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. dot dot dot. i was not in work today because knee is strange and heavy. maybe its stressed of all stairs running and jumping. better let it rest today , so it dont get worse, and infect. 

cleaned here today + washed floors. next need to shower and then to shop. my work end soon, friday last day. then need to seek new work place. eczema is problem in current work, so we end the contract. reason is because its too sporty work, and when sweat, skin itch, and then i scratch it to bloods. 

sweating + atopic eczema not good friends. if i dont get new work before next monday, i go back for some while to ex workplace to sit and think what next. but i cant be long there, so need fast get some work. today in job-hunting website i found some potential work, and i sent email to them with a few question. if questions gets good answers from my opinion, maybe i can think on that work and ask if i get the place. surely that place go fast.. but i try atleast.

last days have been interesting because of usa election. interesting to see what trump will do. hmhm..  im interested but at the same time scared. (because of europe situation), and what putin will do. etc.. many horror scenarios i have in mind. and ofcourse other ppl too.

average temperature been for +1 week -10 c, and snow. battery in telephone end fast because news spam every minute something about trump.  i have news application in tlph.

i have lately dreamed little bit about ip 7. but still it will be too big for my hand so nah..
better keep this small iphone. i dont like big telephones which need to hold with 2 hands.

i miss old nokia times :))). today all telephones are 100% same. boring. nothing unigue..

actually i miss 1990's. then was real actions, and not boring like now, ppl just sit and watch screen from morning to evening. and then come black eyebags because of it :D

i bought public Ip to my internet. now dont need vpn anymore because now my IP is static. before it was dynamic. i pay for this new ip 2 euro per month. now can play games without much lags + stream. vpn ate always over half of my net speed. was so annoying. even paks had better net than me then. also italic problem is gone. and nat problem. and no more blackbox. haa-haa... :) #happy.

its snowing outside now. 1 week ago when was -4c and cold was raising, i took flowers in because i was sure they will finally die. but lol they died immediately when i took them in. they didnt like my rooms 22c temperature. i killed them -.- but yeye, they would anyway die now when very cold temps came. very long they lived anyway. from end of the july to beginning of november :D r.i.p. 

soon is christmas trallalaaa.. cold weathers + snow only stronger remind me of christmas. need soon waste poor moneys for christmas gifts -.- but my family knows that i dont have much money, so they dont expect anything expensive from me :)

17:37. käyn röökil--->

always after smoke i dont know anymore what to write. can be when i stand on the balcony and watch ppl who walk past on the streets or cars who drive. then mood somehow change and the writing toughts. and i forget what i was thinking etc. kriaaah. 
now need to write shopping list. bread anyway need for work tomorrow. i make always 2 sandwich for work. but sometimes i dont eat the both. and then it fly to trash. im bad human :)). jooh heippa.