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tipsu is washing her self and i washed some flower buckets and other trash buckets with hard work in the bathroom with small shower, soap liquid and brush. im not at work today because thats why. ahahahha.. not your business. >:D. ok skin problems just. nothing else dangerous.

aaand.. yes i have not eaten any breakfast yet and i woke 6:30, and time is now 10:42.
i will go to shop before 14:00, because then all teens are there, their school finish at that times. my moneys are very in end, so i need to pay in complicated ways at cassa, so i dont want any teens there starring at me how i pay :D yes yes im shy, when need to do something awkward. ouuh tlph ringing. sec. ok done. heh..

tomorrow will come money, but i need some things today. i had savings for graphic card, but because salary day moved 10 days to other day, i had to live with this savings moneys :(. and now that moneys are gone, rest of coins will be finished today :D
gg graphic card then. cant play fs17 anymore then. i can wait the another rich days looooooooong.  because christmas coming and need waste moneys in gifts.

and tipsu will eat more money in near future. i need to bring sofa seats to professional wash, and its not cheap. then i need to bring her to doctor perhaps. but i yet follow situation if her heat will stop or not. if it will continue more further, need go to doctor and either get the pills, or castrate her. i called to vet 2 week ago and asked if they can write to me pills recipe for her, due the tlph. but they said they dont nowadays anymore give prevention pills to cats so easily, (because they are dangerous or smth). so they want to meet tipsu first to analyze her, before they decide if they give pills or not. will become expensiveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... grrrr. she has been in heat 6 times now in this autumn/winter, but had ofcourse 1 weeks pauses in between each heat. but still im worried because heat is so long. was never before so long :O. and she have started new hobby due the heat, marking places (soft places) with pee. and sofa was the biggest target. i have tried to wash it so good as just can, with several liquids, but smell doesnt go away. now sofa is covered with things for many week, because cant leave sofa "open", or she will mark there when i dont notice. now im afraid of my bed, that she will mark there too. i put empty pizza boxes to cover bed :D (i knew that i will get use of them someday) :D everytime when i leave home, or if i even go to shower, i must cover bed for that time too. for mystical reasons i have not invited guests to my home in long time :D because they cant sit comfortable here :P

vet doctor tought that i will give everyday 1 pill to her. but i tried to say, that i dont give so often, but 1 time a week. because 1 pill a week will stop her heat. i have experience of it before. when we lived in norway, i had pills for her there, and when she got heat, i gave just 1 pill. and heat stopped after 2 days. cant be so dangerous. but vet doc does not believe me i think. she think i will give everyday. they only want money, thats why they request me to visit there with cat. visiting will cost 50e. and if they write the pills recipe, medicines will cost 10-20e. so, can guess i dont so easily wanna go there.. i will yet follow situation and look if she calms down. i dont have so big moneys in december, when need to buy other things too + wash sofa.

11:02. i need breakfast now. stomach is aching because of the hunger.

11:06  nam rye bread with salami sausage and cheese and grass onion. or grassonion. i dont know how in english need to write some words, if together or not. because in finnish this kind of 2 words combinations need to be together, but in english they often need to be separated. confusing.

in morning i got allergy attack of honey o.O. i have eaten that same honey (organic) millions times before, so idk why suddenly now got reaction of it. maybe some change in the product? left side lip started to get swollen, and some red spots came near mouth :D. but now all is normal. also skin itched much in morning, but its another history.

in friday i compared in some application in internet for power companys prices. and found some other company which have 0e basic fee, and sale price much cheaper than in my current power company was. in current was 8.80e basic fee, and sale price much higher. i ofcourse changed to the cheapest one, and took 12 months contract. could take 24 months too, but i specially took 12 months, so that i can again compare prices, and select cheaper one, when 12 months gone. >:D.  in this + last month i have been thinking a lot of my money outgoings, and shut down many things which steal moneys for nothing from me. closed 1 bank. closed donald duck ordering, (can loan them from library), closed 2nd tlphs operator. because i didnt anymore use it, and for nothing goes money for it -.- . and now changed power company to cheaper one. need yet think what other stuff i can change or close, to win money.. vitamines + minerals that i need every month, eat a lof of money. health cost.. but so will cost doctor visits too and medicines.. better then put moneys in organic healthy stuff, instead of synthetical poisons , which make in longer sight only more harm. and then more problems + sicknesses come. 

father bought to me for advantage christmas gift Stem Renu health product. its some very new product that came now to finland markets, 2 months ago. its one kind of fountain of youth product. that will renew stem cells and activate them to repair body and renew organism system in body. in that way human will age slower., also when it renew stem cells, it can fix infected organs in the body. we humans get fast old because of the stem cells that are slowing down and dont renew anymore. or like that i understood, when listened to their webinar.

stem renu's are very expensive capsules, but if they work, and are not bullshitt, then will be cool :). they should come in post in this week.
the ingredients in stem renu are interesting, for example in it is cartilage of shark :)

im smoking some old dry smoke, because the small amount of fresh tubacco i have left, i will save to work. because in work will be shameful to roll smoke of dryed smoke, and it mess all places when it run out of cigarette :D need only survive today, then tomorrow i can buy aaaaaaaaaallllllll what i wantt...or .. first need to pay rent and visit apotecary, and pay tlph bill and etc. then can waste to what want. 30th november should also come money. and 1.12 will come housing benefit. 29, 30, 1.12   everyday will come money after today :d. hihi...

weather got cold again and its some 20cm snow in my city now. snows came few days ago.

time is 11:35. i go put dishes in machine. later in evening i will vacuumclean. i will not now vacuumclean yet because i want go to shop without sweating. because in evening i go to shower, so better vacuumclean then before shower.