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kuis menöö? mul iha ookoo. very warm today, 25c in the shadow, and in room 26c. balcon door open 24/7. not closed it for many weeks anymore. 
today i cant have normal pants in this africa weather. jeans shorts feels good. (i cutted them self). room is cleaned + vacuumcleaned. and dishes in machine. + æ har dusja. så what next? må mate mørri å idag. ork ikje å sykle nu, e førr vant dær ute nu. må veinte at mamma kjør mæ dit. ja å d e siste dagen æ mata han mørri, brorn kjæm heim imårra kveill. må jømme nøkkeln hans i kjelleren fordi æ ska lægg mæ tidli i mårra så kan ikje vente på han. han veit koden inn hit så han kan sjøl hente den.

aha.. tipsu puked. brb må vaske d bort.

14:48. sånn. ho spiste græss når vi va ute, so they use to puke after it, cleaning hairs from stomach in that way. very lovely :) (yørhh)...

brother's jaguar been in maintenance +1 month, thats why i have sycled then to feed mørri. 

tipsu not eaten in 4 days now. she dont want to eat different brand food. cats are so annoying picky -.- . and she lost much weight because of that. now 2.4kg. as normal she use to be 3kg. 6 dosage bags wasted now. mörri would have eaten them in 1 second.
in pack is 6 more bags. i will give them to mörri, and buy another food to tipsu miau mjouu today. 

i woke at 9am. nice eyebags because slept bad. but i dont feel tired now. or then the allergy medicine makes the eyebags. idk. need to follow situation. i will change the medicine if thats causing it. i dont want to look like 40 old :D.

jåååååååååååååååååååååååååååååååååååååååå. and what then. hmmms.
ate breakfast 10 min ago. eggmix, bacon, toasted bread. (as usual). but in workdays this habit stops. i have had so weak fantasy for food lately. everyday eat the same. blääh..
but can also be because moneys ending, so need to eat cheap. still not got salary, had to borrow some money from mother. 1.6 comes housing benefit. then i survive with it so long until the bigger money come. im happy my room owner is not so accurated, he dont care when i pay the rent. he just said "pay when want, just it be in the particular month". usually many owners are very accurated with this, they request rent moneys exactly 15th day or the 1st day, or last day. im lucky in this case. in sammonkatu where i lived 2006-2011, there also my room owner was very relax. she also didnt care when i pay the rent. in that years i had much money troubles, and had to pay rent little late few times, but she always was like "yeees no probleeems. just pay when you can" :D in this current room i have yet not had problems with paying rent. and i hope never come. is shameful just. and anyway years 2005-2010 were/was shameful years. i lived full in fog and in my own world. in dark room, all curtains hiding 100% the windows, so that not even 1% light can come in. and all kind of depressions + problems and lived wild life etc. huh huh.. never again. now my life is somehow in balance + my mood is good and head works good. and now i can even think about future. but still carefully :D maybe not my character just, to worry too much of future.
im too relax and lazy for that. im happy that things are currently ok :D idc how they are tomorrow. or sure about some very normal daily things ofcourse. but nothing else. and that also, because im not ambitious or greedy.

i have smoked 1 years old tabacco now :D i have my tobacco things in a icecream box, so that i dont mess floors when roll the smoke, so, everytime i roll, some amount of tabaccos fall in bottom of the box. and then i every month pick them up and put in another empty tabacco bag. and in half year or maybe 1 year, i have collected 2 full bags :D then i re-use them again :D i put wet paper piece inside, so that tabaccos become "fresh". and no problems, taste is full normal :P only little difficulter to roll, because tabaccos are so small.

kriaaks.. jooh nothing else to say. mind is empty. bajj