6:30 - alarm clock dared to wake me up. he/she should be ashamed..
6:44 - i enjoy this coffee. throat is aching when i swallow. but coffee helps.
6:55 - toilet
6:56 - going to morning smoke
7:00 - back in. brushed snow on the balcony. its snowing outside.
7:02 - getting more coffee and surfing on the internet.
7:23 - preparing for work day; brushing hair, washing face, putting creme to face, changing clothes, brushing teetch. putting deodorant.
7:35 - making bed and taking vitamines + infection preventing asthma medicine.
7:38 - making sandwich for work.
7:40 - rolling smoke + packing backpack
7:41 - checking temperature from google --> there is -1. ok.
7:42 - putting out clothes on and visiting toilet.
7:46 - pc off-----> and going to walk to work + smoke while walking.
7:56 - arrived work place.
8:02 - going to wash this keyboard + mouse. disgusting fatty. someone stole my yesterdays pc, now need to use another.
8:07 - ujeee.. now is better. other ppl maybe watched confused when i washed these :D
09:00 - coffee time. and ate the sandwich. and smoked. outside still snowing.
11:00 - lunch + smoke
13:00 - coffee + smoke
14:00 - left from work. and bought smoke from grocery. there needed to wait long time because some grandmothers bought + checked their raffle tickets.
14:13 - arrived home. and immediately i ate some sandwich, or half of it, then brushed teeth, drank little water, visited toilet. and hurry out again. took bicycle from the basement and cycled to one place, there needed to be 14:30. there i slept on the neurosonic chair for 20 mins + took new acupuncture magnet to behind ear. snow beginning to melt, so there is a bit slippery now.
15:20 - i left from that place, and went to siwa to buy thin sausages and cherry tomatoes + small geisha chokolate also accidentally jumped in my basket of the shelf. and cucumber also i bought. siwa shops will be closing and go to history. centrum siwa is maybe the only one that is yet left, but time question when will they also close.. many ex-siwa grocerys will be replaced with K-market. k-market is cheaper.. so its ok. but for nostalgic reason its a bit sad that siwa's will end.
15:32 - arrived home
15:37 - smoke-->
15:39 - back in and sitting on the pc now just and listening music. its raining outside lightly.
15:52 - chest aching, need to take magnesium + calsium. this problem been 1 month now, maybe stress. because 1 month had dark eyebags too, even i sleep enough etc.. also heart jumping heavily sometimes for 1 month time.
15:57 - again to smoke because nervous + need cold air. in room is too warm. nervous + too warm = i start to scratch everywhere. only cold air helps then.
15:59 - smoked just half cig. now need to change relaxing home clothes + go rest in bed with phone.
16:26 - feeling tired but need to keep on move, so i go put dirty dishes in machine. + make coffee. yawn.
16:38 - dishes are happily bathing in the machine + coffee is soon ready.
16:40 - geisha chocolate + coffee. + surfing on the internet. i really hate THE word. thats why i often avoid of using it because annoying word just. only then use when its very necessary.
16:42 - or yes, i will read novells. i today saved a novell forum link to my fb (it shows there only to me) :D. i often save important links like that in my fb wall, so i later get them. kraa.
16:45 - ok the (main) link is not secret. its www.finfanfun.fi. but more spesific url i dont give :D anyways, there are millions of (fic) novells. slurps <3. 2-3 days been total addicted and reading there.
16:49 - ok silencio, need focus and read. shhh. or ops need first toilet. because its annoying to go to toilet middle of reading when focus. so need go before even start.
16:51. - ok. and hmm.. actually need smoke too. brb.
16:53 - tipsu also came to smoke with me. now i will go to utopic world and read--->
18:10 - now need break. eyes hurt. smoke------>
18:14 - shower needed. but need to wait little bit, because after smoke cant immediately go,
water will otherwise feel disgusting.
18:22 - trash bags switched. need to remember to bring trash out tomorrow morning..
18:26 - need to close eyes for 5-10 mins. feeling dizzy + heart beating strongly. because been reading text from screen whole day.
18:34 - shower--->
19:21 - oho.. i was long time there. (shaved + cut nails) xD..
19:27 - fresh air needed (trought filter). air at outside is too fresh for my lungs, so need filter. also because i have asthma, so cant know what poisons i can breath if breath without filter. now a days cant trust anywhere anymore in the air. too much pollutant.. in 60's when i was a young girl, then air was very clean.
19:33 - need to close washmachine faucet and open machine door, so dishes get air. too lazy to empty machine now. i will do that tomorrow. or after tomorrow. or in the next year. if i live so long. hmms. also need to make food. but need to wait for inspiration, so i continue read novells a bit.
19:41 - now i go put french fries + sausages in oven--->
19:50 - done. and needed to wash spatula. because was not space in the wash machine for it :D. aa, and also i rinsed the cherry tomatoes. now i continue reading. i have tried to search e-books from internet, but if they are free (e-library or shop), they are some bad/boring books, or then, if i find any good ones, they cost very much. e-books cost more than normal books :-/.
19:59 - tuo yx tuli tonne pelijuttuun just. se on nyt viimepäivinä tullu tosi myöhään sinne.
20:09 - now i will eat. french fries, sausages, cucumber, tomatoes, garlic mayonese and ketchup. (spices; blackpepper, cayennepepper + salt). and i will continue reading. no energy + interest to play any games today.
20:45 - i just calculated with ctrl + F > smoke < that i have today smoked 7 cig. :o. if count in normal filter cigarettes, then its 4 cig maybe. so i smoke less nowadays. harashoo clap clap clap. need to celebrate this with smoke. ------>
20:48 - and my rollings are very thin. its like a half cigarette. and often i smoke just half. especially in evenings. in work i smoke whole because there its more like social situation, so easily will smoke whole without that notice. + because there i get smoke every 2 hour just. krahaaa...
20:49 - i continue reading. im a freak today :P reaaaaaaaaaad read read read.
20:55 - need to change bed sheets
21:14 - better go already brush teeth, because later im too tired.
21:17 - done, hair also brushed. and i can breath dot com. almost choked in my own spit :D *cough cough*
21:22 - idk anymore what i read. i only read the text but dont understand it. maybe i begin to be tired :o. last smoke now and soon sleep
21:29 - hoppaheijjaa hoppaheijjaa. i had to write this because i just said it really xD when came in from balcony.
21:41 sleeeeeeep. and i publish this text now. gn.
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