash with catapult. |
google translator made my day :'D
i laughed tears in eyes when translated my previous text's with google translator to english :P.... buahahaha
now i will be a kind girl and write the previous finnish text to english--->
Finnish:
now i will be a kind girl and write the previous finnish text to english--->
Finnish:
tiistai 14. kesäkuuta 2016
hyyyyl
maha meinaa olla kipeä :-/ onneksi viel muutama tunti ja pääsee kotia.
silmätki on kipeet ja kirvelee. yöllä kutisi silmät,nii hankasin ne sit rikki.
töitten jälkee tulee sit kiire. tehä ruokaa jne. ku sit illalla se yks marita tullee auttaan huonekalujen siirtämisessä. sain vapaata töistä keskiviikkona. yeaa.. kuulemma 20% vähentyy palkasta. ihan ookoo. apteekissaki pitäs käydä tänää tai huomenna. no melkei ois pakko tänää ku ei huomenna kerkeä. tai sit perjantaina. katsotaan. eiku siis torstaina tarkotin. oon iha sekasi et mikä päivä tänää on. tänää onki tiistai -.-
hyvää jälkkäriä oli ruokalassa, semmosta marjarahkaa. njams.
kello on 12:02. jatkan töitä. otin just särkylääkkeen. norjalaista ibux 400. oli 1 jäljellä :D. omat suomalaiset loppunu. niitä mun onki kiire ostaa apteekista.. ja östmöpiippuja. käsirasvaaki pitää ostaa. ja ehkä apteekkarin salmiakkeja. ne on huippuja :P
silmätki on kipeet ja kirvelee. yöllä kutisi silmät,nii hankasin ne sit rikki.
töitten jälkee tulee sit kiire. tehä ruokaa jne. ku sit illalla se yks marita tullee auttaan huonekalujen siirtämisessä. sain vapaata töistä keskiviikkona. yeaa.. kuulemma 20% vähentyy palkasta. ihan ookoo. apteekissaki pitäs käydä tänää tai huomenna. no melkei ois pakko tänää ku ei huomenna kerkeä. tai sit perjantaina. katsotaan. eiku siis torstaina tarkotin. oon iha sekasi et mikä päivä tänää on. tänää onki tiistai -.-
hyvää jälkkäriä oli ruokalassa, semmosta marjarahkaa. njams.
kello on 12:02. jatkan töitä. otin just särkylääkkeen. norjalaista ibux 400. oli 1 jäljellä :D. omat suomalaiset loppunu. niitä mun onki kiire ostaa apteekista.. ja östmöpiippuja. käsirasvaaki pitää ostaa. ja ehkä apteekkarin salmiakkeja. ne on huippuja :P
English:
Hyyyyyl / Aaaaaaa <--- idk how to translate that hyyl but nvm.
stomach getting hurt :-/ fortunately just a few hours, and then can go home.
eyes too are hurt and stinging. last night eyes were itchy, so i rubbed them too much that they became just worse. after work i will be in a hurry. need to make food etc. because in evening a woman (marita) will come help to move my furnitures. i got free from work in wednesday. yeaa.. reputedly they will take 20% of the salary. its very ok. need to visit apotecary too today or tomorrow. actually should today, because tomorrow im busy. or then in friday. we will see. ops i mean in thursday. im messed up my head which day it is today. so today is tuesday. -.-
at the lunchroom was good dessert, some kind of curd with berries. njams.
time is 12:02. i continue to work. i just took a painkiller. norwegian ibux 400. i had only 1 left :D. my own finnish (painkillers) ended. one reason why i need hurry to apotecary.. and asthma medicines. hand cremes too need to buy. and maybe "the pharmacist's" salt liquorice candies. they are top good :P
tiistai 14. kesäkuuta 2016
hyyyyl
maha meinaa olla kipeä :-/ onneksi viel muutama tunti ja pääsee kotia.
silmätki on kipeet ja kirvelee. yöllä kutisi silmät,nii hankasin ne sit rikki.
töitten jälkee tulee sit kiire. tehä ruokaa jne. ku sit illalla se yks marita tullee auttaan huonekalujen siirtämisessä. sain vapaata töistä keskiviikkona. yeaa.. kuulemma 20% vähentyy palkasta. ihan ookoo. apteekissaki pitäs käydä tänää tai huomenna. no melkei ois pakko tänää ku ei huomenna kerkeä. tai sit perjantaina. katsotaan. eiku siis torstaina tarkotin. oon iha sekasi et mikä päivä tänää on. tänää onki tiistai -.-
hyvää jälkkäriä oli ruokalassa, semmosta marjarahkaa. njams.
kello on 12:02. jatkan töitä. otin just särkylääkkeen. norjalaista ibux 400. oli 1 jäljellä :D. omat suomalaiset loppunu. niitä mun onki kiire ostaa apteekista.. ja östmöpiippuja. käsirasvaaki pitää ostaa. ja ehkä apteekkarin salmiakkeja. ne on huippuja :P
silmätki on kipeet ja kirvelee. yöllä kutisi silmät,nii hankasin ne sit rikki.
töitten jälkee tulee sit kiire. tehä ruokaa jne. ku sit illalla se yks marita tullee auttaan huonekalujen siirtämisessä. sain vapaata töistä keskiviikkona. yeaa.. kuulemma 20% vähentyy palkasta. ihan ookoo. apteekissaki pitäs käydä tänää tai huomenna. no melkei ois pakko tänää ku ei huomenna kerkeä. tai sit perjantaina. katsotaan. eiku siis torstaina tarkotin. oon iha sekasi et mikä päivä tänää on. tänää onki tiistai -.-
hyvää jälkkäriä oli ruokalassa, semmosta marjarahkaa. njams.
kello on 12:02. jatkan töitä. otin just särkylääkkeen. norjalaista ibux 400. oli 1 jäljellä :D. omat suomalaiset loppunu. niitä mun onki kiire ostaa apteekista.. ja östmöpiippuja. käsirasvaaki pitää ostaa. ja ehkä apteekkarin salmiakkeja. ne on huippuja :P
maanantai 13. kesäkuuta 2016
töitä töitä..
tai no just nyt ei too mitää tekemistä nii tutkin astrologia juttuja :)
äske kävin heikin konetta fixaamas.
toin mun dbs pyörän tänne tänää, työkaverin autol tuotiin.
ne korjaa sitä tuol pajalla nyt.
kello on 10:08
vatsassa perhosia... koska tutkin jännittäviä asioita yhestä vammasesta.
kosto edelleenki elää. kirjotan tahallee suomeksi et eräillä tyypeil on ongelmia googlessa kääntää tätä textiä. mwhaha.. pitäskö kirjottaa iha kunnolla murteella ettei ees erkki tajua tätä textiä. kirjottas jollai laphin khielellä :D tai sitte keksin oman kielen >:D
vpn lisenssi päätyy 2-3 päivän päästä. sit pitäs taas ostaa 60e arvoinen lisenssi vuodeksi. ärsyttää ku nii kallis. mut se on paras, ja hyvästä laadusta kannattaa maksaa.
tääl on aika vähä porukkaa tänää. moni sairaana? en tiiä.. ja nii, perjantain ja lauantain välisena yönä oksensin 10-15 kertaa. luulin ensin että noroviirus, mut se tauti loppu sit aamulla, nii en tiiä mikä oli. ehkä ruokamyrkytys. oli kyllä heikko olo lauantaina sit :-/
ku oksensi kaikki mineraalit ja tärkeet ravinteet.
kello on 10:18. jatkan tätä textiä myöhemmin. pitää töitä jatkaa..--->
17:23. siis kiva. tääl alkaa keskiviikkona klo 12 ikkuna ja ovi remontti :S
pitää kaikki mööbelit ja kaikki tavarat siirtää ja muovilla peittää.
se yks taloyhtiön "kyylä" tulee auttaa huomenna illalla siirtää näitä juttuja ja peittämään.
sitte otan töistä vapaata keskiviikkona, että voin olla tääl vahtimassa ja siivoomas kämppää. ja kissa ei saa sydänkohtausta jos ei oo yksin tääl remontin ajan.
lähen kohta tokmannilta ostamaan rakennusmuovia, jolla peitetää näitä tavaroita sit.
en voi pyörällä mennä ostaa ku se rulla on varmaa hankala pyörällä raahata. ku en tiiä miten iso se on, nii meen äitin kans. siirsin jo kaikki pikkutavarat ikkunoiden lähteltä pois. taulut ja lamput ja kaikki pitää siirtää.. kuulemma tulee paljon pölyä siitä remontista. mitenkähä minun allergia reagoi siihe o.O help help.
tiesin tosta remontista, mutta en tienny että minunki kämppää tulee se. ku joskus 2kk sitte ymmärsin että tähän kämppään ei tuu sitä. pfff. tuolla ulkona on varmaa 100 ikkunaa ja parvekkeen ovea :D koko piha täynnä. hyvä ainaki että tuo parvekkeen ovi vaihdetaan. tuo on jo ihan paska ja rikki. ei mee kunnolla kiinni. joutuu aina voimalla vetää sen.
17:19 pitää kohta kananmunia + pekonia paistaa. sit käydä suihkussa, ennenku äiti tulee ja mennää kauppaa. jännittää että menetänkö palkan keskiviikkona, vai antaisko ne palkallisen vapaan. hmm. no.. ei mahda mitään jos menetän. pitää huomenna töissä kertoo sille pomolle tuosta remontista ja että otan vapaapäivän.
että semmosta tällä kertaa.
äske kävin heikin konetta fixaamas.
toin mun dbs pyörän tänne tänää, työkaverin autol tuotiin.
ne korjaa sitä tuol pajalla nyt.
kello on 10:08
vatsassa perhosia... koska tutkin jännittäviä asioita yhestä vammasesta.
kosto edelleenki elää. kirjotan tahallee suomeksi et eräillä tyypeil on ongelmia googlessa kääntää tätä textiä. mwhaha.. pitäskö kirjottaa iha kunnolla murteella ettei ees erkki tajua tätä textiä. kirjottas jollai laphin khielellä :D tai sitte keksin oman kielen >:D
vpn lisenssi päätyy 2-3 päivän päästä. sit pitäs taas ostaa 60e arvoinen lisenssi vuodeksi. ärsyttää ku nii kallis. mut se on paras, ja hyvästä laadusta kannattaa maksaa.
tääl on aika vähä porukkaa tänää. moni sairaana? en tiiä.. ja nii, perjantain ja lauantain välisena yönä oksensin 10-15 kertaa. luulin ensin että noroviirus, mut se tauti loppu sit aamulla, nii en tiiä mikä oli. ehkä ruokamyrkytys. oli kyllä heikko olo lauantaina sit :-/
ku oksensi kaikki mineraalit ja tärkeet ravinteet.
kello on 10:18. jatkan tätä textiä myöhemmin. pitää töitä jatkaa..--->
17:23. siis kiva. tääl alkaa keskiviikkona klo 12 ikkuna ja ovi remontti :S
pitää kaikki mööbelit ja kaikki tavarat siirtää ja muovilla peittää.
se yks taloyhtiön "kyylä" tulee auttaa huomenna illalla siirtää näitä juttuja ja peittämään.
sitte otan töistä vapaata keskiviikkona, että voin olla tääl vahtimassa ja siivoomas kämppää. ja kissa ei saa sydänkohtausta jos ei oo yksin tääl remontin ajan.
lähen kohta tokmannilta ostamaan rakennusmuovia, jolla peitetää näitä tavaroita sit.
en voi pyörällä mennä ostaa ku se rulla on varmaa hankala pyörällä raahata. ku en tiiä miten iso se on, nii meen äitin kans. siirsin jo kaikki pikkutavarat ikkunoiden lähteltä pois. taulut ja lamput ja kaikki pitää siirtää.. kuulemma tulee paljon pölyä siitä remontista. mitenkähä minun allergia reagoi siihe o.O help help.
tiesin tosta remontista, mutta en tienny että minunki kämppää tulee se. ku joskus 2kk sitte ymmärsin että tähän kämppään ei tuu sitä. pfff. tuolla ulkona on varmaa 100 ikkunaa ja parvekkeen ovea :D koko piha täynnä. hyvä ainaki että tuo parvekkeen ovi vaihdetaan. tuo on jo ihan paska ja rikki. ei mee kunnolla kiinni. joutuu aina voimalla vetää sen.
17:19 pitää kohta kananmunia + pekonia paistaa. sit käydä suihkussa, ennenku äiti tulee ja mennää kauppaa. jännittää että menetänkö palkan keskiviikkona, vai antaisko ne palkallisen vapaan. hmm. no.. ei mahda mitään jos menetän. pitää huomenna töissä kertoo sille pomolle tuosta remontista ja että otan vapaapäivän.
että semmosta tällä kertaa.
perjantai 10. kesäkuuta 2016
perjantai
kohta pääsee kahvitauolle. yees. kahvihammasta jo kolottaaki iha mukavasti. kotona join vaa puolkuppii. tuol lamppupakkaamos äske touhusin. tarroja laitoin pahveihi ja sit tein noita isoja pahvilaatikoita 2kpl. kova homma teipata se yksin ku yrittää samalla pitää kiinni että ne laatikon sivut ei hyppää ylös jne. tänää on hyvä iho päivä. ei tarvinu ees naamaa pestä ja rasvaa laittaa :O. kait ku eilen suihkussa kunnolla hankasin naaman, nii lähti kaikki hilseet. ei oo uutta tullu. vaikka oon karkkia syöny ahkerasti :D mutta shshs hyshjsjs. elä kerro äitille :DF
proprioooo joo 6 min kahvitaukooon.
oon muutenki ihan energine tänää. nukuin hyvin. wonderful clap clap clap.
toin jussin farkut tänne, aattelin että vien ne tuonne textiiliin korjauksee, mutta se niitte ohjaaja ei oo tänää paikalla. pyh. nii, tomi ja äiti toi mun OMAN pyörän eilen!
siis se dbs -pyörän. aijon kysyä voisko ne tuolla metallipuolen pajalla korjata sitä halavalla.
jos vien pyöräliikkeeseen, nii se on äkkiä 100-200e. tuolla pajalla saattais 5x halvemmalla saaha korjatuksi. renkaat on tyhjät, vaihteet paskana, jne. kauhia ku se pyörä on raskas, en muistanukkaa miten painava se on. se jussin .. krhm,... jussin ex pyörä on tosi kevyt. sain sen synttärilahjaksi jussilta. ku kysyin jussilta että voisko se ostaa uuden jalustan siihe (oli vielä jussin pyörä), mutta se sano että se on nyt sun pyörä, saat synttärilahjaksi, osta se jalusta ite :D:D:D jooh.. nyt mulla on 2 pyörää taas. jos en ois myyny matille sitä yhtä mummopyörää, mulla ois 3 pyörää :D pitää käydä katsomassa, et onko se pyörä viel siel, vai onko ne myyny sen jonnekki. tietääköhä edes ne muut siel että se on matin pyörä? ku mattiha osti sen pyörän multa muutama kk ennen kuolemaa. voisin periaatteessa pölliä sen pyörän takasi jos se ois siel ja kukaa ei tiiä että se on sen :D mutta en halua ku se oli jotenki viallinen se pyörä, kauhean raskas polkea. sen takiaha mä myinki sen. mutta noniii, nyt alkaa kahvitauko. hei hei.
(nii, mulla on syy siihe miks kirjotan suomeksi. hehe.. kosto elää... yhestä syystä.)
proprioooo joo 6 min kahvitaukooon.
oon muutenki ihan energine tänää. nukuin hyvin. wonderful clap clap clap.
toin jussin farkut tänne, aattelin että vien ne tuonne textiiliin korjauksee, mutta se niitte ohjaaja ei oo tänää paikalla. pyh. nii, tomi ja äiti toi mun OMAN pyörän eilen!
siis se dbs -pyörän. aijon kysyä voisko ne tuolla metallipuolen pajalla korjata sitä halavalla.
jos vien pyöräliikkeeseen, nii se on äkkiä 100-200e. tuolla pajalla saattais 5x halvemmalla saaha korjatuksi. renkaat on tyhjät, vaihteet paskana, jne. kauhia ku se pyörä on raskas, en muistanukkaa miten painava se on. se jussin .. krhm,... jussin ex pyörä on tosi kevyt. sain sen synttärilahjaksi jussilta. ku kysyin jussilta että voisko se ostaa uuden jalustan siihe (oli vielä jussin pyörä), mutta se sano että se on nyt sun pyörä, saat synttärilahjaksi, osta se jalusta ite :D:D:D jooh.. nyt mulla on 2 pyörää taas. jos en ois myyny matille sitä yhtä mummopyörää, mulla ois 3 pyörää :D pitää käydä katsomassa, et onko se pyörä viel siel, vai onko ne myyny sen jonnekki. tietääköhä edes ne muut siel että se on matin pyörä? ku mattiha osti sen pyörän multa muutama kk ennen kuolemaa. voisin periaatteessa pölliä sen pyörän takasi jos se ois siel ja kukaa ei tiiä että se on sen :D mutta en halua ku se oli jotenki viallinen se pyörä, kauhean raskas polkea. sen takiaha mä myinki sen. mutta noniii, nyt alkaa kahvitauko. hei hei.
torstai 2. kesäkuuta 2016
2nd june
head little heavy because sunbathed the whole afternoon-evening. and in work i forgot something home, so had to walk in full sunny heat home to get the things. yörh. but anyway i enjoy this heats, when is nothing stress atm, then sun feels nice. but when need to go somewhere or do smth, then feels bad. tomorrow warm weathers will go away. cold will come. buuuuuu... ops.. i mean yeeaaaah! but in july i hope much sun, because then i have vacation the whole month. sofar i have understood so.
we were at the gym aswell with our work peoples.
my hands are much browner than my legs :D i tried to let legs also get sun, but nothing result.
i was lazy to make any food + i didnt have anything to cook, because in this hot weather no energy to bring heavy food bags, so took just pizza from pizzeria. and there i told him that i want salad also. then he asked "upon the pizza" ? then i said - no, but to the box. he still missunderstood me :D he put salads upon pizzas. but im kind girl, so i said nothing and walked home with pizza with salad. nvm.. was good anyway. but in this warm weather salads would taste good now.. i mean muchhh salad. and not just a few leaf, cucumber, tomato on the pizza :O
feel so lazy because ate much salt liquorice (salmiakki) candies with chili taste. sugar drunk -.- coca cola also (that i took with pizza, because i need new clean waterbottle :D::D), taste also over sweet. because i have bad tolerance for the sugar nowadays. yo yo. yo maaan wazzup? ahahahhaha... ok now need to calm down. 1... 2... 3.. huh.. breath. take sip of coffee. *takes a sip*. ok now all normal. can be i got a sun attack. so dont worry. all is ok.
and i took the rest of cola's with me to shower after eating. and drank it there while taking a shower. huaaaaaaah.
[19:29] princess natalya 21: hi
[19:29] princess natalya 21: aliwes?
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: yes
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: too much sun
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: head feel strange
[20:00] princess natalya 21: lol
and she just laughs at me -.-
i want to go to the beachpark behind my house to relax + drink coffee, but alone i dont dare to, because there is always a lot of people. i asked marika if she in near days when warm day, goes with me. skrääks. im afraid of my own living area. noob as i am. but anyway, there is too much ppl, and drunkards. i will feel awkward there just, and if suddenly some randoms come in drunk to talk to me.
tooth little feeling strange after candies + cola. brushed teetch 10 min ago, but still i feel the feels. btw, i read somewhere, that they have added some stuff in cola, that makes the over sweet taste hiding. without that stuff nobody would be able to drink cola because so sweet. interesting fact if its true.
why i update this blog so often now o.O. can it be because sun is in gemini? so im kinda in my own element now. idk.
we were at the gym aswell with our work peoples.
my hands are much browner than my legs :D i tried to let legs also get sun, but nothing result.
i was lazy to make any food + i didnt have anything to cook, because in this hot weather no energy to bring heavy food bags, so took just pizza from pizzeria. and there i told him that i want salad also. then he asked "upon the pizza" ? then i said - no, but to the box. he still missunderstood me :D he put salads upon pizzas. but im kind girl, so i said nothing and walked home with pizza with salad. nvm.. was good anyway. but in this warm weather salads would taste good now.. i mean muchhh salad. and not just a few leaf, cucumber, tomato on the pizza :O
feel so lazy because ate much salt liquorice (salmiakki) candies with chili taste. sugar drunk -.- coca cola also (that i took with pizza, because i need new clean waterbottle :D::D), taste also over sweet. because i have bad tolerance for the sugar nowadays. yo yo. yo maaan wazzup? ahahahhaha... ok now need to calm down. 1... 2... 3.. huh.. breath. take sip of coffee. *takes a sip*. ok now all normal. can be i got a sun attack. so dont worry. all is ok.
and i took the rest of cola's with me to shower after eating. and drank it there while taking a shower. huaaaaaaah.
[19:29] princess natalya 21: hi
[19:29] princess natalya 21: aliwes?
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: yes
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: too much sun
[19:41] ~ßRQ~ Oxapam 11: head feel strange
[20:00] princess natalya 21: lol
and she just laughs at me -.-
i want to go to the beachpark behind my house to relax + drink coffee, but alone i dont dare to, because there is always a lot of people. i asked marika if she in near days when warm day, goes with me. skrääks. im afraid of my own living area. noob as i am. but anyway, there is too much ppl, and drunkards. i will feel awkward there just, and if suddenly some randoms come in drunk to talk to me.
tooth little feeling strange after candies + cola. brushed teetch 10 min ago, but still i feel the feels. btw, i read somewhere, that they have added some stuff in cola, that makes the over sweet taste hiding. without that stuff nobody would be able to drink cola because so sweet. interesting fact if its true.
why i update this blog so often now o.O. can it be because sun is in gemini? so im kinda in my own element now. idk.
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