that was estonian language. and not at all understandable in finnish. lets translate that sentence to finnish then: Tupakointi rikkoo keuhkot. so? is estonian + finnish same language? maybe some few words, but nothing much.
phone charging on the table. in my right side. in left side keys, black colt lighter with red-grey C logo. and 1 pack cigs. brand is Mark1. its my bro's understanding of marlboro :D. but np, this mark1 is ok too. time is 8:40 and im here at work. tomorrow we go to sotkamo (40km away from kajaani) to fix and update some computers, which are updated last time in may 2015.
it begins to be cold outside. hands freeze when sycle. need gloves almost.
and in next week can be raining sleet. uuu.. mamma miaa.... haha.. yesterday i used winterjacket already when i went out to smoke with marika. she + tommi bought mercedes benz S. real representation car with all cool subtlety's and surprises. must have been expensive when it was new.. then we went to drive everywhere in kajaani for fun, even i was supposed to just smoke 1 cig outside with them and watch the car. but they kidnapped me in the car for like.. 2hours maybe. idk, didnt look time. then when i came home, i almost immidiately went to sleep just. then time was 21:00 something. i was freezing for unknown reason whole the day yesterday, but today i seem fine, so not flu seem so.
and brother is packing packing packing.. mother was there helping him to clean somethings. father will probably (if i heard right), drive bro's property with a van car, to estonia. buuuuu i want also go with theeeeeeeeeeeeem. but i have work. i loose salarys then if i just go.
sooon a clock 11:30 is car workshop appointment, i hope brother dont forget it. i yesterday reminded him before i went to sleep. his brain go always in over speed, so he often forget meetings, appointments, etc. (how about to keep a small calendar book and write them up) ??. kröhöm...
zehaaa.. no wondering why skin was bad for long time. i was mistakely taken just 1000mg fishoil for 1 month. before i had stronger ones, but then mother bought to me some lighter versions, and i didnt notice it, cuz same pack. now i begun to take higher doses and skin is going to better direction suddenly now :) i was wondering what here is happening, i have eaten normal and bla bla, but skin just lagging :D finally i noticed... coffee break---->
i hate when in english cant say some words together like in finland. coffeebreak is not correct i think, but in fniland you can say it, kahvitauko. if you write it kahvi tauko, it be wrong. ok hei, i go now--->
9:19 also i dont understand why in norwegian language they dont use hyphen line in compound words where are many vowels. like "skatteetaten" why they dont write it "skatte-etaten". sometimes its hard to read/spell some compound words with many vowels, if dont know that word from before, then dont know where that word end and continue to next. annoying.. hah.. immidiately when sun moved in virgo, i seem critical for anything :))
in next wednesday we go to cruise with a steamship with all workers. i have always wanted to go it, around Kainuu -area, but never had money for it. now its free, so yeees now finally can go :)
need put creme to hands. knuckles of hands very dry. then cant touch keyboard/mouse in long time, or keyboard + mouse are in cremes too. hard this life.. :)
at home i use cotton gloves if must put cremes and if must use pc at same time. but now i dont have them with me here. jååh hei.
torstai 25. elokuuta 2016
maanantai 22. elokuuta 2016
tropical weather
22c and somehow wet and tropical air. soon when work end, i sycle to ps.. psy.. ee.. somewhere. w/e. today (and in other days) i have been taken care of brother's car issues, by visiting several places, asking this and that, called there and here, and ordered parts to car. and now made an appoitment to car workshop. why i must do thesee :D not my car :D but as salary i pay less of the cigarettes to him, so its fair.
yawn... nothing work here in the workplace today. this is a nice workplace :D can just relax :D ... hmm idk . not in blogging mood now. cya
yawn... nothing work here in the workplace today. this is a nice workplace :D can just relax :D ... hmm idk . not in blogging mood now. cya
perjantai 19. elokuuta 2016
jou
today i must bring brother's car here to car workshop which is near my workplace, and guys will look where exactly the brakes and bearing are broken. then i know exactly waht things need to order, and dont order some wrong :D
we yesterday were in workshop but their system couldnt find car parts for cheap price for jaguar, would need to order from jaguar factory, which will be 5x expensiver, so i said to that guy "maybe its better i go order the parts from other place first, and bring the car later here so you guys put them in car", so we do like that then. but first need know what parts need, so can order. jååh.. and brother said if car dont get ready before he will move to estonia, i must drive his car to there :O. i have never driven car in helsinki. there is terrible trafic :D for sure i will drive to wrong roads and routes and then i crash car in other cars and drive over grandmothers :D and when drive to wrong ways, then i will miss the boat :D i have already nice nightmare scenarios in my mind :D i would visit father too in the same trip then. but need take 1-2 days free from work. otherwise will be too rush if only count this trip for weekend. because i want ofcourse see tallinn and walk there without hurry. and if i want to see father. brother rented very nice room there. that room is enough big for a family :D but he alone live in it. he maybe will rent it later for any student (girl) <--- :D like subtenant, trought airbnb company.
i came with bisycle to work, because its not sure yet if they have time to look the car. i hear of it after coffee break. then if yes, i sycle back home and come with car.
and i dont want to drive for nothing with it because it breaks only more, so need be sure if they have time today or not.
yesterday i went to sleep already 21:00 :D i wanted to sleep a loooong night. because slept so short nights for 1 week now. idk tho if i still got enough sleep :D falled asleep at 23:00 maybe, and woke 2 times in morning night, then was problem to get sleep again.
maybe i got atleast 6-7h sleep. i hope. dont yet feel dizzy or anything. 2 days ago i almost fainted here in work cuz so tired + bad air here. and at home i was in half coma rest of the day. good sleeping is so important to me. idk how other ppl survive with few hours sleep :S
some robots. i get immidiately ill if 1-2 days slept bad.
kröhöm.. need to smoke with left hand for 1 week, because in right hand finger is smoking marks now :D (yellow). i sometimes change hand, so dont come color in finger. hehe..
idk what to do today evening. hmmms.. play farming simulator or write novells? or play shc?
3 choices. or then do them all. but need 1 more screen and 1 more mouse + keyboard. so can play at same time shc and fs15. and with toes write novells at same time. but then when i focus in games, i accidentally write about game in novell.,. ouhh.. i have written 10+ pages now in 3 days. i need hunt more music to my playlists, writing is hard when is bad or boring music. cant listen same musics 2 million times. will throw up.
sec need ask if brother remembered to buy smoke to me. he sit now in the ship, coming to finland.
ofcourse he forgot. but he will look taxfree smoke in the ship :))
propriooo
we yesterday were in workshop but their system couldnt find car parts for cheap price for jaguar, would need to order from jaguar factory, which will be 5x expensiver, so i said to that guy "maybe its better i go order the parts from other place first, and bring the car later here so you guys put them in car", so we do like that then. but first need know what parts need, so can order. jååh.. and brother said if car dont get ready before he will move to estonia, i must drive his car to there :O. i have never driven car in helsinki. there is terrible trafic :D for sure i will drive to wrong roads and routes and then i crash car in other cars and drive over grandmothers :D and when drive to wrong ways, then i will miss the boat :D i have already nice nightmare scenarios in my mind :D i would visit father too in the same trip then. but need take 1-2 days free from work. otherwise will be too rush if only count this trip for weekend. because i want ofcourse see tallinn and walk there without hurry. and if i want to see father. brother rented very nice room there. that room is enough big for a family :D but he alone live in it. he maybe will rent it later for any student (girl) <--- :D like subtenant, trought airbnb company.
i came with bisycle to work, because its not sure yet if they have time to look the car. i hear of it after coffee break. then if yes, i sycle back home and come with car.
and i dont want to drive for nothing with it because it breaks only more, so need be sure if they have time today or not.
yesterday i went to sleep already 21:00 :D i wanted to sleep a loooong night. because slept so short nights for 1 week now. idk tho if i still got enough sleep :D falled asleep at 23:00 maybe, and woke 2 times in morning night, then was problem to get sleep again.
maybe i got atleast 6-7h sleep. i hope. dont yet feel dizzy or anything. 2 days ago i almost fainted here in work cuz so tired + bad air here. and at home i was in half coma rest of the day. good sleeping is so important to me. idk how other ppl survive with few hours sleep :S
some robots. i get immidiately ill if 1-2 days slept bad.
kröhöm.. need to smoke with left hand for 1 week, because in right hand finger is smoking marks now :D (yellow). i sometimes change hand, so dont come color in finger. hehe..
idk what to do today evening. hmmms.. play farming simulator or write novells? or play shc?
3 choices. or then do them all. but need 1 more screen and 1 more mouse + keyboard. so can play at same time shc and fs15. and with toes write novells at same time. but then when i focus in games, i accidentally write about game in novell.,. ouhh.. i have written 10+ pages now in 3 days. i need hunt more music to my playlists, writing is hard when is bad or boring music. cant listen same musics 2 million times. will throw up.
sec need ask if brother remembered to buy smoke to me. he sit now in the ship, coming to finland.
ofcourse he forgot. but he will look taxfree smoke in the ship :))
propriooo
torstai 18. elokuuta 2016
helllou my dear blog
i have searched throughout the morning information about bringing cat to estonia from finland, and what things need to take care of. some 200-300e will cost in total with all EU passports, vaccinations and so on. but need do the vaccinations 21 days before travel, and bro maybe dont have time for it, he will soon move. and anyway maybe he give mörri to his bestfriend, to a farmhouse. my mothers ex cat Nipsu live there already. she gave her to that guy some years ago, because that cat was too wild, ate all flowers + plants in my mothers room :D and my mother is flower/plant lover, so cat had to go. now maybe mörri too will go there. but maybe temporarily, or even for ever. i hope he can go there, there will be nice life for him. he can be free around farm and hunt mouses. will be little sad if bro take him to estonia and again he must live inside door life and feel bored.
yesterday i was death tired after work, because i had sleep deficit from a few days. half slept on the sofa rest of day. but later in evening i continued novell writing. yesterday was very nice weather too. i sunbathed little after work, tried to get some energy from sun, but didnt help much :D had to sleep little bit on the sofa anyway. and we didnt go to car workshops either yesterday, friend was busy and had to change his plans. so today we go after work. and only good that we didnt yesterday have to go, i needed to rest. my flowers grow wild now. but 2 of flowers died. i still hope they get alive, now when is sunny weathers again. also i cut dead flower parts away, so the plant dont waste all its energy for the dead parts.
wasps specially love me more than others, because i have flower smelling cremes in hands :D again they tried to flirt and marry me when i was in the smoking place today morning. help help :S
last time 1 of wasps flew into other guys ear. but luckily didnt stick. hrrrrrrr...
why they dont get rid of these wasps. lazy ppl here. do i have to do something soon? :D
can for example put pipe tape around the trashcan so they cant come and go. it was boss idea, but why he dont do that then.. only say ideas but dont act :D
rest of this week will be sunny. good... maybe god heard my appeal when i last time said "suuummmeeeer come baaack " :D:D:D
*cough cough* what next.... hmms after 2 hours must bring all led lights to led light factory. idk yet if i must drive. i have anyway prepared for it. took glasses with me. (driving glasses) . sure i can drive without them too, but then is risk i drive over some grandmother :)
ok again i overstate. really i can drive without too, but only cant read any shields + other texts. when road is known and familiar, no problems then.
i should go to sight checking in near future, for check if sight is gone worse. sometimes i suspect it is, but im not sure. last time i checked sight is maaaany years ago. it was then when i drove truck license :S soo... 2008? ouh. now i forgot when i even drove it. sec i look from driver license. if moneybook is with me even. sec.
2007 i got lisense. ok. (totally 2009 if count the 2nd test driving on ice + the night driving).
oor.. was night driving in 1st or 2nd test? now i cant remember. ice driving anyway was in 2nd. my driving teacher was so fun when we were on ice. he joked only and suddenly without warning rip the handbrake and laughed happily just when i in panic tried to control car, car rotated round ofcourse on the ice :D and he did other jokes too. his brothers were driving teachers too. they also were fun and joked all the time. in theory lessons too they joked just and made us laugh. good times good times clap clap clap :D
so, in 2007 i checked sight last time. it was -0.50 in both eyes then. and then i was not forced to take glasses yet. but then when sight became worse, couldnt read shields on the road anymore, or car register numbers, then i checked again, was -1.00. so i got glasses. was it hmmmm 2012? 2013.. idk. jååh.. i tested marikas glasses manytimes lately, and with her glasses i see everything muuuch better than with my glasses. thats why i suspect if my sight gone worse, or then just her glasses overstate too much, and maybe not even good to see over clear, will confus eyes + brain just in longer time. so idk. because with normal human sight too is not supposed to see everything over clear, maybe.
smoke prices just rise and rise. now my blue smart tubacco cost 5,90€. and of it will yet rise. also in finland came tighter smoking laws... menthol smokes will be stopped, e-cig not alllowed to buy too easily from outside of finland. and if buy smoke from russia, must stay in russia 24 hours before can bring it over. and what other.. much new laws..and in car not allowed to smoke if there sit a child who is under 15 old. that law is ok. also balcony smoking will get tighter law in next year. if some 1 single human will feel annoyed of neighbours balcony smoking, he can bring the case forward and then city government can avoid smoking in that particular house. haha.. i hope my neighbour man dont feel disturbed of my smoking :) idk, he is very relaxed man and maybe dont care. he have never abused me of anything. not even music noise. and nobody in that house. i have perfect neighbours. nobody abuse nobody and everyone live their life harmonically. only in beginning in 2014 summer i had problem with my under floor neighbour, there lived crazy woman who by her self messed and screamed at 4am every weekend and took some drugs. and threw things in the room and much noise and arguing. then one time i had music just liiiitttle bit too loudy in 11 pm. ( i was just moved there, so i didnt yet know how much music goes trought walls), so she came totally enraged to my door and threatened how she will destroy all my furnitures and things and beat me up if i dont shut the music down. i was very calm and saying sorry manytimes, and i will put it down, but she continued threatening. and her eye pupilles were strange, like she was on drugs or smth. which i dont wonder, after when heard her screamings + arguings + things throwing in her home. i think she finally got kicked from her room, if many neighbour abused of her to government, of her noises. she moved away then :D and after it has been very harmonical in the house. many young ppl live in my stairs, but nobody disturb anybody and everyone are quiet + happy:)
hmm am i 2 or 11 today. sec need look..
aha.. 2. day number 2. month number 2. and year number 3 :D 3 number has always fun and luck. and i have had fun + happiness this year. next year will be more serious i think, because 4 is more a worker number. help help. also 4 can have much issues and bad luck. 2 steps forward and 1 step backward. its 4's motto. but i have noticed 4 has a lot fantasy. always when im 4 in month or day number, i have crazy fantasy then. but in gaming its veryy bad. every time i loose all games when im 4.hahahha. so next year be bad gaming year? :D or it depends on month + day numbers too.. so im not sure.
next year number will slowly turn already after september. was it like.. 4 days after the first newmoon in september. somehow like that was, then numerology beging to turn to next slowly. but in new year time it turn completely.
brother come to kajaani after 1-2 days. he will bring me red marlboro from estonia. 34€ 10 packs. nam nam. half cheaper than in finland. i couldnt decide if i take red LM or marlboro, but i let intuition choose then:)
muuuuuuuuuuuu... so if he come already now, i cant drive with his car :O i must fix his car and then to salary nothing. lol. nvm. lets not blame now. something good i will get anyway.
maybe i get 50% discount of smokes from him, since i take care of his car now.
here are the numerology characters for each numbers: https://fi.wikipedia.org/wiki/Numerologia. i have written them there from a book, many years ago.
yesterday i was death tired after work, because i had sleep deficit from a few days. half slept on the sofa rest of day. but later in evening i continued novell writing. yesterday was very nice weather too. i sunbathed little after work, tried to get some energy from sun, but didnt help much :D had to sleep little bit on the sofa anyway. and we didnt go to car workshops either yesterday, friend was busy and had to change his plans. so today we go after work. and only good that we didnt yesterday have to go, i needed to rest. my flowers grow wild now. but 2 of flowers died. i still hope they get alive, now when is sunny weathers again. also i cut dead flower parts away, so the plant dont waste all its energy for the dead parts.
wasps specially love me more than others, because i have flower smelling cremes in hands :D again they tried to flirt and marry me when i was in the smoking place today morning. help help :S
last time 1 of wasps flew into other guys ear. but luckily didnt stick. hrrrrrrr...
why they dont get rid of these wasps. lazy ppl here. do i have to do something soon? :D
can for example put pipe tape around the trashcan so they cant come and go. it was boss idea, but why he dont do that then.. only say ideas but dont act :D
rest of this week will be sunny. good... maybe god heard my appeal when i last time said "suuummmeeeer come baaack " :D:D:D
*cough cough* what next.... hmms after 2 hours must bring all led lights to led light factory. idk yet if i must drive. i have anyway prepared for it. took glasses with me. (driving glasses) . sure i can drive without them too, but then is risk i drive over some grandmother :)
ok again i overstate. really i can drive without too, but only cant read any shields + other texts. when road is known and familiar, no problems then.
i should go to sight checking in near future, for check if sight is gone worse. sometimes i suspect it is, but im not sure. last time i checked sight is maaaany years ago. it was then when i drove truck license :S soo... 2008? ouh. now i forgot when i even drove it. sec i look from driver license. if moneybook is with me even. sec.
2007 i got lisense. ok. (totally 2009 if count the 2nd test driving on ice + the night driving).
oor.. was night driving in 1st or 2nd test? now i cant remember. ice driving anyway was in 2nd. my driving teacher was so fun when we were on ice. he joked only and suddenly without warning rip the handbrake and laughed happily just when i in panic tried to control car, car rotated round ofcourse on the ice :D and he did other jokes too. his brothers were driving teachers too. they also were fun and joked all the time. in theory lessons too they joked just and made us laugh. good times good times clap clap clap :D
so, in 2007 i checked sight last time. it was -0.50 in both eyes then. and then i was not forced to take glasses yet. but then when sight became worse, couldnt read shields on the road anymore, or car register numbers, then i checked again, was -1.00. so i got glasses. was it hmmmm 2012? 2013.. idk. jååh.. i tested marikas glasses manytimes lately, and with her glasses i see everything muuuch better than with my glasses. thats why i suspect if my sight gone worse, or then just her glasses overstate too much, and maybe not even good to see over clear, will confus eyes + brain just in longer time. so idk. because with normal human sight too is not supposed to see everything over clear, maybe.
smoke prices just rise and rise. now my blue smart tubacco cost 5,90€. and of it will yet rise. also in finland came tighter smoking laws... menthol smokes will be stopped, e-cig not alllowed to buy too easily from outside of finland. and if buy smoke from russia, must stay in russia 24 hours before can bring it over. and what other.. much new laws..and in car not allowed to smoke if there sit a child who is under 15 old. that law is ok. also balcony smoking will get tighter law in next year. if some 1 single human will feel annoyed of neighbours balcony smoking, he can bring the case forward and then city government can avoid smoking in that particular house. haha.. i hope my neighbour man dont feel disturbed of my smoking :) idk, he is very relaxed man and maybe dont care. he have never abused me of anything. not even music noise. and nobody in that house. i have perfect neighbours. nobody abuse nobody and everyone live their life harmonically. only in beginning in 2014 summer i had problem with my under floor neighbour, there lived crazy woman who by her self messed and screamed at 4am every weekend and took some drugs. and threw things in the room and much noise and arguing. then one time i had music just liiiitttle bit too loudy in 11 pm. ( i was just moved there, so i didnt yet know how much music goes trought walls), so she came totally enraged to my door and threatened how she will destroy all my furnitures and things and beat me up if i dont shut the music down. i was very calm and saying sorry manytimes, and i will put it down, but she continued threatening. and her eye pupilles were strange, like she was on drugs or smth. which i dont wonder, after when heard her screamings + arguings + things throwing in her home. i think she finally got kicked from her room, if many neighbour abused of her to government, of her noises. she moved away then :D and after it has been very harmonical in the house. many young ppl live in my stairs, but nobody disturb anybody and everyone are quiet + happy:)
hmm am i 2 or 11 today. sec need look..
aha.. 2. day number 2. month number 2. and year number 3 :D 3 number has always fun and luck. and i have had fun + happiness this year. next year will be more serious i think, because 4 is more a worker number. help help. also 4 can have much issues and bad luck. 2 steps forward and 1 step backward. its 4's motto. but i have noticed 4 has a lot fantasy. always when im 4 in month or day number, i have crazy fantasy then. but in gaming its veryy bad. every time i loose all games when im 4.hahahha. so next year be bad gaming year? :D or it depends on month + day numbers too.. so im not sure.
next year number will slowly turn already after september. was it like.. 4 days after the first newmoon in september. somehow like that was, then numerology beging to turn to next slowly. but in new year time it turn completely.
brother come to kajaani after 1-2 days. he will bring me red marlboro from estonia. 34€ 10 packs. nam nam. half cheaper than in finland. i couldnt decide if i take red LM or marlboro, but i let intuition choose then:)
muuuuuuuuuuuu... so if he come already now, i cant drive with his car :O i must fix his car and then to salary nothing. lol. nvm. lets not blame now. something good i will get anyway.
maybe i get 50% discount of smokes from him, since i take care of his car now.
here are the numerology characters for each numbers: https://fi.wikipedia.org/wiki/Numerologia. i have written them there from a book, many years ago.
keskiviikko 17. elokuuta 2016
juuuuujujujujujuju
hatsiuh tsiuh. and etc.
i want fast home just from here. because want continue my dear hobby :))))))))))))))))))).
tiiime go faster jalla jalla fast plis. quick quick. im in very creative mood. any serious life things dont interess at all just now.
hohhohoo... yesterday i started to write novell again. but i wrote just 3-4 page (a4). "just". :P
then came other disturbings so had to stop. + night came too fast and had to go sleep. muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. i need more time in this daily days. why need to work and why need to go early sleep. boring. maybe i will take nervous vacation? xD
go to doctor and lie i a psychopat and i have ebola and sars and catflu and fishflu and this and that + yy zeta åå ää öö abcsdegdfhgjjfhgjkfhgjkhjkfdhgkjfdhkjg bla bla so i get vacation.
but meiiibi not. now need to calm down. im almost 30 and acting like 12 jeee no brain jee jeeee. im still in shock of that new where some russian man will change his head to other body. :S i dont believe it will work. or if work, he will be some half retard rest of life.
and then when i imagine in mind how they cut his head of and all bloodwires and nervous wires just hang there and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. sec need throw up. yöööörghhhh.
huh.. ok it helped. btw today morning i almost yörghhh because tipsu suddenly just threw up in her food bowl upon her foods :o. then i went fast with papers to clean it, but the smell yöögh. in stomach started to spin so i fast went to balcony to get fresh air and had to sit there 1-2 mins :D in mornings i have weak stomach. she dont seem to tolerate the new dry foods i bought to her. hmhmh.
i didnt go to group meeting yesterday. felt so tired + hungry and all possible problems.
just sent them sms "Hi. After all I cant come to the group meeting because I dont feel well. I try next tuesday again. R: my name."
and they answered ok. jååh..
what if i dont go in next tuesday either. hihihi... somehow i feel noob and looser if must go in that kind of shitts. but in other part of me im curious how there is. how they ppl there are and what they talk about :D
today after work when i go home to rest 1-2 h, and eat, then me + workmate go to car workshops to ask if they have time to take bro's car and fix it. i dont know where these workshops here in kajaani are, and my workmate know, so better go with him.
+ anyway i need ride. cant walk/sycle 10km there & here in rain + because bad fitness and astma :D but now my legs fitness is better. feels nowhere to sycle uphill. but if tight uphill, then sure loose breath and need take medicine.
lol. how my boss laughed.. he laughed like some troll. krööh.. goood luck.
now again. lol.
today is some sausage food. yörgh. potato mash + sausages. but i know their sausages, so i know i will not like. i will eat the potatomash just + salat. then need eat heavy food again at home. to survive this life. shit.. all meats are in freezer. so it be late evening before i get food again. maybe need buy some quickfood for worst hunger, like babyfood :D
babyfood because its normal food + is cheap, + it kill worst hunger very well. and is easy to eat. and i dont want to eat bread for ever. stomach dont like if eat bread nonstop.
or, depends what bread eat. ryebread i cant eat now cuz bored. and bloodsugar maybe damaged cuz only white bread tastes now. so, njet harashoo.
right hand shake much. strange. maybe i took too less magnesium then. only 50mg. i mean mikrogramm. µg. but im hungry too. so it too effect for shaking.
now to lunch. after lunch i have future plan interview with boss.
11:21 mjåååh.. 1 other guy went to interview. then im next. help help.
cousin has birthday today., need remember to send sms to her. she is same old as me.
some week ago she said she maybe come to kajaani to visit me, but now i have heard nothing. maybe busy life. my 1 year younger bro also so busy nowadays, i havent seen him for looong time. few months :O sec need try to remember..atleast in my birthday last time. dont remember if after it.
and father i have not met in half year maybe :D nice family i have. but its good internet exists. eldst brother ihave not met in few years. last time when he + his family visited us here in finland few summer ago.
nothing work to do here today seem so. i only surf around internet just. those other guys fix computers, so no space for me there.
i want fast home just from here. because want continue my dear hobby :))))))))))))))))))).
tiiime go faster jalla jalla fast plis. quick quick. im in very creative mood. any serious life things dont interess at all just now.
hohhohoo... yesterday i started to write novell again. but i wrote just 3-4 page (a4). "just". :P
then came other disturbings so had to stop. + night came too fast and had to go sleep. muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. i need more time in this daily days. why need to work and why need to go early sleep. boring. maybe i will take nervous vacation? xD
go to doctor and lie i a psychopat and i have ebola and sars and catflu and fishflu and this and that + yy zeta åå ää öö abcsdegdfhgjjfhgjkfhgjkhjkfdhgkjfdhkjg bla bla so i get vacation.
but meiiibi not. now need to calm down. im almost 30 and acting like 12 jeee no brain jee jeeee. im still in shock of that new where some russian man will change his head to other body. :S i dont believe it will work. or if work, he will be some half retard rest of life.
and then when i imagine in mind how they cut his head of and all bloodwires and nervous wires just hang there and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .. sec need throw up. yöööörghhhh.
huh.. ok it helped. btw today morning i almost yörghhh because tipsu suddenly just threw up in her food bowl upon her foods :o. then i went fast with papers to clean it, but the smell yöögh. in stomach started to spin so i fast went to balcony to get fresh air and had to sit there 1-2 mins :D in mornings i have weak stomach. she dont seem to tolerate the new dry foods i bought to her. hmhmh.
i didnt go to group meeting yesterday. felt so tired + hungry and all possible problems.
just sent them sms "Hi. After all I cant come to the group meeting because I dont feel well. I try next tuesday again. R: my name."
and they answered ok. jååh..
what if i dont go in next tuesday either. hihihi... somehow i feel noob and looser if must go in that kind of shitts. but in other part of me im curious how there is. how they ppl there are and what they talk about :D
today after work when i go home to rest 1-2 h, and eat, then me + workmate go to car workshops to ask if they have time to take bro's car and fix it. i dont know where these workshops here in kajaani are, and my workmate know, so better go with him.
+ anyway i need ride. cant walk/sycle 10km there & here in rain + because bad fitness and astma :D but now my legs fitness is better. feels nowhere to sycle uphill. but if tight uphill, then sure loose breath and need take medicine.
lol. how my boss laughed.. he laughed like some troll. krööh.. goood luck.
now again. lol.
today is some sausage food. yörgh. potato mash + sausages. but i know their sausages, so i know i will not like. i will eat the potatomash just + salat. then need eat heavy food again at home. to survive this life. shit.. all meats are in freezer. so it be late evening before i get food again. maybe need buy some quickfood for worst hunger, like babyfood :D
babyfood because its normal food + is cheap, + it kill worst hunger very well. and is easy to eat. and i dont want to eat bread for ever. stomach dont like if eat bread nonstop.
or, depends what bread eat. ryebread i cant eat now cuz bored. and bloodsugar maybe damaged cuz only white bread tastes now. so, njet harashoo.
right hand shake much. strange. maybe i took too less magnesium then. only 50mg. i mean mikrogramm. µg. but im hungry too. so it too effect for shaking.
now to lunch. after lunch i have future plan interview with boss.
11:21 mjåååh.. 1 other guy went to interview. then im next. help help.
cousin has birthday today., need remember to send sms to her. she is same old as me.
some week ago she said she maybe come to kajaani to visit me, but now i have heard nothing. maybe busy life. my 1 year younger bro also so busy nowadays, i havent seen him for looong time. few months :O sec need try to remember..atleast in my birthday last time. dont remember if after it.
and father i have not met in half year maybe :D nice family i have. but its good internet exists. eldst brother ihave not met in few years. last time when he + his family visited us here in finland few summer ago.
nothing work to do here today seem so. i only surf around internet just. those other guys fix computers, so no space for me there.
tiistai 16. elokuuta 2016
idk
if i have energy to go there. after 170 or 180 (dont remember) led light feels like elephant ran over me :-/
all places hurt + energy zero.
boss was again surprised when we did all 250 lights in 1 day :D usually it takes 1 week for those others to pack them. but im idiot and waste all energy and do too fast at once. mräyhh.
now is not for others anything to do :D because is not always computer work.
after 20 mins home. jihaaa... i must fast decide then if i go or not. cuz then will be rush to eat something and etc. if it starts 15:00. i forgot if its 15 or 15:30.
need send sms to them 1 hour before if will cancel. idk what i will say.. need lie something just: öööö my bike is broken, sorrii i cant comeee. or.. outside is tornado + typhoon and tsunami and sharks attacking and and and ..so im afraid to sycle and nobody will drive me with car. nvm. i say just that im tired. simple.
i seem in typing mood today. so i should be able to write novels too now :D buahahhaha
i can take pause from farming simulator for 1-2 weeks because 1 my favourite fellow "worker" dont have internet for next 2 weeks so its boring there now. other players there are just kids. or then are some good plrs but idk them. and need not forget shc. i loose skills there soon when i play so rarely.
low back and legs hurt. need to stretch when i get home. i will watch how tipsu stretch, then i copy her :D really i sometimes do like she does. and it helps for my back. but sure i take some methodes from youtube too. cuz there is many ways how to stretch low back. but must not stretch in million ways, or then only hurt more :D then cant get up from bed in next day.
whattaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. the paper what i tought i forgot home, was here in front of me in the pc table. looool.. and have been here over night from yesterday. nice. i hope nobody saw this paper, or i will feel ashamed. anyway this pc is my standart pc nowadays, so i think nobody have been too close this table now. here are other papers too + mess, so 1 paper easily drown here under others. harashoo.
what if i didnt see it now, then at home i would be searching it in panic, to see what clocktime it start + whats the telephone number there :D:D::D
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... now im really lucky i found it.
soo.. 15:30 it starts. but i still bend for it that i maybe dont go.
claaap clap clap i go home now. bye for ever. or.. almost for ever. or 1/4 for ever. or.,
.. hmm. ok half/4. idk how to write that half sign. nvm heihei
all places hurt + energy zero.
boss was again surprised when we did all 250 lights in 1 day :D usually it takes 1 week for those others to pack them. but im idiot and waste all energy and do too fast at once. mräyhh.
now is not for others anything to do :D because is not always computer work.
after 20 mins home. jihaaa... i must fast decide then if i go or not. cuz then will be rush to eat something and etc. if it starts 15:00. i forgot if its 15 or 15:30.
need send sms to them 1 hour before if will cancel. idk what i will say.. need lie something just: öööö my bike is broken, sorrii i cant comeee. or.. outside is tornado + typhoon and tsunami and sharks attacking and and and ..so im afraid to sycle and nobody will drive me with car. nvm. i say just that im tired. simple.
i seem in typing mood today. so i should be able to write novels too now :D buahahhaha
i can take pause from farming simulator for 1-2 weeks because 1 my favourite fellow "worker" dont have internet for next 2 weeks so its boring there now. other players there are just kids. or then are some good plrs but idk them. and need not forget shc. i loose skills there soon when i play so rarely.
low back and legs hurt. need to stretch when i get home. i will watch how tipsu stretch, then i copy her :D really i sometimes do like she does. and it helps for my back. but sure i take some methodes from youtube too. cuz there is many ways how to stretch low back. but must not stretch in million ways, or then only hurt more :D then cant get up from bed in next day.
whattaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. the paper what i tought i forgot home, was here in front of me in the pc table. looool.. and have been here over night from yesterday. nice. i hope nobody saw this paper, or i will feel ashamed. anyway this pc is my standart pc nowadays, so i think nobody have been too close this table now. here are other papers too + mess, so 1 paper easily drown here under others. harashoo.
what if i didnt see it now, then at home i would be searching it in panic, to see what clocktime it start + whats the telephone number there :D:D::D
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... now im really lucky i found it.
soo.. 15:30 it starts. but i still bend for it that i maybe dont go.
claaap clap clap i go home now. bye for ever. or.. almost for ever. or 1/4 for ever. or.,
.. hmm. ok half/4. idk how to write that half sign. nvm heihei
hooo
wazzupp. always just raining. whhyyyyyyyyyy.
how to sycle to that meeting after work if raining like in africa -_-. i can drive with bro's jaguar but i dont dare to break it more when its already half broken. tomorrow i bring it to any workshop who just take it. need ask several places. i said to bro what sense just to order things and then need again reserve workshop place. same to do at once it, bring directly to workshop and tell the crew there to order things what need, and then put them.
åjaaah... i packed 70-80 led lights in 2 hours. because nothing work here in IT sector now.
after lunch i will continue packing. and because i cant sit too much, had lately some issues in knees, because of too much sitting. so i want to stand and do some standing work too, so legs dont die. usually some other ppl pack the lights nowadays, but i too can when i want. i think its somehow relaxing work, can zero brain just and just move hands :D and can dream own things just. need some balance for pc working. so dont get bored.
knees problem came in july when i played farming simulator like a crazy. sat from morning to night, and often one of legs bended tightly on chair, knees dont like it. if many hours sit like that. and i didnt walk enough in july. now is better when sycle again + do some standing + walking too.
teetch feel some ice feelings, that started after when i visited dentist. what they did to mee..
3 different tooth react ugly for cold. i hope it goes over soon. i use toothcreme which fix this icefeelings. but not helped yet. ok lunch--->
and in smoking place still wasp's. we must stand outside of cottage under rain just :D and get wet. grrrrrr :D ok now i go-->
11:27. some cabbage food was. i love cabbage but this time was not so good. half of foods flew in trash :D sorrry chieefs...
strong wind outside + rain. feels like in norway when go out. ok not so strong wind as in norway, but here 10-15ms wind feel strong because of high trees.
i hate it when is wind and hair go in mess. mrrrr.. and no, i dont like to put hair in ponytail. because i think it dont match on me. i look so stupid in side profile then :D and anyway too look -.-
yesterday falled again in love with novels. i read them whole the evening and 1 novel need to be continued and i got idea for it, so today maybe i start write again. now seem to be creative season in cabbage. claaap clap clap. and emotions also strong now for novel writing. not written in maaany months.. because no inspirations/energy even much ideas was. skraak.
need later ask if my workmate can drive me to that hatsjiuhh group meeting. i will not sycle in that norway weather :S. actually i dont want to go there, i would like to just relax and write novells :D but i promised to psychologist yesterday that i will come. im not forced ofcourse to go but im too kind so i go. its every tuesday at clock 15-17 or something. sec i check in paper.
ehm.. the paper is at home. :D shit..
well well. i go continue to pack led lights. there was 250 of them. now some 120 left. 1 other guy was packing them too. but im still fastest + best in it in this house. bragg bragg >:D
ok--->
how to sycle to that meeting after work if raining like in africa -_-. i can drive with bro's jaguar but i dont dare to break it more when its already half broken. tomorrow i bring it to any workshop who just take it. need ask several places. i said to bro what sense just to order things and then need again reserve workshop place. same to do at once it, bring directly to workshop and tell the crew there to order things what need, and then put them.
åjaaah... i packed 70-80 led lights in 2 hours. because nothing work here in IT sector now.
after lunch i will continue packing. and because i cant sit too much, had lately some issues in knees, because of too much sitting. so i want to stand and do some standing work too, so legs dont die. usually some other ppl pack the lights nowadays, but i too can when i want. i think its somehow relaxing work, can zero brain just and just move hands :D and can dream own things just. need some balance for pc working. so dont get bored.
knees problem came in july when i played farming simulator like a crazy. sat from morning to night, and often one of legs bended tightly on chair, knees dont like it. if many hours sit like that. and i didnt walk enough in july. now is better when sycle again + do some standing + walking too.
teetch feel some ice feelings, that started after when i visited dentist. what they did to mee..
3 different tooth react ugly for cold. i hope it goes over soon. i use toothcreme which fix this icefeelings. but not helped yet. ok lunch--->
and in smoking place still wasp's. we must stand outside of cottage under rain just :D and get wet. grrrrrr :D ok now i go-->
11:27. some cabbage food was. i love cabbage but this time was not so good. half of foods flew in trash :D sorrry chieefs...
strong wind outside + rain. feels like in norway when go out. ok not so strong wind as in norway, but here 10-15ms wind feel strong because of high trees.
i hate it when is wind and hair go in mess. mrrrr.. and no, i dont like to put hair in ponytail. because i think it dont match on me. i look so stupid in side profile then :D and anyway too look -.-
yesterday falled again in love with novels. i read them whole the evening and 1 novel need to be continued and i got idea for it, so today maybe i start write again. now seem to be creative season in cabbage. claaap clap clap. and emotions also strong now for novel writing. not written in maaany months.. because no inspirations/energy even much ideas was. skraak.
need later ask if my workmate can drive me to that hatsjiuhh group meeting. i will not sycle in that norway weather :S. actually i dont want to go there, i would like to just relax and write novells :D but i promised to psychologist yesterday that i will come. im not forced ofcourse to go but im too kind so i go. its every tuesday at clock 15-17 or something. sec i check in paper.
ehm.. the paper is at home. :D shit..
well well. i go continue to pack led lights. there was 250 of them. now some 120 left. 1 other guy was packing them too. but im still fastest + best in it in this house. bragg bragg >:D
ok--->
maanantai 15. elokuuta 2016
zzzzz coffee needed
im still half asleeep. if this is right word even. and i even forgot my biscyles lock code for some seconds, when i arrived work and needed to lock it :D needed to think little.
(its a code lock without key). and im very hungryyy.. yesterday ate too little. 3 bread piece to breakfast, then in afternoon 1 babyfood glassbottle :D because i had rush to go somewhere with mother, so was no time to cook. then in car i ate the babyfood (some pasta-meatsauce). then later in evening we ate pizza. and i came very late home. drank much coffee by my uncle so i didnt get sleep enough early, maybe 00:30 got sleep. then in morning night i woke up of some awkward dream, and had to go for nervous smoke. then went like 30 mins or some before got again sleep. and 6:45 needed to stand up. help help. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. idk even what i write. nothing sense in this text maybe cuz so sleepy.
hmm.. i need tomorrow go to some spare part shop, to order brake pads to bro's car. and bearing need too. brother dont know when he will come to finland + to kajaani generally, so i need to fix his car now :D but np, i can as salary drive with it as want after it :))
idk if i can drive anymore, too long time ago i drove last time. always first driving after many months pause is like, you hold the steering wheel very tight with hands :D because tensed. and nervous look everywhere that any grandmother dont jump under car behind corner and blalbla. then when come home, is super tired and half dead :D but second driving is already relax. and in kajaani is much trafic, so here need to be careful.
now came black moment in head. dont know what to write. i had something in mind when i opened this blog, but forgot it immidiately. when tired, memory is weak. i need more coffee.. soon coffee break, after 6 mins.
clock is 08:54. ok "time is". but i write english how i wish. not my problem if nobody understand. haaa-haa...
after 1-2 week i must be without smoke 2 days. idk how can i make it :S. sure i will buy plasters. but i know i will feel in lungs something empty, if dont get poisons there :D
i should prepare for it, smoke less, so then is not too hard shock when suddenly from 10+ smoke to zero.
yep yep as i predicted about eczema, its going to legs now :D. first backneck + front neck in bloods, + face horrible + red, then eczema left downwards to arms :D and now its little bit getting off from hands, and now legs are in bad condition. good now is not hot weathers anymore, but cold and autumn weathers, so dont need to walk with visible legs :D
everyday been 14c average warm. i miss the hot weathers. was nice to sit on balcony and sunbathe and eat cold honeymelon and read something or just surf with phone. kraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... summeeeer come baack. now need close balcony door and put woolsocks -.- and drink hot tea.
ops coffeebreak now. i continue this text later if something come in mind. ok hei. 08:59 now.
09:21 now is coffee drunk drank and sandwich eaten. after 8 mins i go to some meeting.
yesterday i bought new not used backpack from internet from some woman. she took just 10e of it + post delivery 7,20e. but i paid 20e because im fair. my current backpack is totally broken :D i have put in it 3 safety pin now, to keep it somehow in condition :D.
9:24. ok i go now already, so dont need to sycle so fast and then loose breath + start sweat. better go early so can sycle relaxed. jåå hei.
13:13. cool. in our workplace smoking place trashcan is a wasp hive :D. everyone are scared to go too close to smoking "cottage", so we all just stand like 1-3 meter away :D
hmhm.. tomorrow i go to a "group therapy for social tensior people" meeting :D
because i have been visiting a psychologist and told about my social tension/anxiety problems + self-esteem problems, so they requested that i go to a group thing where others too have same tensions. idk if its anyhow helping me, because my tension are little bit other kind, more related to my age people and younger people, and there in the group they are 30-50 old ppl. im not afraid of them. pff.. but i go for fun because curious.
i want some help to rise my self-esteem and that i dont shame myself or feel anxiety with certain type of ppl. but i dont want any medicines, im seeking some more natural help.
tjoooh...
(its a code lock without key). and im very hungryyy.. yesterday ate too little. 3 bread piece to breakfast, then in afternoon 1 babyfood glassbottle :D because i had rush to go somewhere with mother, so was no time to cook. then in car i ate the babyfood (some pasta-meatsauce). then later in evening we ate pizza. and i came very late home. drank much coffee by my uncle so i didnt get sleep enough early, maybe 00:30 got sleep. then in morning night i woke up of some awkward dream, and had to go for nervous smoke. then went like 30 mins or some before got again sleep. and 6:45 needed to stand up. help help. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. idk even what i write. nothing sense in this text maybe cuz so sleepy.
hmm.. i need tomorrow go to some spare part shop, to order brake pads to bro's car. and bearing need too. brother dont know when he will come to finland + to kajaani generally, so i need to fix his car now :D but np, i can as salary drive with it as want after it :))
idk if i can drive anymore, too long time ago i drove last time. always first driving after many months pause is like, you hold the steering wheel very tight with hands :D because tensed. and nervous look everywhere that any grandmother dont jump under car behind corner and blalbla. then when come home, is super tired and half dead :D but second driving is already relax. and in kajaani is much trafic, so here need to be careful.
now came black moment in head. dont know what to write. i had something in mind when i opened this blog, but forgot it immidiately. when tired, memory is weak. i need more coffee.. soon coffee break, after 6 mins.
clock is 08:54. ok "time is". but i write english how i wish. not my problem if nobody understand. haaa-haa...
after 1-2 week i must be without smoke 2 days. idk how can i make it :S. sure i will buy plasters. but i know i will feel in lungs something empty, if dont get poisons there :D
i should prepare for it, smoke less, so then is not too hard shock when suddenly from 10+ smoke to zero.
yep yep as i predicted about eczema, its going to legs now :D. first backneck + front neck in bloods, + face horrible + red, then eczema left downwards to arms :D and now its little bit getting off from hands, and now legs are in bad condition. good now is not hot weathers anymore, but cold and autumn weathers, so dont need to walk with visible legs :D
everyday been 14c average warm. i miss the hot weathers. was nice to sit on balcony and sunbathe and eat cold honeymelon and read something or just surf with phone. kraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... summeeeer come baack. now need close balcony door and put woolsocks -.- and drink hot tea.
ops coffeebreak now. i continue this text later if something come in mind. ok hei. 08:59 now.
09:21 now is coffee drunk drank and sandwich eaten. after 8 mins i go to some meeting.
yesterday i bought new not used backpack from internet from some woman. she took just 10e of it + post delivery 7,20e. but i paid 20e because im fair. my current backpack is totally broken :D i have put in it 3 safety pin now, to keep it somehow in condition :D.
9:24. ok i go now already, so dont need to sycle so fast and then loose breath + start sweat. better go early so can sycle relaxed. jåå hei.
13:13. cool. in our workplace smoking place trashcan is a wasp hive :D. everyone are scared to go too close to smoking "cottage", so we all just stand like 1-3 meter away :D
hmhm.. tomorrow i go to a "group therapy for social tensior people" meeting :D
because i have been visiting a psychologist and told about my social tension/anxiety problems + self-esteem problems, so they requested that i go to a group thing where others too have same tensions. idk if its anyhow helping me, because my tension are little bit other kind, more related to my age people and younger people, and there in the group they are 30-50 old ppl. im not afraid of them. pff.. but i go for fun because curious.
i want some help to rise my self-esteem and that i dont shame myself or feel anxiety with certain type of ppl. but i dont want any medicines, im seeking some more natural help.
tjoooh...
torstai 11. elokuuta 2016
hihhei
having a break of work so need little relax and write here xD
yesterday by dentist was nice and good. and not painful as i first tought. they have modern tools now :D she with some ultrasound (?) thing cleaned tartar. felt just nice.
hmm... today i have helped youngest brother to analyze potential apartment rooms. he want to rent some nice room in estonia. he already has some hatsjuuuh room, but he want better.
hmmm what he will do with mörri :O interesting..
today im number 22 in day numerology. not had that number for loong time. and i feel different. today i have got interesting info, + things running which i have long time dreamed about, but not got possiblity to run forward. because mountain was in front of me. but today mountains move. heheh.. and is it strange, 22 is master number. 22 has power to do things he want. good good.
today if i dont feel so tired after work or, i go directly to bank to talk about terminate. or if they can tell me some solution, in way that they wont anymore take stupid service charges from my account :D but i little doubt. i dont understand.. other banks dont take anything from me. only if i send money to outside of EU country, then i loose money. but otherwise not. and account statement papers i dont even receive to home, because i know they cost. hmhmmh...
how many bank account i have now.. sec need count. DNB, OP, Nordea, Paypal, S-pankki. aha 5. and in future maybe again 5 if i now get OP closed, and if i get opened account in OneCoin. moneys are running there :D but process to get them out is not easy. need mastercard. need account. need sell/trade the tokens, coins etc blblbalba. annoying works a bit.. but i have not rush for that things , i want moneys to grow first. now sum is some 1300-1500e plus minus. and growing. i have bought 2x 130e packs there. mother has 1. me and mother are still paranoid of the whole system, but father manipulated me in there :D and i half manipulated mother to there then. brothers too are there now, they joined only to make father happy , so that he shut up :D
höh.. how this text is so short. i have spent 20+ minutes for this text now :O
ok yes i had stops in typing and needed to think. i go continue working.. hei hei
and rain, would you plis go away. you have everyday made my colothes wet. this is nothing norway. so go away plis. and bring the sun backkkk. or my flowers die at balcony. 1 of flowers already died because raining + cold and sun left to holiday to nepal. and drink nice drinks there and lay under palmthree there at mountain top in nepal. and etc.
edit: well. bank can wait :D too lazy now.
yesterday by dentist was nice and good. and not painful as i first tought. they have modern tools now :D she with some ultrasound (?) thing cleaned tartar. felt just nice.
hmm... today i have helped youngest brother to analyze potential apartment rooms. he want to rent some nice room in estonia. he already has some hatsjuuuh room, but he want better.
hmmm what he will do with mörri :O interesting..
today im number 22 in day numerology. not had that number for loong time. and i feel different. today i have got interesting info, + things running which i have long time dreamed about, but not got possiblity to run forward. because mountain was in front of me. but today mountains move. heheh.. and is it strange, 22 is master number. 22 has power to do things he want. good good.
today if i dont feel so tired after work or, i go directly to bank to talk about terminate. or if they can tell me some solution, in way that they wont anymore take stupid service charges from my account :D but i little doubt. i dont understand.. other banks dont take anything from me. only if i send money to outside of EU country, then i loose money. but otherwise not. and account statement papers i dont even receive to home, because i know they cost. hmhmmh...
how many bank account i have now.. sec need count. DNB, OP, Nordea, Paypal, S-pankki. aha 5. and in future maybe again 5 if i now get OP closed, and if i get opened account in OneCoin. moneys are running there :D but process to get them out is not easy. need mastercard. need account. need sell/trade the tokens, coins etc blblbalba. annoying works a bit.. but i have not rush for that things , i want moneys to grow first. now sum is some 1300-1500e plus minus. and growing. i have bought 2x 130e packs there. mother has 1. me and mother are still paranoid of the whole system, but father manipulated me in there :D and i half manipulated mother to there then. brothers too are there now, they joined only to make father happy , so that he shut up :D
höh.. how this text is so short. i have spent 20+ minutes for this text now :O
ok yes i had stops in typing and needed to think. i go continue working.. hei hei
and rain, would you plis go away. you have everyday made my colothes wet. this is nothing norway. so go away plis. and bring the sun backkkk. or my flowers die at balcony. 1 of flowers already died because raining + cold and sun left to holiday to nepal. and drink nice drinks there and lay under palmthree there at mountain top in nepal. and etc.
edit: well. bank can wait :D too lazy now.
keskiviikko 10. elokuuta 2016
muuu
muuuuu. august go faster over plz. im over sensitive in this month and everyday feel more or less sad/depressed. its because my month numerology number is 2 now. and 2 is sensitive and often feel like need to cry, but i dont cry. but that kind of feel anyway.
its shitt when is heartache </3.
today is dentist again. they clean the teetch of tartar. did she say that 3 or 4 tooth must clean. good that not whole mouth. its a bit painful when they scrape and sometimes hit in the tooth gum? meat? idk. rip english. need to take magnesium + b-vitamine 1 hour before i go there, then pain nervous are not so weak. and i have slept bad last night, so pain treshold can be low now. slept bad becaue woke manytimes due to too warm air in room, and yet cat slept on me and made me sweat just more. grrr. and when is over warm, then skin start to itch much, then need scratch much and go for nervous smoke and blabllbalb. and difficult get again sleep. nice black bags under eyes now.
but heiiii my skin is otherwise good now, in face perfect, i didnt need to put at all any creme to face today morning. wohoo... only hands little bad now. seems like eczema going downward :D down from face to hands. so next it go to legs? :D lol.
i go home 13:15, right after coffeebreak. need home to brush teetch and take vitamines. then need to sycle to dentist which is 13:45. i hope then is not raining. raining clouds are there now. and after dentist i sycle to mörri, to give him 5-6 dose bags meat, and switch fresh water in bowl. then need to clap clap clapp little bit him so he feel happy, and maybe little bit sit down to bro's sofa and surf with phone. and take a smoke in his balcony. just because keep a bit company to mörri. he is so lonesome there.. in monday too after dentist i went to mörri to keep company for him some mins. i was then very dizzy because dentist put 4 times anesthetic around tooth which they fixed. first she put 1 time. and started to drill the tooth, but it felt still painful and i said something aaa and moved head to left. so dentist stopped and immidiately understood, need more anesthetic. and put 3 more times ::D:D
1 of stickings hurted very much, the place behind front teetch, there is very weak meat/skin/gum, and when stick there, auuu -.- very torture. but when it was done, then i just happily relaxed layed and half slept there when all kind of torturing tools was in mouth. kraaah.
and when rised up from laying chair, i sat in half coma 5 mins, and dentist didnt almost let me go because i seemed so dizzy. but i said i will go, i can little bit sit outside on the bench and relax. then i left and sat little there and then took bike and sycled normal just to brother. but when i came home from brother later, i became very dizzy + sleepy and had to go for a day nap.
i cancelled donald duck magazine because i have tight economy now. because need upgrade stuff in my pc. also i will cancel 1 of my bank accounts, which i have not use for anymore. and they steal 7,20€ every month of that account even i do nothing there. before i used that bank because father had same and brother had same, so we could do quick transferrings if sometimes needed, + because my ads publishing salary came to that account. but i dont do ads work anymore because no energy anymore because i work here with computers. and other reason too, ppl dont anymore click the ads, and if want earn, need put some stupid ads where actually dont win anything, its like cheating, and i cant do that anymore. simply cuz its not fair. need rememeber to switch aqds incomings to another ban account. just in case if ppl still click some 10 years old ads behind my back and suddenly come money :D. that have happened before., they clicked some 6 months old ads and i was surprised when suddenly came money to bank account :). actually now too there is growing some sum in one of my ads account, minium limit is 25e, and its soon 25. i have not done anything for them , ppl just clicked old ads and the sum is growing there. when 25 full, then i get it to bank. öäähh.. how i spam so much now. but good here is not readers so np what i spam.
klokka is 10:22 nyt.
https://www.jimms.fi/fi/Product/Show/107482/strix-gtx970-dc2oc-4gd5/asus-strix-gtx-970-directcu-ii-oc-4gb-gddr5-pci-e-3_0 this i will buy soon when money situation is ok.
im trying that bro buy it directly, and i pay to him in month parts. because im poor to pay at once some 270e. as a student/trainee worker my economy is very tight.
i would buy it my self from the shop, and pay in 24 months parts, but then the end price become over 400e. so nonsense in it. thats why i try that brother pay that 270e.
bro already little promised that he can buy it, but he is in vacation now and busy. so i must wait yet.
workmate invited me in friday to his home to play some new game with him. maybe i go if i have nothing other plans. he is aries in horoscope. and seem a lot like typical aries :)
first time in life i have an aries in friends. right now in my life is most sagittarius people. i somehow come good along with them and never argue with them, even i know sagittarius are big of mouth and talkactive and they say things directly and easily can get in fight with ppl, but luckily im calm person and good to talk so np :D and i have always fun with sagittarius ppl. tipsu also is sagittarius. then i have noticed that much lion people are trying to get in my freindzone. and i have much experience of lions, had short friend relations with them during this life,and always the relations ended somehow bad. and right now too 1 lion guy tried to flirt to me, for 2 months, but i think he finally stopped no. from now on im somehow afraid of lions, because already with 5 different lion persons had unhappy end.
only 1 lion i remember with nice memories. or actually 2. other of them i will not mention. but other of them is a teacher, very young, and we had very fun in school then when she kept lessons to me. some times we went to her home to secret smoke :D she lived near then. and many times in lesson too we joked much , and she was like 1 of student too, even she was teacher :D. well i know reason why with those other lions ended so bad, because their lifestyle was too much different from my, + their thinking world. and they were somehow .. how to say nicely... cough cough... krööh.. hm.... ok better not say:D:D
hmm what other horoscope sign ppl are around me... most of them sagittarius.. but what next.
in positive way sagittarius, in negative way lions. so lions number 2. and the other signs, 1 aquarius, 1 aries, 2 pisces, 2 virgos, 1 cancer, 1 scorpion was, but he died in last year. and in internet: taurus, scorpion, sagittarius, aquarius. they are the closest of them. then are ofcourse 100 more but im not so close with them. jååh...
nails look horrible. maybe need bite and eat them -.-
im little bit hungry so its good reason to eat them. :D
or ok no. workmates will watch confused if i start to eat them.
i have 1 month analyzed 1 thing and been seeking for answer to it. and created 3 different theory in my mind which one of them can be true. but all 3 choices seem same much true so cant decide. grrr... smoke come soon of head when think too much. help meeeeeeee -.-
ooo.. we got new worker. some foreign, very tall man.
ahahhahahahhahahahahah... i was going to check in translator how to write foreign correct. but translator said: alien. öööö.. maybe thats not what i was looking for :D
so thats why boss was away and we just alone here bored. he was meeting that new worker in some another room, and telling him rules and everything about this house + work. nooooww i got it... iihim... <---- thats romanian language. ihim is same like "ahaa" "i see"
first time when i saw this ihim, i laughed because so fun word with i letter. i have seen aham. aha.. etc in other languages, but suddenly ihim. made my day then :D 1 romanian girl who worked with me in norway, wrote to me ihim in fb messenger sometimes. i tought she by mistake wrote with i. but when i noticed she always wrote like that serious, then i was like xDD o.O. and still this word make me smile even today. ok maybe im childish and have strange humor but njet problem kraa kroo.
lunch after 9 min. there is some fish shitt today. what will i eat theeeeeeeeeeen... :S
i go anywaw look if they got any 2nd food choice there. if not, then i eat in cantine unhealthy pizza. something must eat cuz cant go as hungry to dentist either. then when lay there, stomach start to growl and dentist watch me like ಠ_ಠ
today morning when i brushed teetch, i almost threw up. i was not even excited of anything then, just normal + relaxed, so idk why was that happening. sometimes just impossible to wash teetch when start come that reflex that must throw up. yök.
i noticed then that ice cold water of faucet, running, and keep 1 of hand fingers in it while brushing teetch, somehow helps. because that cold water stick hands so it make forget the stomach feelings.
also when clena mouth with water, need be ice cold, it also helps. if do that with warm water. then more sure i throw up.
ok i go eat now.
its shitt when is heartache </3.
today is dentist again. they clean the teetch of tartar. did she say that 3 or 4 tooth must clean. good that not whole mouth. its a bit painful when they scrape and sometimes hit in the tooth gum? meat? idk. rip english. need to take magnesium + b-vitamine 1 hour before i go there, then pain nervous are not so weak. and i have slept bad last night, so pain treshold can be low now. slept bad becaue woke manytimes due to too warm air in room, and yet cat slept on me and made me sweat just more. grrr. and when is over warm, then skin start to itch much, then need scratch much and go for nervous smoke and blabllbalb. and difficult get again sleep. nice black bags under eyes now.
but heiiii my skin is otherwise good now, in face perfect, i didnt need to put at all any creme to face today morning. wohoo... only hands little bad now. seems like eczema going downward :D down from face to hands. so next it go to legs? :D lol.
i go home 13:15, right after coffeebreak. need home to brush teetch and take vitamines. then need to sycle to dentist which is 13:45. i hope then is not raining. raining clouds are there now. and after dentist i sycle to mörri, to give him 5-6 dose bags meat, and switch fresh water in bowl. then need to clap clap clapp little bit him so he feel happy, and maybe little bit sit down to bro's sofa and surf with phone. and take a smoke in his balcony. just because keep a bit company to mörri. he is so lonesome there.. in monday too after dentist i went to mörri to keep company for him some mins. i was then very dizzy because dentist put 4 times anesthetic around tooth which they fixed. first she put 1 time. and started to drill the tooth, but it felt still painful and i said something aaa and moved head to left. so dentist stopped and immidiately understood, need more anesthetic. and put 3 more times ::D:D
1 of stickings hurted very much, the place behind front teetch, there is very weak meat/skin/gum, and when stick there, auuu -.- very torture. but when it was done, then i just happily relaxed layed and half slept there when all kind of torturing tools was in mouth. kraaah.
and when rised up from laying chair, i sat in half coma 5 mins, and dentist didnt almost let me go because i seemed so dizzy. but i said i will go, i can little bit sit outside on the bench and relax. then i left and sat little there and then took bike and sycled normal just to brother. but when i came home from brother later, i became very dizzy + sleepy and had to go for a day nap.
i cancelled donald duck magazine because i have tight economy now. because need upgrade stuff in my pc. also i will cancel 1 of my bank accounts, which i have not use for anymore. and they steal 7,20€ every month of that account even i do nothing there. before i used that bank because father had same and brother had same, so we could do quick transferrings if sometimes needed, + because my ads publishing salary came to that account. but i dont do ads work anymore because no energy anymore because i work here with computers. and other reason too, ppl dont anymore click the ads, and if want earn, need put some stupid ads where actually dont win anything, its like cheating, and i cant do that anymore. simply cuz its not fair. need rememeber to switch aqds incomings to another ban account. just in case if ppl still click some 10 years old ads behind my back and suddenly come money :D. that have happened before., they clicked some 6 months old ads and i was surprised when suddenly came money to bank account :). actually now too there is growing some sum in one of my ads account, minium limit is 25e, and its soon 25. i have not done anything for them , ppl just clicked old ads and the sum is growing there. when 25 full, then i get it to bank. öäähh.. how i spam so much now. but good here is not readers so np what i spam.
klokka is 10:22 nyt.
https://www.jimms.fi/fi/Product/Show/107482/strix-gtx970-dc2oc-4gd5/asus-strix-gtx-970-directcu-ii-oc-4gb-gddr5-pci-e-3_0 this i will buy soon when money situation is ok.
im trying that bro buy it directly, and i pay to him in month parts. because im poor to pay at once some 270e. as a student/trainee worker my economy is very tight.
i would buy it my self from the shop, and pay in 24 months parts, but then the end price become over 400e. so nonsense in it. thats why i try that brother pay that 270e.
bro already little promised that he can buy it, but he is in vacation now and busy. so i must wait yet.
workmate invited me in friday to his home to play some new game with him. maybe i go if i have nothing other plans. he is aries in horoscope. and seem a lot like typical aries :)
first time in life i have an aries in friends. right now in my life is most sagittarius people. i somehow come good along with them and never argue with them, even i know sagittarius are big of mouth and talkactive and they say things directly and easily can get in fight with ppl, but luckily im calm person and good to talk so np :D and i have always fun with sagittarius ppl. tipsu also is sagittarius. then i have noticed that much lion people are trying to get in my freindzone. and i have much experience of lions, had short friend relations with them during this life,and always the relations ended somehow bad. and right now too 1 lion guy tried to flirt to me, for 2 months, but i think he finally stopped no. from now on im somehow afraid of lions, because already with 5 different lion persons had unhappy end.
only 1 lion i remember with nice memories. or actually 2. other of them i will not mention. but other of them is a teacher, very young, and we had very fun in school then when she kept lessons to me. some times we went to her home to secret smoke :D she lived near then. and many times in lesson too we joked much , and she was like 1 of student too, even she was teacher :D. well i know reason why with those other lions ended so bad, because their lifestyle was too much different from my, + their thinking world. and they were somehow .. how to say nicely... cough cough... krööh.. hm.... ok better not say:D:D
hmm what other horoscope sign ppl are around me... most of them sagittarius.. but what next.
in positive way sagittarius, in negative way lions. so lions number 2. and the other signs, 1 aquarius, 1 aries, 2 pisces, 2 virgos, 1 cancer, 1 scorpion was, but he died in last year. and in internet: taurus, scorpion, sagittarius, aquarius. they are the closest of them. then are ofcourse 100 more but im not so close with them. jååh...
nails look horrible. maybe need bite and eat them -.-
im little bit hungry so its good reason to eat them. :D
or ok no. workmates will watch confused if i start to eat them.
i have 1 month analyzed 1 thing and been seeking for answer to it. and created 3 different theory in my mind which one of them can be true. but all 3 choices seem same much true so cant decide. grrr... smoke come soon of head when think too much. help meeeeeeee -.-
ooo.. we got new worker. some foreign, very tall man.
ahahhahahahhahahahahah... i was going to check in translator how to write foreign correct. but translator said: alien. öööö.. maybe thats not what i was looking for :D
so thats why boss was away and we just alone here bored. he was meeting that new worker in some another room, and telling him rules and everything about this house + work. nooooww i got it... iihim... <---- thats romanian language. ihim is same like "ahaa" "i see"
first time when i saw this ihim, i laughed because so fun word with i letter. i have seen aham. aha.. etc in other languages, but suddenly ihim. made my day then :D 1 romanian girl who worked with me in norway, wrote to me ihim in fb messenger sometimes. i tought she by mistake wrote with i. but when i noticed she always wrote like that serious, then i was like xDD o.O. and still this word make me smile even today. ok maybe im childish and have strange humor but njet problem kraa kroo.
lunch after 9 min. there is some fish shitt today. what will i eat theeeeeeeeeeen... :S
i go anywaw look if they got any 2nd food choice there. if not, then i eat in cantine unhealthy pizza. something must eat cuz cant go as hungry to dentist either. then when lay there, stomach start to growl and dentist watch me like ಠ_ಠ
today morning when i brushed teetch, i almost threw up. i was not even excited of anything then, just normal + relaxed, so idk why was that happening. sometimes just impossible to wash teetch when start come that reflex that must throw up. yök.
i noticed then that ice cold water of faucet, running, and keep 1 of hand fingers in it while brushing teetch, somehow helps. because that cold water stick hands so it make forget the stomach feelings.
also when clena mouth with water, need be ice cold, it also helps. if do that with warm water. then more sure i throw up.
ok i go eat now.
perjantai 5. elokuuta 2016
rainiiing
im still wet when sycled to work 40 min ago. right then rained a lot. hrrr...
after coffee break im going to doctor. if its still raining there, i will ask ride from 1 workmate and give him some coin for fuel. water to soars dont feel nice, so i cant go long trip if its raining.. face is little better now but back neck is bad.
and in monday is dentist. yeaaah... then must go earlier to lunch, so i have time to go home to brush teetch and prepare for dentist. if i feel dizzy after dentist, maybe i dont come to work anymore then but go home just. idk yet what they will do there, either they fix 1 broken tooth which been broken 1 year but not been hurt, or then they clean tartar (?) of teetch.
if i translated the word right now. and when teetch 100% in good condition, i will do something other nice thing :) which cost a lot.
skraah..
i had a dream in night that i was changing tipsu to younger cat :D a small kitty:D
and the person whom i was going to change them with, is my ex fisherman boss :D
lol.. and when i was putting tipsu in the travel box, i started to cry and think "nooo i cant. im not forced to do this, so why i do this?" and then i was making a plan how i would call to the fisherman and say "sorry i cant do this, tipsu will become depressed and maybe die if i leave her alone to unknown" :D and i felt very bad and anxiety in that dream, then i suddenly woke up. and 5 mins after wake up still felt anguished. i have lately had many kind of nightmares. mräyh.. :D
i really hope trump will not become president. help help :S
now im empty of text. and im starving. i eat this keyboard soon. om nom nom nom.
after coffee break im going to doctor. if its still raining there, i will ask ride from 1 workmate and give him some coin for fuel. water to soars dont feel nice, so i cant go long trip if its raining.. face is little better now but back neck is bad.
and in monday is dentist. yeaaah... then must go earlier to lunch, so i have time to go home to brush teetch and prepare for dentist. if i feel dizzy after dentist, maybe i dont come to work anymore then but go home just. idk yet what they will do there, either they fix 1 broken tooth which been broken 1 year but not been hurt, or then they clean tartar (?) of teetch.
if i translated the word right now. and when teetch 100% in good condition, i will do something other nice thing :) which cost a lot.
skraah..
i had a dream in night that i was changing tipsu to younger cat :D a small kitty:D
and the person whom i was going to change them with, is my ex fisherman boss :D
lol.. and when i was putting tipsu in the travel box, i started to cry and think "nooo i cant. im not forced to do this, so why i do this?" and then i was making a plan how i would call to the fisherman and say "sorry i cant do this, tipsu will become depressed and maybe die if i leave her alone to unknown" :D and i felt very bad and anxiety in that dream, then i suddenly woke up. and 5 mins after wake up still felt anguished. i have lately had many kind of nightmares. mräyh.. :D
i really hope trump will not become president. help help :S
now im empty of text. and im starving. i eat this keyboard soon. om nom nom nom.
keskiviikko 3. elokuuta 2016
good morning
time is 7:56 and im here at work. yesterday i was not at work because skin was hurt and horrible. almost didnt come today too, but then i should go to doctor, and its too hard work to go sit there all the day, they would send me from doctor to another and waiting waiting... so better come to work and try survive. backpack is full of things which i can need, to calm itching or fix skin :D if need suddenly go wash face, neck... etc
back neck and front neck are in worst condition, dryed skin and big soars. nam nam.
and i cant put any creme there, because will itch only more and then i scratch more to bloods. need be careful today that i dont sweat, sweating make itch more just.
eyes area also dry, but i can control it with creme and need wash face often and put new creme. here in work place is extra dry air, and hot air, so its little difficult this life -.-
this problem came in last weekend, because i ate pizza and very big chilichips bag which have much paprika spice, and im sure its the paprika spice that put this skin in this condition. because happened many times before. before. but how can control and eat just half bag, and save rest to late times? next time need buy smaller bag then.. skriaaah..
workplace boss said he can give 3 days free only if reason is cold/flu or stomach illness, but of skin problems he cant, some new rules. i must go to doctor by my self ,if i need free.
yesterday he marked day as a "work day", because i came to work to visit and show skin :D
so i didnt go to doctor then. but next time need.
i took ~2000mg fish oil, usually i take 2x 650mg. when is infection or sickness, then i take bigger dose.
hoppodihoiii... time is 8:08 now. should start work. but nooo stress no stress. now must not stress.
i have in last days seen strange dreams. maybe i start to write them up in my dream book.. but i will forget this idea after 5 min. and for ever. so gg. or, not for ever.
hahaa 1 guy whom i avoid, is still not here at work. i hope he quitted. or then he is taking longer vacation and come later in august. aaaa.. plz dont comee..
why am i like this, when some guy show interess and flirt, i become anguished and ignore and avoid him, and act like.. angry near him. o.O before when i didnt know him, i could easily go sit in the same table to drink morning coffee, and no problems. then when he started to flirt and took contact in social media places, i went always to another table after it :D and walk quickly past him when i walk somewhere :D i somehow in this way try to give him signals that he dont have a chance on me, maybe :D also i noticed i feel tensed near him. and shy. i cant even watch to him in eyes anymore, but i watch somewhere past him or to another direction :D. good he is not a smoker, so i have no panic in the smoking place. if he would come there too and stress me :D if he was a smoker, i would be afraid to go in same time to smoke, and in that way i would stop smoking. ahhahaa...
the funniest part is, that he already has a gf. and that girl is like a barbie, very pretty. so i dont understand what he see in me -.- pfff. im just boring grey mouse.
ok aaameeen. sec need drink water. gluuug glug glug glug. nam.
water is always tasty. even it dont taste anything much but stll.
airfan blow towards me, and my hair fly there and here and hit face and then face itch. just 1 hair if touch cheek, then itch much. so sensitive skin is now. but if i close the fan, then i sweat here.
i need to buy a new backpack soon very soon. but no money for a new one..they cost 50 euro maybe as new. i will look from second hand if thre is any good condition backpacks. my black beckham backpack is ripped on the top. i dont need to open the zipper anymore, can put things or take things from the ripped hole jsut :D:D:D in emergency i just put some safety pin to keep it somehow closed :D so that all world ppl dont directly see what i have in it :D
this mouse cursor lags. jumps everywhere how it want. and sometimes when i surf and read something on internet, page jump down up down up by it self even i dont touch mouse.
windows 10, tsk tsk :)) . ok idk if its windows 10 fault, but i like to blame it is. because im windows 7 fan :)
and in win 10 gameranger window is uglier and bigger. when someone join gameranger or exit, and i get message in down right corner near the clock, the window is very big and waste space of screen, and very annoying. in win 7 its smaller and not so irritating.
in my home yard is a renovation going on. they have dug all grass away from the ground, and they put some watertubes there. and i dont know if they will build something upon ground too. well.. will see..
oki gtg. cya
back neck and front neck are in worst condition, dryed skin and big soars. nam nam.
and i cant put any creme there, because will itch only more and then i scratch more to bloods. need be careful today that i dont sweat, sweating make itch more just.
eyes area also dry, but i can control it with creme and need wash face often and put new creme. here in work place is extra dry air, and hot air, so its little difficult this life -.-
this problem came in last weekend, because i ate pizza and very big chilichips bag which have much paprika spice, and im sure its the paprika spice that put this skin in this condition. because happened many times before. before. but how can control and eat just half bag, and save rest to late times? next time need buy smaller bag then.. skriaaah..
workplace boss said he can give 3 days free only if reason is cold/flu or stomach illness, but of skin problems he cant, some new rules. i must go to doctor by my self ,if i need free.
yesterday he marked day as a "work day", because i came to work to visit and show skin :D
so i didnt go to doctor then. but next time need.
i took ~2000mg fish oil, usually i take 2x 650mg. when is infection or sickness, then i take bigger dose.
hoppodihoiii... time is 8:08 now. should start work. but nooo stress no stress. now must not stress.
i have in last days seen strange dreams. maybe i start to write them up in my dream book.. but i will forget this idea after 5 min. and for ever. so gg. or, not for ever.
hahaa 1 guy whom i avoid, is still not here at work. i hope he quitted. or then he is taking longer vacation and come later in august. aaaa.. plz dont comee..
why am i like this, when some guy show interess and flirt, i become anguished and ignore and avoid him, and act like.. angry near him. o.O before when i didnt know him, i could easily go sit in the same table to drink morning coffee, and no problems. then when he started to flirt and took contact in social media places, i went always to another table after it :D and walk quickly past him when i walk somewhere :D i somehow in this way try to give him signals that he dont have a chance on me, maybe :D also i noticed i feel tensed near him. and shy. i cant even watch to him in eyes anymore, but i watch somewhere past him or to another direction :D. good he is not a smoker, so i have no panic in the smoking place. if he would come there too and stress me :D if he was a smoker, i would be afraid to go in same time to smoke, and in that way i would stop smoking. ahhahaa...
the funniest part is, that he already has a gf. and that girl is like a barbie, very pretty. so i dont understand what he see in me -.- pfff. im just boring grey mouse.
ok aaameeen. sec need drink water. gluuug glug glug glug. nam.
water is always tasty. even it dont taste anything much but stll.
airfan blow towards me, and my hair fly there and here and hit face and then face itch. just 1 hair if touch cheek, then itch much. so sensitive skin is now. but if i close the fan, then i sweat here.
i need to buy a new backpack soon very soon. but no money for a new one..they cost 50 euro maybe as new. i will look from second hand if thre is any good condition backpacks. my black beckham backpack is ripped on the top. i dont need to open the zipper anymore, can put things or take things from the ripped hole jsut :D:D:D in emergency i just put some safety pin to keep it somehow closed :D so that all world ppl dont directly see what i have in it :D
this mouse cursor lags. jumps everywhere how it want. and sometimes when i surf and read something on internet, page jump down up down up by it self even i dont touch mouse.
windows 10, tsk tsk :)) . ok idk if its windows 10 fault, but i like to blame it is. because im windows 7 fan :)
and in win 10 gameranger window is uglier and bigger. when someone join gameranger or exit, and i get message in down right corner near the clock, the window is very big and waste space of screen, and very annoying. in win 7 its smaller and not so irritating.
in my home yard is a renovation going on. they have dug all grass away from the ground, and they put some watertubes there. and i dont know if they will build something upon ground too. well.. will see..
oki gtg. cya
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