saturday

good morning good morning clap clap clap. i drink 2nd cup of coffee. time is 09:12 and i woke 1 hour ago. i slept on the floor :o. because i yesterday vacuumcleaned floors, so now was good moment to test sleeping to west direction (feng shui). but idk if i slept to right direction anyway. maybe compass in phone lie. well, maybe dont need be so 100000% accurate with direction. anyway i slept full night without waking up for toilet or smoke.
but i falled slowly asleep. but sleeping full night is good sign. not slept like that in months maybe. anyway i dont know if in middle of room floor in front of furnitures and things is good to sleep because energies in room bounces from place to place, (if look feng shui chart how energies move in room). so in my room this is bad. becuase everywhere is something obstacle for energy to be possible to move clearly. hmm. if want that energy move clearly and nicely in room, should be clean room and things/objects in room need to be in good place. difficult fix it like that in small room.

now is 1 week gone in new work. i need to learn 200+ new routes and custome adress + name. help help. in 1 day we bring foods to about 60 ppl. customers change everyday, because some customers want food for example 2 times a week, some ppl everyday, etc. thats why in total they are over 200 probably. and we drive 2 different areas in my city, by changing the area everyday. so i must learn 2 different city areas routes and adresses. they self had to learn at once just 1 area. so they learnt it in 2 week. poor me... 2 areas in mind at same time. im still confused. and we dont have any navigator in car even. need just remember every adress. photographic memory is very needed in this work. 

work start at 8:50 or 09:00, depending on what area we drive. my work partner use to drive 2 areas only. and then other workers drive another areas. there are some 5 active workers who drive their areas everyday. my working partner said that in next monday she will let me drive. loool... i still dont remember the routes. she will have to be my map reader then. "left. right. left. left. right. straight."   xD, centrum area is worst, because trafic everywhere and the house yard routes are very tight. we drive car always in front of door to the house. and no time to drive slowly, because old ppl waiting their foods. need to drive like crazy so that we stay in time schedule. i wonder how many fine they have got from police during 1 year...

for centrum area we need to share foods in 3 groups. 20,20,20. everytime need get new food batch from the kitchen. because the kitchen give us only small amount at once, so that foods stays warm. if they give us like.. 200 food packet at once. they would get cold before we get them all delivered to the customers.

and what else.. hmmms. work days are short. ends usually 1 pm plus minus. if we are good in time schedule and no problems in delivering, then usually 1 pm we are done. manytimes happened that the kitchen messed something. for example some worker in kitchen lost foods to floor :D:D:D. or. food was for some reason not ready for needed time. or food ran out too early, etc. manytimes we delivered foods 15-20 minutes too late. and elderly ppl blame us :D. all customers are not retired old ppl. there are few younger custom too, who has some problem, that he cant cook foods for him self. so he use our services. for example there are drunkards.. or just somehow else troubled or injured ppl. but 98% of folks are old.

fitness will rise in this work. because need run 30 +- stairs everyday. there are elevators in some houses. but not all. centrum area is worst in this case. much stairs because in centrum are high houses. poor legs when i come home. another area is easier, there houses are either row houses, or then just single houses. + there is easier to drive with car. 
 i would learn the centrum area adresses faster, because centrum is pretty known for me. but with car here is not fun to drive if is hurry. + we drive with a van car. more harder.

another area is more unknown for me. but i want still learn it as 1st choice, because funnier to drive there. roads are calm , etc. and no stairs to run so much.

we dont have at all coffee breaks. no time for it. we must be running non-stop. when foods are delivered, quickly back to kitchen to get new batch of foods and you have narrowly time to go to toilet. but not time for any other things. then hurry continue delivering. i still go quickly smoke behind corner when even get 1 minute idle time :D. actually not allowed to smoke there at all, but im trainee just, + im not alone delivering the foods, so we anyway win in time when is 4 hands delivering them. sometimes we do so, that my partner go in another door, and i at same time to another door to bring food. we win double time then. (if the doors are close to each other or in same house). we go with keys in to customers. some few customer are in enough good fitness either in mind or fysically, that they come open the door by them self. but 90% of them just sit aphatetical on their rooms and dont much understand :D there can be dementic ppl or deaf, etc. some doors has a alarm system. its for health sector that they get alarm if the oldie "escape" out from door somewhere. this alarm is for dementic ppl. we must shut this alarm on and off when we bring food. so that health sector dont get fake alarms.

every old ppl get warm lunch/dinner dosage, drink (milk/juice), sandwich (dark/white bread+butter) and a dessert. this all are in about 40cm x 30cm styrofoam pack. we empty foods of the styrofoam to customers food table, and bring empty styrofoam back to the kitchen.

about breaks again. we try to not drink too much because it be bad if must to toilet middle of driving. so its also logical why we dont have any coffee breaks. if is thirsty, need drink very carefully little just the water of bottle :D and in morning i tactic with what i drink and how much, so i know when i must next time piss :D 1 cup coffee just and few amount of water for vitamines. if i drink more than that the coffee/water, will come problems later. 
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in summer this can be interesting when is heat :)). then will go a lot of water...
for hygienic reasons we dont ofcourse want to go to toilet by elderly ppl. but sure allowed if very must. i use to sometimes take a bite of sandwich during driving. because no time to eat calm. when drive to next adress which takes 1 minute for example. then have time to take 1-2 bite of sandwich :D so can guess how starving i am when come home after 1 :D
can eat the whole fridge almost at once. because in earl morning i dont get anything eaten. no appetite just. and if force eat, i will throw up. so only in car few bite of sanwich then.
and run much in stairs. much calories will burn. gooooooooooooooood. i will loose the stomach sausages finally now. i looked in calorie burning list that 1 hour running on the stairs burn about 590 calorie. calm walking on stairs 295 calorie. we run them up, every other step up, so we get pretty fast up :D and then jump stairs down again. 

10:00 blackout came now. idk waht to type. i smoked and after it toughts stopped. hmmms.
also im hungry. yesterday i didnt eat warm food at all. just 3-4 sandwich and chips and candies + chokolate. nice food day :D today i will make some normal food. maybe chicken + rice. why i say maybe.. its sure i will. because i took chicken pack out from freezer to melt 2 hours ago.

and of chips came an ulcer to inside cheek. maybe some allergy reaction of the spices. and then after it i accidentally bit the cheek meat when i ate, ulcer/soar is bigger now. cool..

new window ledges are finally been placed on now. 2 days ago when i came home. they suddenly was on. harashoo. also i will maybe get a new stove. i blamed to house government that its broken, and 1 of government woman came to check it with an electrician man. he checked it and said its dangerous, because so old. (can get in fire). and nonsense to fix it. + the old stove maybe use much power too. so new one is needed. i hope my room owner agree on it. he is over 90y old. so he can be a bit stingy. he has been in the war too. but idk what his role was there then.

10:13. tuo yks tuli 10:00 ja lähti nyt just. varmaa kävi kahtoo et oonko heräny tai paikalla. juuh... eile sitä ei näkyny. muistaakseni sen äitillä oli eile synttärit. oiskoha ollu siellä sit. en tiiä. akkurat akkurat jups bravoo.  ok nothing more to say. hei.